i'm moving :X

due to the lack of space and all in this blog, i've created a new blog.

this is the URL of the new one :)

http://zhihan-livelaughlovelife.blogspot.com
relink please! :)

all my updates will be there as of today.
too bad this blog cant tahan another 7 days :(

Thank You :)

i'm back!

Finally after 7 days and 6 nights, correction, for me, its 8 days and 7 nights, I am back to my home sweet home x) there's no place better than home xD

Am quite tired to blog for today, will start to blog about the trip tomorrow :) and if you wish to read posts about the trip, please do not be perasan and think that I am referring to you in some cases. I will not say who, but if you think its you, then its you, if you feel its somebody else, then its that somebody. Don't come and throw swear words or back stab me because this is my blog, the place where I speak. :) Thank you berry much for your cooperation :D

Blog again tomorrow :)

ignore me.

I don’t know what is going on with me. I feel like a huge piece of rubbish. I am so easily annoyed, irritated and I feel so depressed with everything around me.

I seriously don’t even feel like going for my class trip because I feel like I will be left out and I somehow think that I won’t enjoy it. I really don’t know what’s going on. Mood swings eh? Definitely not PMS -.=

I have been sighing a lot this whole week. The only day I actually smile and had fun was Tuesday with the gang x) I really miss the whole lot of them.

I will be parasite-ing at Yin Yean’s house starting tomorrow. I packed my luggage with much difficulty because I am not focusing. At all. Sigh.. again.

Will upload photos after the trip. =]

am trying hard to smile. Am telling myself that I am the one to control my emotions and I will not be controlled by my emotions. I can fight this. >:)

SPM is officially over! :D

Yesterday was my last paper, Chinese. I screwed that paper really hard as in for those two passages, I dont even know what am I writing. I am too lazy and not bothered to even checked the answers again because I dont even know what's the question asking so I'll just stick to my first instinct. xD

sharks! I forgot to bring my camera cable over to my aunt's house, so there'll be no photos for this post. But if there is, it'll be very funny xD because, I spent my first post-SPM day with two 三寸不烂之舌的"律师" - Huey Khim and Shao Qian. They were talking the hell out of each other and I seriously LMAO-ed many many times until my cheeks were flushed red and my jaw hurts! xD only they (when they're 'shooting' each other like mad) have the power to make me laugh like no tomorrow. =D

At night, the Form 4s were good enough to treat us all trainers to go for dinner at 88 steamboat. Shao Qian, Huey Khim and I walked there obviously since we're so early we rounded the Bukit Raja shop lots like we're going for Flag Day. lol! Then I had to listen to Huey Khim and Shao Qian talk about how they went there for Flag Day and what embarrassing stuff they did and bla. Aduei, dont you think they'd make a great couple? x) (joking? heh!)

The whole day was pretty filled with sampat-ness and laughter. =D 

Thank you to the AA for the dinner. 

Ooi! NA, when's your turn? =P I'm waiting you know? xD

P.s my cousins are back from Australia. They came back yesterday and my sister moaned to me at night. Must have been havoc and I seriously have to get out of the house more often! I NEED TO! :(

P.s again. To my dear Ah Khim, Ah Yin, Pig Huey, Ah Gan and NA team, have a good time at SCC! Remember to miss me can? xD I'll miss you guys when I go Langkawi! =DD

Half-post-SPM shopping.

* okay, i just had to compress all these photos till a very size to make sure i can still blog here. lol. if you havent read it before i deleted the previous post, then you must not have known that my blog is running out of space. so i will be either changing a whole new blog or see whatever the better choice. :)*

its called half-post-SPM shopping because we still have chinese, bukan?

i want to ignore that fact. xD

what actually brought me to shop was these :

the credits of being a Marathon Club AJK.

(fyi, our school won the most runners or something in Nike Run so we have RM 5000 worth of vouchers. so this is where half the vouchers went to, the AJKs xD)

chose to go shop at 1U because its either MidValley or 1U to use these vouchers.

the Christmas deco at 1U was enchanting.

looks a bit like a fairy tale? lol.

1U old wing.

 new wing was much nicer.

and there were loads of performances.

did a whole lot of shopping and used up both vouchers! haha!

besides my sister and my mum, my dad and i werent much of a shopper.

for a break, we watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.

since i've always read the books and watched every movie, i can understand what's going on.

as for my family, it bored them to sleep. lol!

okay, wrong decision to watch Harry Potter but i've watched all the other nice shows so kinda of a no choice?

ate at Xian Ding Wei.

