exhausted till the end.

the days have become so nerve-wreaking. somehow i think i can reach the nerve-breaking tip of the axon. life is definitely back to the usual hectic and non-stop commotion but hey, its definitely better than slacking at home. =)

have been trying to focus in class and trying to study at home. i know i must get it right the next time. >:) PPD is in less than 3 weeks. i hope when that day comes, i'll be ready and not being so tension and scared that i wont be able to answer the questions, esp sejarah.

our dear sejarah teacher did a remarkable comment, we must answer ONLY his ramalan questions for SPM. all the 3 essays must be from his ramalan or he wont mark our papers. so in short, we practically have to memorize his ramalan till the very last word to get a presentable paper. ish!

well, i suppose its time to off and time to study a lil before bed. will be skipping school tomorrow due to the lack of ATP and consciousness in my head. hopefully i can get enough sleep and progress faster in my studies tomorrow. =]

Work Hard, Study Smart =)

first course in UM xp

the course wasnt very bad. xp well, undeniably it was very similar to Grace Tay's classes. but it was more detailed and ermm.. how to say.. ahh.. long-winded. xD i did learn more about BM. some of the aspects which i never really put my heart into. especially tatabahasa and sort of, rumusan.

the only complaint :

1. the chairs were so fragile-looking i darent even sit properly for the first class. its made of thin wood and it feels like it could break any minute. lol! being UM, shouldnt they improve a lil more? -.-

i will always remember the joke we made regarding our tatabahasa and sastera lecturer. she left a 'remarkable' or should i say 'hysterical' joke in us. xp not to mention the emcee too. i never saw an emcee so erm.. high? xD hk joked that he praised us so much is because we paid RM 108 for it. xD

overall everything was okay. 10 hours did pass quite fast. =D should be the first time i studied so long in one day without the urge to sleep. xp

love them =)

okay, so i was there for maximum 1 hour. xD but to me, it was worth it. =) i get to see my classmates sing and get to support my fellow jimuis! xp

i love their ticket design. =D really nice!

dear 5S2 =) you gusy make 5S2 so proud! xp

eh, dont say that i'm not a good friend, i went to support you guys lea. xD you guys did GREAT! =)

the 3 princesses! =p so pretty xD

only 5 out of 8. another 3 were watching the show =(

sc and me =) i hope my attendance means something to you xD i know you practiced very hard for it. =) good luck in 'wen yu wan hui'! =DD if my parents approve, i'll go support you again! =D this time, i wont go home early! <3 best friends forever! =)

siau ling, sc and me. =D

hey guys, remember, no matter what, you guys have been the champions since the very beginning! =)

life in the week

its definitely not P. BM week but the P. BM committees are working away like crazy. and i thought PBM was a society with a low activation value and of course by this, means that they dont function at all. =p no offence yo. as a committee, i had to do my part by going to help out, shouldnt i? didnt know why i even join this society actually. xD i am not even good in BM. xD

got back those treacherous results, yada yada yada as seen in previous post.

decided to go to the DMC competition to support 5S2's group and also yj, hg and nh. =) you guys will do well! =D i decided to pay for the whole competition but only stay for that one hour when they'll be competing since i feel that it is such a waste of time (no offence seriously). wanted to go via st john duty to save the 10 bucks but its not worth standing there in uniform patrolling the school. any how, good luck and all the best to all participants! =D

will be going for a 10 hour course on BM in UM tomorrow. some people asked me why i still go when i have grace tay already. well, i was thinking maybe i can learn something more plus its way better than me slacking at home, right? =p

looking forward to next week's Hari Koperasi. =) haunted house? i will consider entering but i dont know what to expect from those units, esp KRS who's famous for their creations. xD and i havent buy those coupons yet. lol. better buy some before its sold out? (is that possible? xD) jia you to every society, club and unit in your stalls next week! =)

in needed discipline

should i congratulate myself? =p i managed to leave the computer one week untouched and its not even the exams yet! xD anyways, this post will be about my exam results. =( not so satisfied about it after all results. haih! >< the first day and second day of school, all the papers i got back, all As. starting the third day, all Bs. -.-

BM  A-
first time! xD first time i'll say "cik shamala, you are sooooo good!" xD almost everyone got an A this time. =D maybe she really changed her attitude on being so bullshit about the marking scheme. xD

BC  A-
i promise i will study more on 'literature' next time. one whole page, 0/14 marks. lol! definitely means that i NEED to work extra hard on this section. but thanks to my essay and Mr. Lim, i still have an A-. =p

