JOP.

first day for the new members. and since we all F5s are O.L.D already, we did most of the minor minor things. for example, we took care of their specs! xD
tts and khim said it looks like we're selling them. we tried them all on one by one. xD xD haha. just to kill time.

you see, they are enjoying themselves. xp

she was actually sleeping. xp woke her up just for the shot. xD

penguin papa coming back just to see how it went. =)

they are having their foot drill while i am having the time of my life. =D hehe

tts and ah khim. =)

sampat people posing for two camera-girls. xD

they are playing dont know what game. OBH in daylight. so sienz. =X

the big crowd.

passed by padang and haih.. this is what i rather do.

like what sp told me, this is my 'heaven'. xD well, it kinda is. xp

yj is camera shy i suppose. xD

stupid signboard. -.-

Mr. Lim KY. he wants to be like tiger woods? ish!

gather at dataran for idk what they are doing.

memang noob and bai chi! =DDD hehehehe

sp and me. =)

zy and ah khim! =)

haih.. zy ar.. bi-heng much! xp

casualty simulation.

yj, casualty make up sifu #1.

zy, casualty make up sifu #2.

all hovering about the two casualties. chan kit and tai wei.

zy again. trying to make the 'blood' dry faster. -.-

our 'ka chang' from generations ago.

discussing the scenario.

i wonder what would Tn. Lim say if he sees this? hehehe. sure very cham.

seems like he is just taking it as another round of training. immune already? yea, i think so. =/

the end of our JOP. although there arent many new recruited members this year but i do hope the standard maintains. jia you ba! =)

Merentas Desa.

24th February.
went to mengenal trak for merentas desa. too bored if i walk 6km without talking. xD so i took my camera along with me while i walked. =DD this is how the road looks like.

xin yi and siew eng found this small watermelon and asked me to take a picture of it -.- lol

from left, carmen, jun ping and li ying (sampat po)

bird nest factory. it also signifies that we are half way through the 6km.

long, straight and no hills. =DD cooling too. xp

win cean coming from the finishing line. xD it seems we were the last to walk finish the trak. xD

25th February.

Merentas Desa already.

senam-robik. dancing a few silly dances and also a few stretches. xD i didnt even did that this year. was too anxious. =/

i ran alongside siew eng the whole 6km. she didnt want me to overtake her and i swore i didnt want to let her overtake me, so we competed. we ran as fast as we could and keep overtaking each other. xD my speed has never been so consistent before. lol. maybe it was because we were both in our last merentas desa and we wanted to win something back. =X

in the last 600m, win cean was waiting for all of us at a junction where he told me that i was in 21st place already. and i was like 'wth!'. i gave it all i got and ran straight towards the finishing point. when i passed the finishing line, i saw the number 18 and i was above the moon. XD

xue ying, may fong, me, siew eng and xin yi. =) P18.

P15 & 18 =)

sampat li ying spoilt the picture. xD just kidding.

the girls with xin ting. our nanny of the day. xp

all 12 girls showing the 'cheng' heng. xp

with our trainer, win cean. =)

dear xin ting. =D

P15 with their glorious medals. xp

finally i got one of my own! hehehe

i know its not really good, but hey, i finally won an individual medal lar. xD

my last year running in MSSD Merentas Desa. i am glad i finally got something back after 4 years winning only kumpulan punya medal. =X merentas desa thought me a lot and left me memories which i dont think i'll find else where. =)

moody.

it feels strange. i'm experiencing mood swings? i dont even know what is that actually, but that's what a friend said.

i am suddenly really happy and the next, i feel like i want to kill someone. why do i feel like this, really? weird laa.

my friend told me i look really happy today. i answered yes. but the problem is, i dont even know why am i happy..

i hate being moody? -.-

affection with a cost.

just found out my competition schedule for the coming few weeks. hmm.. it seems like i'll be really on the run these few weeks. =/ i must must must not make the same mistake as last year! i must must must study more and stop neglecting my homework. although sometimes it is just so hard to resist! lol

now i will tag line running as affection with a cost. a very big cost.

tomorrow i wont be in school at all. going to teluk gong or something, i dont even know the exact name. =X i just know i'll be going there to look/survey/analyse the running track to run on thursday.

thursday is sukan tara for F5. i missed the last two years of sukan tara already and i am missing my final year of it as well. heavy-hearted? =/

padang sultan sulaiman on friday for further training. stay back for training. everything about running. now i really get it that running is a knowledge i dont think i'll ever get to finish.

saringan next week. must replace my wednesday and thursday tuition. another cost.

MSSD temasya olahraga is the week after together with our monthly test! will be missing one or two tests to go for my event. if my parents finds out, i'll be so doomed.

together with temasya olahraga is state competition. something that requires both physical and mental participation. especially the instincts to react fast.

maybe i really should have listened to my parents when they told me not to be so active in my co curricular activities a few years back. affection with a cost...

school reopens?