(doesnt it sound like its asking you to book a place before eating? xD)

early christmas present from 1U

my sister is super photogenic!

too bad, i am not even close xD

anyways, i like her picture very much x)

my family ♥

so hard to actually convince my parents to look in the mirror.

but anyways, we had a great day together! ♥ =)

i am trying not to forget i still have chinese. 

sigh! i know i wont get A+ for chinese. i am aiming A-? :X

Yellow Outing :)

initially it was just a normal outing without any 'special' plans.

but when i talked to huey khim and she reminded me to buy eng seng a present for his birthday,

i thought further xD

so the initial outing became a surprise-very-small birthday celebration for eng seng!

shu ping and i decided that we would eat lunch at Sakae Sushi.

because there were enough pillars and walls to cover everything xD

we planned and asked a day before if it was okay with everyone =)

when we received eng seng's message saying he's gonna be late, we were like "yes yes yees!" xD

so we bought the cake first and left it at lavenders.

teng han's camera.

he bought the camera.

bought it to outings,

let thuan song use the camera,

then he'll upload the photos. o.0!

thuan song's piece! xD

smile! =D

he was camera shy xp

but then again, he was peeping.

not so shy after all xD

shu ping and i slipped away to get the cake.

we lighted the candles and everything a bit kelam-kabut-ish

a photo of the cake before sending it over to eng seng.

my job was to distract eng seng while shu ping brought the cake in.

and what a failure i am.

i thought when i called him, she'll walk in, mana tau she didnt! x.X

i was stunned and simply talked -.- lol!

it was embarrassing. haha!

he said he was surprised.

does he looks like he's surprised?

Birthday Boy.

Happy 17th Birthday!

made him a card.

and funny, i worked on the card till 3am without realizing its 3am already

whereas for Biology, i look at the clock every 15 minutes.

this proves that besides studying, i am capable of keeping myself awake.

another example, i am still awake now! haha!

went to watch The Social Network after that.

its not really that nice but still acceptable.

i just love the way they talk xD

and the humour.

the accent, the speed, their flawless flow of speech -- awesome! xD

group picture #1

trying to capture our reflection

group picture #2

but nyee huey went home beofer we took the group pictures. =X

and this was before we went to eat lunch.

thuan song camera-man,

shao qian, still sleeping at home. what a pig!

4 of us, eng seng, shao qian, teng han and i continued our second movie.

Narnia, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.

after the show finished, i still had to wait for my parents to get home from work,

teng han and shao qian were free lancers so we went to McDonald's.

did sampat stuff. lol.

each of us have to take 3 pictures.

shao qian dont even know how to use teng han's camera.

he asked him, how come got her 'peace' only?

his reply, of course la, you only focus the peace -.-

flemming left and right hand rule.

quit snapping!

teng han's first 2 pictures were the same.

the last one was the one above.

with shao qian 'ki hiao-ing' at the back xD

shao qian's turn.

i bet you guys have never seen shao qian posing for photos, right?

i mean his face was always that numb and 'fierce'

so here's some 'new' pose. lol!

done.

hey, SQ, my bad.

i said he wasnt a gentleman earlier that day.

but afterwards, not bad la. haha!

he's willing to wait with me until my parents came over which is around 8.30pm.

and he was complaining that he's hungry xD

thanks =D you're really a good friend =D

by teng han before he left.

once again,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

(its 12.41am now! xD)

All The Best in Your Future! =D

Enjoy Italy yo!

remember to get me a nice birthday present AND souvenir! xD

i know you'll see this. xD just kidding! haha!

Have a nice trip! Bon Voyage! 

(although its still 4 days away)

Just The Way You Are

this song 's pretty good =)

I've been listening to it the whole SPM (after I got it from PJing/Jhow xD)

*

Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Let Down Your Hair!

*again, Let's Not Remember We Still Have Chinese, okay? xD*

so, since we've finished 90% of the dreadful battle,

its time to Let Down Our Hair!

went to watch Rapunzel, A Tangled Tale with sc yesterday night.

it was a really nice movie.

we laughed (with all the other kids in the cinema), had teary eyes, cursed the witch (mother Gothel) and felt the happiness! haha!

this story is about :

When the kingdom’s most wanted — and most charming — bandit Flynn Rider hides out in a mysterious tower, he’s taken hostage by Rapunzel, a beautiful and feisty tower-bound teen with 70 feet of magical, golden hair. Flynn’s curious captor, who’s looking for her ticket out of the tower where she’s been locked away for years, strikes a deal with the handsome thief and the unlikely duo sets off on an action-packed escapade, complete with a super-cop horse, an over-protective chameleon and a gruff gang of pub thugs.

Pascal is just so cute!

very cute, for a "lizard"! xD

its a chameleon by the way.

I love this scene so much!

the latterns were so nice xD

bravo! to the animators of this movie

go and watch it! its hilarious, not as childish as I thought.

Can I watch again? xD

since it was around 10pm already,

there's nothing much to walk, so..

see the effects of sleeping late, stressing for subjects, worrying this and that etc for SPM?

i have acne, scars, huge zits and everything you can imagine!

and i've spoiled my hair for 'combing it all up' for 24 hours for 3 weeks straight.

now all my hair jut out and stood on their tips on protest.

its definitely a night to remember x)

* * *

Happy Birthday!