BI  A
(seriously, no sarcasm, not being sombong, not showing off, NO OFFENCE! just my point of view =])
my happiest paper yet. =D i am back to the top and i hope i stay there. xD i know it sounds weird and macam orang yang ter-sombong but english is one of the subjects that i aim A+. but if this mark remains, i believe i have the chance of getting A+ in SPM. xD

Maths  A+
my only A+. i am really satisfied with it, and like puan ooi said, must maintain or get higher marks. xD jia you ar! i will not let Bearing cost me my A+. xD

Add Maths  B
same grade as PPD test but a lil higher than the previous mark. xD so, i am definitely satisfied with this paper. x)

Sejarah  A
not an A to be proud of. although this is the first time i get an A instead of A- for sejarah, but this time is because i received tips about the paper and i studied based on the tips. so its definitely not an A to be proud and happy about =x

P. Moral  A-
although i aim higher, but an A- is definitely better than a B+. at least its not a border line A-. contented. =)

Biology  B
how can this happen? >< i was quite confident i can get at least an A- for biology. and when i flip through the paper, shit! i labelled the flexor and extensor muscles wrongly, causing the whole question -- 0/12 marks. and the lines of defense, i mistook phagocytes for lymphocytes and neutrophil for another. haih. really speechless. the only thing i can say is i must be more careful next time. >__<

Chemistry  B+
this is definitely terrible. when i got back the paper, it was devastating. paper 3 only 26% and paper 2 only 61%! seriously, i really dont know what went wrong, but i know i got very very little marks for almost every question. -.- well, i'll definitely study harder to secure an A in the next exam.

Physics  B+
now this is a paper i am definitely satisfied with! x) my first B+ in major exams! =DD i thought i was going to fail this subject but when i received my paper, *smiles ever so broadly* i didnt do so bad after all! =D my next aim, an A-! jia you ar! =D

i am not really satisfied though. including sivik, i'll have 7/11 As. same as last year's year end, but this time, improved. i kept to my word, no Es. =) only As and Bs this time. =) i promise i'll be more discipline and i will work harder and with hard hopes, i dream i'll have more As next round. =)

JIA YOU! x)

a musical worth watching

i am writing this as a favour to my aunt. she worked hard on this musical and i believe she deserves a bigger crowd, a bigger respond.

this musical, Kita, is a musical based on the theme of 1 Malaysia. it is not that i am a very patriotic person but this musical is not as deadly boring or dull as most of us (frankly speaking, everyone), thinks. it is not about the political views of Malaysia (seriously, no offence intended.), it is not about the ritual events (no offence) or anything, it is a story about 3 good friends.

Cheong, Ganesh and Rahman. 3 very good friends of different races, living in the same community, sharing the same village, holding the very same dreams. it is a musical about how these 3 young fellows endure their hardship, face their troubles and most importantly, how they can live harmoniously together.

this musical works it charm with a glint of humour and its excellent stage and lightning effects. it is defintely a show worth watching.

i am not saying all these from the promotion flyer. i am writing this from the bottom of my heart. i am not  promoting this musical just to help my aunt, but i feel that this musical is really a musical experience that most of us would enjoy.

the details :

venue : Istana Budaya, KL
time : 7.30pm (everyday until the 27th June)
dress code : Formal
tickets are sold at RM 15 for those who are below 20 y/o and at the lowest price of RM 39 for those above 20 y/o.

if you guys are really interested or any enquiry, please leave a comment in this post, facebook or by any means, contact me. thanks a lot! =)

a day with the gang =)

i always disliked entering competition. i felt that it brought me bad luck and its like a never ending curse. but something undeniable is that competition, or to be precise, the term cs, brought us together. to be good friends, and to feel like a part of the family. =)

supposing it was a 10 people day out but only 6 turned up, but we had loads of fun anyways. =) we went to botanic for some sports, initially a 'kiam pui' plan for a few of us. lol. had a very fun time laughing and eventually started throwing sarcastic remarks at each other like what we usually do. xD

everyone put the blame on me, well, its not only my fault, huey khim and zhi yin could have gotten their license too wert. lol. yea, i know i was the first among you all to turn 17, but hey, you guys think its me who refused to get my license? xD eventually, we walked all the way from botanic to aeon bukit tinggi. as what thuan song say : via displacement. xD

wanted to catch a movie. i will never forget how i let myself be persuaded by eng seng and shao qian to watch The Haunted Lover! the 3 of us (girls), cursed and cursed the guys. and we said that they MUST sit beside us during the movie to prevent fits! xD and what eng seng retorted was that there could only be 8 ghost because eng seng and shao qian each has 4 limbs, coming to a total of 8 limbs for us girls to strangle. xD xD to ensure that i can sleep at night, thuan song and eng seng even told me that if i couldnt sleep, i could text/call them. xD 

in the end, the show was killer boring. worst movie watched. xD thanks to shao qian! you better pay the money for all of us! =p by night, everyone was very tired. i believe everyone went home and first thing, hit the sack. it was really tiring, but a day enjoyed. =)

i hope that we'll have another outing soon. =) love you guys loads! x)

on the way from botanic to aeon =) (at the round-about xD)

