goodluck! ~

good luck to AC. haha.
tomorrow will be the day you guys prove that your trainings are worthwhile.
gambatea! do your best! =)
if you win, come back and treat us all to eat! haha
1 and a half year of training, dont waste it!
#3 and #4, you guys want to go singapore, right?
do your best and go for it! =D

My 1st Day of the Hols ~

today's the first day of hols for me. because i didnt go to school as i was suppose to do. today is kwanghua's teachers' day. sorry teachers, but what's the point going to school and do nothing? and worst thing is, there's a big possibility of getting a buttock 'deformity'. no way.yada yada yada. its quite early in the morning and im already online-ing. haha.

i read eric's blog just now. come to think of it, now im in Form4. i graduate next year. i have half a year left in Form4. and one more year in Form5. then, i'll leave kwanghua. the friends i have now, may not be my friends after i've graduated. (its not like they are very close to me now.) hmm.. i think im gonna have to use the phrase my mum always says. Time Is Precious. == hopefully my days in kwanghua wont end so fast. haha. for now, its just to enjoy~ =)

the hols is here! ~

the hols is finally here! i really need rest anyways. haha =D i am so looking forward to this holiday, i want to go out and have fun! but i think i will be staying home or spending my days in tuition. =( no fun. can anybody get me out of this crap? tired of being near books everywhere i go. i need rest.

should i be looking forward to this holiday? i hope i could. i hope its gonna be fun! i hope i wont stay at home all day! haha =) hope its great!

feeling weird lately. like i am so different. (or perhaps i was this way all along but i didnt notice. lol.)

tagged by shuping ~

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
how would i know? lol.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
felt sleepy, wish i could go back to bed.

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
kinda forgotten when was the last time i took a picture. haha =D

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
yeap. by my parents.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
wish to, but too bad, dont dare to. xD

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes, in primary. used to be really good friends.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
no way, wouldnt want to commit murder.

8. What does your last text message say?
latest, 'you are welcome' to huigee.

9. What are you thinking right now?
thank gawd the exams ended! =)

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yes? xD

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
2.00 am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
its free, i got 4 of the same pattern/colour. lol

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
you think?

14. Who was the last person who text you?
him. haha

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. shan ci
2. yjing (if she ever get to know this)
3. hkhim (if she ever get to know this)
4. soh ling (would she even open my blog? haha)
5. qun xin
6. heng shen
7. pjing
8. weiwei
9. darren
10. fsping

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
nobody.

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female.

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
impossible. no lesbians i know.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
science stream. S1.

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
shan ci, maybe last tuesday i think.
yjing, this afternoon.
hkhim, this afternoon.
sohling, this afternoon.
qun xin, last month i guess.
hengshen, last saturday.
pjing, a few weeks ago? hehe
weiwei, mininum of a month
darren, this afternoon
fsping, long time since we last chatted.

20. Is no. 4 single?
yes. single and available! =)

21. Say something about no. 2.
a birdy looking girl. lol. nolar, she's a good friend, quite responsible, friendly and polite.

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
GAWD! i would faint. or worse, commit suicide. lol. xD

23. Describe no. 9.
really noisy and sampat. =D

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
i want to watch. its gonna be really funny! haha. no offence.

25. Do you like 8?
yup, she's friendly and fun to be with! haha =)

wakakaka!! ~

hohoho! i know its not x-mas, but this is worth celebrating! haha.
i have made it through!
the two weeks of terror!
the fear and the results.
although i cant get good results,
and i know i didnt do my best.
everything was so last minute!
i studied till 2am every night.
so tiring.
now i can get a good night's sleep!
and now i can on the computer without regrets.
haha! eureka!
hope i can pass every subject!
i am thankful if i can get c5 and above. =D

half-way through ~

5 days of the exam is gone.
my grades sucks!
my add math, 43%.
although i am glad i've passed,
but really, who would be really satisfied with this kind of grades?
i havent get the other papers back,
but i know most of it will be E8 only.
if i can get a B3 or better, A2,
i will be too happy to go to sleep!
another 3 days left.
hope i can save a few papers.