To Both My Parents!

dont think we are very kiam siap, okay?

our parents forbid my sister and I to spend any cent on them! =( 

 ♥

F L Y !

oh yeaaaaa.... its all over! okay, okay, maybe not totally over, one more paper. but who cares about Chinese? No matter how hard you studied for it, it wont work out as an A+ unless you are superbly good. Chinese is a hard to score subject :(

I'm gonna fly fly fly to the moon! =DD
(OS : I'm gonna fight fight fight for this love! xD)

I declared my own independence day already! =D some friends awed me. She's going to Thailand tomorrow and coming back on the 12th! Can I tag along? xD

Its now time to ENJOY! =) No more sleepless nights! =D (For this year! xD) But now, its time for me to hit the hay. Sleeping 2.5 hours last night really killed my cells. :(

I can smell the scent of fun, joy and laughter already! :)

funny network.

on the 5th of December, I wrote this on my twitter :

zhihanzhihan zhihan 

i seriously need to reduce my sugar intake. Will get diabetes mellitus soon.

then, on the 6th of December, I realized that I have a few new followers on my twitter page. Had a look at their names and I was taken aback and felt stupid. I had followers with names: DiabetesFacts, DiabetesHealth, Care4Diabetes etc. I Can Laugh Die Me. (direct translate from chinese)

Social Networks are really fast (lol) and funny. so what if they follow me? I wont see their tweets and I will definitely not follow back. anyways, that's something that made me laugh my head off yesterday. xD

* * *

studied biology and realized that the copper (II) sulphate experiment was part of biology and not chemistry! xD felt relieved. But still, my friends say that there's a specific experiment for that. oh-whatever. =( I have high hopes for Chemistry x( (before I sat for the paper)

* * *

parents' birthday coming. my sister and I figure we should get a cake. but too bad, we dont have a car to go get the cake. =( sigh. brainstorming for a decent present for both of them. (dont ask me to get 10As as a present for them, they want that, but I'm too dumb to achieve that for them =( my sister wanted to get 8As [PMR] for them as well, but she does not have the confidence) need transport!! D:

I see..

I see my A flowing down the drain and into the pacific ocean. No, this is NOT suppose to happen for Chemistry! D:

the whole morning, I thought my paper was gonna be alright. it was still okay, I cant say its a confirm A+, A or what-so-ever but hey, at least it has higher hopes of scoring duh!

when it came to paper 3, I feel like tearing my paper into pieces. when I saw the question was about rate of reaction, I smiled. BUT! I smiled too soon.

".... reaction between a metal and an acid. "

when i saw metal and acid. my mind was in trouble already not knowing which metal to chose from the whole ES and which acid to use out of so many of them.. then!

"Use copper (II) sulphate as catalyst."

my mouth hung in mid air and it cant be closed. I could not remember a thing about this experiment. I knew there was such an experiment but I didnt know it would actually come out. after all, paper 2 totally didnt mention Soap and Detergent, Preparation of Salt etc. so I thought it might be those super hard experiments. who knew it was those super tiny experiments I will never bring myself to notice simply because I dont think it will be asked. fine, my fault, i threw my A away.

in the end, i just made up my own experiment and go with the flow. got the metal right, but the acid was wrong. whatever la, serves me right for not paying equal attention to ALL experiments!

Note to everybody, Next Time, NEVER EVER SPOT QUESTIONS. This year's SPM was unsuccessfully spotted or forecast-ed by any teacher (including those who claim themselves to be super psychic). and dont be like me, pay attention to some parts and only read through others. will pay HARD wey! =(

National Service.

okay, to think that i deferred the national service program, i got (if i am not mistaken, according to my dad's 'research' or from friends or whatever) one of the good spots for NS. should i be proud? lol.

I got Kem Teluk Rupiah, Lumut, Perak.

I heard there're many other kwang hua-rians who got camps at Perak but so far I dont think any of them got Lumut, yet? idk. well,  i also heard that if i went for two weeks before my orientation day, i will still get my cert saying i finished my national service. if that is true, i will definitely go there for two weeks just so i wont need to go there again with the juniors and i dont believe that if i go in 2012, i will get a good spot. lol.

anybody know anything about how true is this? please let me know. anddd... who knows how to hand in a deferment letter to the government or something? please leave your say :)

♥ you're back!

my sister went to genting for 3 days 2 nights with her gang.

and left me alone at home.

yea, although i have the whole bedroom to myself and have the peace and quiet i need for SPM, but its just not the same. lol!

i miss her like crazy!

no one to talk to, no one to laugh with.

wanna complain pun takda orang listen =(

so bored, especially when i'm studying till after midnight.

its a bore to know that i wont need to be careful with my footsteps so i wont wake her or have to think twice about turning on the lights.

at least she still text me wishing me good luck and jia you for this week's subject xD

although she's a big brat most of the time,

but i cant deny that i love her just as much xD

and yeah, i am ALWAYS BULLIED BY HER!

i dont understand the logic here, shouldnt i be the one bullying her??!! xD

thank goodness she came home yesterday! ♥

first second time i feel so uber glad to see her.

(first was when she went for her graduation trip 3 years ago)

(that was torture, a WEEK without her voice)

i wonder if she'll miss me when i go for my class trip?

i bet she will, because she's going to Bali with the family and she being the 'eldest' (i'm not there) will be in charge of the erm.. 4 kids?

super good luck! xD

especially to the two australia-nies! =P