[more pictures in facebook xD]

diligent? a lil.

i have been studying today. =D not for a very long time but to me, good enough. xp

thumbs up! gotta work harder. study longer! =D must study tonight or i wont have time tomorrow! >< 

will be off to botanic resort club for more exercise and then to aeon with com team. =D loves them loads! =) hearts! =D

KITA the musical

wanted to find the logo of the musical but cant find it. lol. okay, this is a truly 1Malaysia Musical. produced and directed by Lin Huay, choreograph by Shu Fan, Music by Imee Ooi. 

not that i am a very patriotic person but this musical is quite amazing. it brings out the story of 3 good friends, Cheong, Ganesh and Rahman. it is about how they live together harmoniously and how they overcome their hardship.

because the director is my aunt, the whole family went for the musical as support towards her 5th production. made it home just in time from Jusco and struggled a bit with the attire to Istana Budaya. it says FORMAL. -.- seriously, i only have formal tops, but not formal bottoms. so i had to borrow from my aunt. and what i want to say is :"i gotta go shopping for clothes!!" my gosh, i look terrible in the pants! besides the pants, i think the rest is fine. lol.

my mummy cant help but saying :"girl, you look really nice!" i cant help but grumble to my sister saying:"i look weird in the pants!" everyone commented that this is the first time yours sincerely (and my sister of course =p) look more feminine. -.- what type of comment is that? =? too bad i didnt take the camera or i might take a picture and put it here. xD

now, credits to the show. the choreograph this time was better. really nice. =) i like the songs very much =) the actors, actress and dancers were really friendly according to my aunt. and very humorous indeed. xD the stage and light effects were BRILLIANT! =D everything was just in time, just in place. =)

it seems that the PM is going to watch this show tonight. (of course he is, he is the one who wanted this show about 1 Malaysia) well, hope everything goes right. =)

definitely a good show. =p

a day with S2 =)

a day out with S2 to bukit cahaya! =)

not many turn up this time. =( only 12 of us. 10 of us took the bus and 2 went there by themselves. well, erm..  we were separated into 2 groups again this time. the one thing we realized was those in the 'on-the-rush' group were the same few from the last trip. xD rented new bikes. and definitely,

got hungry! xD

cycled all the way down empangan sg air kuning. loved the excitement of cycling down but hated the time when we had to puch our bikes back up! lol.

got some spare time to dilly-dally and wait for the other group.

the next photo is definitely EMBARRASSING! -.-

see how childish? xD haha! =p

spent time at the playground outside the four season house. ate, talked and played. =) more photos in facebook! xD

i love this picture. =) the 12 of us. =)

after that, hui gee, swee thian, tao chor, boon khang, wei ping and i rode the bus back to bukit raja. the bus stopped at the highway. xD we had to walk from the highway to Jusco. -.- in the end, left tst, ttc, chg and me. we were SO hungry by then. ate at igentis and well, we had a great time teasing each other and throwing sarcastic remarks. xD

thanks to the curiosity of the two boys, we went to the center court with promotions by fitness concept. a girl, came and asked us if we would like to join their Donation Drive. it seems that for every km we run, fitness concept would donate RM 5 to the needy. since we all still have time, we joined. tst, hg and me took the trade mill but due to the 'lack' of tread mills, ttc had to cycle again! =p in the end, we gathered a total of 17km and an amount of RM 85. 

i feel that its something that benefits not only the needy but ourselves too because we get to kill our bad cholesterol and the needy get the money. xD hey, i dont know when this event ends, but people, go join it! get yourself some exercise and help those in need. =)

well, in a nutshell, i really enjoyed my day. i definitely cycled more and pushed the bike less compared to the last time. =D next time, i wanna make sure i cycle through the whole journey! >:D challenge my limit! =D

love S2 =)

the mood is on =s

finished a few chapters of biology. starting to work on physics!

i saw many students have on their thinking caps and digging hard into reference books, so engrossed like its a tempting french cuisine. so i believe its must really be time to work up the mood.

i am on my way! jia you ar! >:)

okay, a bullseye!

to really make myself work towards 10As, i've decided to find a bullseye and aim at it hard! obviously it takes time to actually kena right on the bullseye so i'll need to work extra hard.