Day 2 ~

Add Maths.
so dead.
never experience leaving so many blanks.
never before that i cant finish in time.
i am a goner. ='(
really dead- meat.
hopefully i can get a 39.5%.
round up to a 40%.
means E8.
fair enough. = =

exams ~

my exam starts tomorrow

have been revising

hope the hardwork will pay off

wish me luck

*fingers crossed!*

p.s. changed my msn. [[zhihan.2801@hotmail.com]]
add me. thanks! =)

decisions ~

decisions decisions.
i have to make a decision.
it is a now-or-never case.
so what would it be?
follow my heart?
or go for it?
i would like to follow my first decision,
if i have to say.
but if it can really get be that bad,
and also be humiliated in life,
then i just go for it, for pete's sake.
honestly, i do not want to be humiliated.
nor do i want to look up and being looked down at.
sorry, not really able to say what's going on,
but for those of you who knows,
you'll understand what im talking about.
this decision is almost a life and death decision for me.
a decision which i dont like to make.

mid-term exam ~

I AM SO DEAD. . .

the mid-term exam starts in another 5 days.
because i've taken up EST.
and i havent start my revision.
erm.. its not that i dont want to study,
is that i dont know how to study. lol
there are just too many things to remember.
too many facts to know.
i really really admire those who have never failed a subject in F4 & F5.
i solute them! really awesome!
dumb, noob and stupid me got 2 Fs in a small monthly test!
2!!! my first and second F!!!
if i can have Fs in my monthly test,
there is no doubt that i can have Fs in my mid-term.
goodie-goodie me.
there goes my grades.
my mum's gonna kill me.
i am already praying that my parents be so hard on me when they know my grades.
i think i have to start my revision now.
wish me luck!

i am going to need all the luck i can get!! >.<

a new experience ~

xD this is really a new experience.
our school's debate team went all the way to the finals.
[congratz! =D ]
the competition was held in HICT.
my class had the honor of going there to watch the debate.
we left the school at 11.45am,
which was late by 15 minutes.
we were suppose to go at 11.30am.
it was quite interesting,
seeing that they can actually think so fast and answer their opponents questions so quickly.
i could never do that.
my anxious-ness would have frightened all my points away. lol.
we were to go back to school at 12.30pm.
who knew, we can only go at 12.50pm.
school ends at 1pm.
so in short, most of us are going to miss the bus.
to make matters worse,
the bus wasnt there when we ran down the stairs.
[mind you, it was 5 floors down]
so in the end, 4S2 had to RUN/walk their way back to school.
gawd it was hot!
so we ran for 2 reasons
1, it was too hot.
2, late for the bus.
i cant believe 20+ students ran from KP back to kwang hua.
it was like a race between life and death. xD
so many students in uniform running like crazy.
this was like the kwang hua run,
just that this is of shorter distance and much more sunny-er.
very sweaty by the time we reached our class.
it was a fun/hot/crazy experience. =D

=) ~

hey, i think everything is really going back to normal.
i had a long chat with my 'long-lost' friends.
[actually they sat behind me in class all along]
[just that it has been a long time since we talked xP ]
and i feel ever so happy.
i feel like i am back in 3C again.
no pressure, just relax.
it was a great way to get rid of all the pressure.
haha. i think i am keeping up with my homework.
that's a good thing =)

but i feel like i am missing something.
although life is back to normal,
why do i feel so.. so.. how to say..? free?
for me, this feeling is not a big deal.
but for others, this is a threat.
so i rather keep my mouth shut! =D
i hate misunderstandings!!! =(

eureka! ~

finally! everything is over. all is back to normal.
no more TRs, no more homework in debt.
we worked hard, we tried hard,
and we've got presentable results. =)
very satisfied and glad.
now i can go back to my studies.
but just one tiny thing,
i am still very very tired from the last 3days.
exhausted.

still, cheers!!
eureka~!! =D
haha. i bet everybody is glad.

good luck to AC team for their national competition!
p.s. will you guys miss my team's noisy-ness? haha