10 days of CNY are over. in short, F5's breaks are over. hard time's here. =(


no more procrastinating. (easy saying it. hard to actually do it.) mummy must really be 'proud' of me. she called from her office just to tell me that her colleague's' daughter has been studying very hard during CNY and asked whether am i pressured about that. seriously, i aint pressured by these lil matters. the daughter studies, so what? its not like i dont study at all. -.-


i think even grace tay can sense that we do not want to go back to school. she cancelled her monday BM class. xD so got extra 3 hours to enjoy a lil bit more. haha! so i switched on the com. online-d and nearly fainted O.o

seriously i cant believe what i saw. i darent believe my eyes. -.- and i just talked about it in tuition! alamak! this world is definitely filled with unpredictable stuff. sorry to keep this a secret as nobody would want to spoil another's image too much. =X although.. ngek ngek ngek! curiosity kills the cat, i am curious... hmmm.. better not bother?

oh well, might as well enjoy my last few hours of fun and go back to my 'normal' life again. =/

My CNY Days.

as everyone knows it, those who have kampungs will have to balik kampung no matter how much we hate it. well, i am one of those people who just hate to balik kampung. whereas many people envy me for my kampung is in penang. seriously, if you guys try going back there for 10 years just sitting in the house to eat, sleep and watch tv, you guys wont like it either. its not like i get to go out or anything, its just staying at home. -.-

i kinda envy those people who have small kids as cousins or siblings. at least it wont be so boring playing with kids. or even siblings or cousins who are older to talk to or something. but me? lol. youngest is a 9y/o who knows only how to EAT. eldest is yours sincerely. aduei. sometimes i rather lock myself in our family room and just talk to the wall. ish!

so, staying at penang costed me 4D3N. well, at least i survived it didnt i? xD big thank you to esther for keeping me alive. lol. i dont know how i'll live without her constant msg-ing and humour. xp

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day 4 of cny. this is darn embarrassing. ermm.. leave out the morning and noon issue. i'll straight go to the embarrassing part. seriously, i regretted complaining to my daddy everytime i come back from st john training. lol. in the evening, a bunch of st john kakiS came over to my house and my daddy ACTUALLY ASKED :"eh, han, who was the one whom you said was torturing you guys last time?" OUTLOUD! lol. xiasui betul. oh my gosh! but before i even knew how embarrassing that question was, my hands were already pointing towards yk. opps! hehe. but lucky enough, i am not the only one pointing. xD

note to self: never EVER complain how bad and how much i hate trainings to my daddy EVER again.

went to pavilion at night to eat 'pen cai' at dragon-i. the decorations at pavilion was really quite nice. =) very chinese-ie and also very tradisional. xp haha. the whole KL at night was really beautiful. =) always liked the night scenery of the streets. xD

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day 5. chi kek lar! haha. did so many things in one simple day. xD never have i tried going to greenbox at aeon and went all the way to sunway and played bowling and also archery all in the same day. xD erm.. imagine the $$ flying from the pocket. xp thank you for paying it all. xD i dont think i used more than 40 on that day. =X

bloody yong kooi (just kidding. xD). i'll remember you 'cursing' my fair game of the day. aduei! you lar.. because of you semua masuk longkang pulak. haha!

one more thing i dont think i will ever forget. xD you eating the oyster! haha! unforgetable. =D

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day 6. percy jackson and the lightning thief and greenbox again with NA and AA. =) percisely the whole cinema was full with our voices la. especially ah khim's. xD with ah khim's loud voice and also tts's unpredictable fall, we found out that most of the people in the cinema were kwang hua-rians. xD

ate at McD's and i think the whole McD was filled with our voices as well. teehee! =DD

greenbox again really made me feel ever so bored. no offence though. =X i dont sing much really, so just spent another 30 going in there to ss. luckily i am not the only one bored of it. es, sp and th looked a lil bored off too. not all the time, just some times. =X think positively, at least i am not cooped up in the house. =D

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day 7. a big fine day with 5S2. i have been waiting so long for this day. and what happened? i got food poisoning and threw up in ven siew's house. i'm so sorry for causing the trouble. >< ven siew's house was only the 4th house of the day and i had to go home. haih.

at first i thought it was because i was too tired for being out so many days, i slept a lil so maybe i can join them again later. but who knew i threw up the second time. right after seeing the doctor in the evening, i threw up again right in front of the clinic. so embarrassing.

really, i am wondering why almost every 5S2 took a bowl of the bahkuteh and why am i the ONLY ONE who kena food poisoning? lol. haih.. so i missed the whole day of fun with 5S2. seeing everyone enjoy the visiting and everything whereas i am at house in bed, sick. =((

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day 8. finally i updated my dead blog. xD stayed at home the whole day and didnt eat anything besides plain bread and plain water. i think living in jail also dont need to eat so little. -.- haih. tried to do some homework but my head feels heavy and drowsy from consuming the medicine. in the end, went to bed and slept. xD the only work i am worried about is moral folio. thinking how doomed i'll be if i cant hand in in time. haih.

hmm.. will i be able to wait till 12am tonight? if i can wait so late, i'll be able to see the fireworks that my neighbour always send across the sky. =DD just enjoy watching fireworks. haha!

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this CNY is surely something to remember. =) memories which are unforgetable. =D even the throwing up part. xD hehe! =)

supposingly.

supposingly i was an amateur.
supposingly i never saw it coming.
supposingly i was just dreaming.
supposingly i never knew it'd be.

it was something stupid.
it was something silly.
it was something pathetic.
it was something ridiculous.

unpredictably it was outrageous.
unpredictably it was sickening.
unpredictably it was loathsome.
unpredictably it costed me.

supposingly i was just stupid.
supposingly i never knew.
supposingly i was dreaming.
supposingly i didnt forget.

supposingly i can just wake up to face reality.

simple update.

i believe my blog really is half dead. to deal with tuitions and homework, i sacrificed my time in front of the computer. lol. just want to update a lil so its not that dead.

hmm.. school wise, everything is just one word --> HECTIC. because the date of merentas desa is just 3 days after CNY, we endured through so called 'heavy' training. well, it was heavy to me, i dont know about the others. i was sweating from head to toe every time. and.... that is when i realize the new toilet was SO useful! =DD with built-in showers, ngek ngek ngek! i dont mind running the whole day. =p first time i could actually bear living in school. xp to help us improve, they even gave us a timetable to follow on how to train at home during CNY and also gathered us all to tell us what to eat and not to eat during CNY. -.-

training so much made me half awake and half dreaming in class. besides catching on unfinished work, i'll be struggling to keep my eyes open. homework is piling high because of the classes i missed and the time i used to catch up on my rest. haih. why cant homework just finishes itself..?

went to tuition in a very blury condition. always nodding off when the teacher is teaching but woke up before getting caught. =D haha. tired to keep my eyes wide open but its just no use. too tired already.

upon reaching home at night, i can drop on the floor fast asleep if i have the chance. to pick up on the pace, i forced my eyes open and started on my dear homeworkS. little sleep with lots of work to complete. yet not matter how i try to finish it up, i just feel that i have even more homework. -.- that's the worst part ever!

seriously, i am looking forward to penang only because i can use the time to ssssllleeeeeeeeppppppp! my eyes are bloodshot-red from being so tired.

CNY is coming. nothing much to look forward to i suppose. besides getting to go out with friends and all of course! =DD i hope each outing dont clash so i'll be able to attend every one! xD greedy aint i? but that's the last chance of having fun so i must must must enjoy to the fullest! xp

miserable.

i thought rest was supposed to be the best remedy to cure any darn illness..? supposingly i am wrong..? i have been sleeping more than enough lately and yet i am ill. i have been watching out on my daily routine strictly and i just seem to get worse. >< aduei..

now i have a voice ten times sexier than GT's. i cough louder than a car engine i think. i sneeze like the building's gonna collapse. i am feverish 24/7 ending up with a rough headache. all's so miserable! ><

stupid duties, stupid jobs.. why cant they be finished sooner? or better, why must they appear to me at this moment? haih. ren ming ba. =/

*saw a very funny scene today xp its weird to know things people dont and yet see it happen in front of your face. see people getting all nervous and tight. seeing people starting to get tongue-tied. feel so happy (not in a stupid way, as in a glad for others way of happy) for those people. =)*

affection-less.

have been thinking quite a lot lately.
have been comparing all my recent activities with my time.
deciding whether it'll fit or not.

"no time" is just an excuse i suppose. supposing people "make time" to do their stuff. but me, i use the term "affection-less" towards things i dont like to do.

i think i've been too tired/too stressed lately until i am sick once again. (shit!) so many trainings involving physical participation. so many homework and the usual 12hour per week tuition is driving me up the wall.

in the end, i've decided to quit from MSSD Temasya Olahraga. goodbye to 800m, 1500m and 3000m. 3 events which will take up 3 days. i've also decided to go with the flow for MSSD Merentas Desa. i will not waste my energy to audition once more for some pathetic issues that occurred. if i am chosen, so i'll go. if not, then goodbye.

ketua pebarisan? i've thought about quitting this job as well. my reason, is because its hard to cooperate with people, who, enter pebarisan not for the sake of pebarisan but for the sake of skipping class and latihan.

cs? what other choice do i have? affection-less with a responsibility. i'll just do whatever i can. please do not treat me like i am full-heartily committed. i do not aim high, since i've entered, my only aim is to get 1 out of 9 trophies back just to not memperxiasuikan everyone in the team.

numb.

by golly, my whole body is numb. especially my legs.

i must admit, i think it really has been a long time since my last exercise. a sudden 6km run (15 rounds around the whole school) is so taxing. those recording our time pula kata i macam very relax. in the end, my time was slower by 10 minutes compared to last year's record. -.- memperxiasuikan. =X

latihan rumah again after school. (now you know why my legs are numb) ran a few more rounds, jump a few long jumps... running here and there.

by the time i reach home, my head is heavy, my eyes are half-closed and gosh, i look so hideous. after cleaning my legs from the mud, i straight away sleep on the couch in my dirty clothes. hehehe (kena scolding la of course. but buei tahan already ma. -.-)

as a conclusion, i'll be skipping tomorrow's training due to the numbness of my legs. but i am awaiting PJK session. XD haha! not much difference, isnt it? =p