my bullseye:

1. i want my dream to become a reality. (p.s. only 2 people know about this dream xp and i believe i am not the only one who dreams of this! =p)

2. i want to study in australia! (scholarships etc will be given consideration later, i will NOT apply for matrix)

3. i want my parents to STOP comparing me with other teens of my age! no more no how!

i swear, i am going to make the last few hours of today used completely! physics, whether you like it or not, i am bringing you on a date! >:) a long long date! and more of it to come! xD

anxiety? xD

150+ days and the F5s will be facing SPM. anxiety because i havent finish the syllabus. lol! so many teachers are giving us advice saying we should study now as there's not much time left. i really wanted to study, just that every time i face the books, i suspect my hypothalamus and pituitary glands have a special hormone which will be secreted to make my eyes close voluntarily.

around 15 days for each subject excluding time for trials. i dont seem like an SPM candidate. i can still online and not study while some have already deactivated their facebook accounts and some are determined not to be near the computer. what about me? i am watching 3 times more tv than i normally do, i am reading books, yes, reading the shopaholic series, but that wont help, will it? i am trying to spend more time out of the house and of course trying to escape the nasty grasp of my dear books. i am so dead.

when school reopens, i am gonna have to face my doom. for one, i'll be getting back my midterm papers. definitely keeping my fingers crossed. i worked doubly harder than i did for the PPD paper so this time, i hope i improved in every paper. =X well, i believe that's every student's hope, right?

well, gotta try cutting down some time in front of the pc. must try to implement the determination of sitting in front of my desk to study for at least two hours! >< jia you ar..!

a day out.

i am so bored at home. sitting in front of the idiot box watching show after show. tried to study but nothing is going in. absolutely nothing.

my aunt's house is having problems with the computer -- no internet, no phone line -- no talking on the phone, life is so dead besides watching tv. urgghhh!

after 4 days, my sis and i couldnt take it anymore, we decided to go out to watch karate kid. it was quite a nice show. lol. jaden smith was really cute in the show and it was quite meaningful. we should face our fears and we must not give up easily. =)

we did a lil shopping. lol. this is the first time i enjoyed shopping so much. maybe its because i am a bit desperate to get out of the house and also desperate to spend some $. -.- bought quite a few stuff. =D

staying over at sierramas west tonight. this is also the first time i found out that my aunt's house in sierramas was actually that nice to live in. my sis and i were given our own bedrooms while my parents get another room in the 2nd floor. and i love the balcony in my room looking over the night of the city. really amazing. =) hmm.. maybe i wont moan when we need to sleep over again. xD

will be going to jusco again later. this time, for some serious matter. the new appointed, i have high hopes on you guys. dont be like me, a failure. be determined and strong. and as what i've said, i will keep to my words. i will NOT return without a definite reason. good luck to the 3 tomorrow. first time right? we'll guide you but we will not be with you. jia you ba! =)

lessons i value.

i've learnt to value things in life. i know its not easy to attain something nor is it easy to maintain something. i know some things are more valuable and should be cherished. well, when missed the chance, its over and done with. a full stop has been marked and i will not look back. i'll move on and definitely work harder in life.

mummy talked to me about my future again today. i found out that my uncle has already prepared a room for me equipped with a study table and book shelves in his new house in melbourne. they are really looking forward for the time when i'll be there. mummy says that the time i leave depends on the budget of our family. being the eldest, to further my studies in aussie has been a dream since my childhood, in fact, i wanted to go there again right after my first trip there since i was nine. i once had the thought to give up this big dream, but after reconsidering it, i will not give up my chance. i will work hard to achieve my dream. i wont wake up to an empty ceiling, i will wake up to see something i want. i will not give up on my dreams!

friendship. a helping hand indeed. i smile, i live, i cry, i enjoy, i love. my friends are why i hung on. just like that cursed competition. if it wasnt because X kept helping me and consoling me telling me to accept the fact that we cant turn down the competition, i would not have went. if it wasnt because of my friends, i would never have the courage to stand up once more. the care, the support, the love they show, its definitely something i appreciate. =) i've leanrt that friendship is indeed important and its a guide to grow up and go on with life.

envious. i shouldnt be envious of others. its reality, although it sounds so much like a fairy tale. i never knew such good things exist in reality. i thought they were just illusions. illusions that i'll never get to see. i should not envy others. although i may not lead my life the same way but i can lead my life in another way, much more different than theirs. i will be fine.

my lessons, valued and treasured. i will move on and make sure the mistakes are minimized. no more suffering. i will not let myself be depressed or in despair no more. i will stay strong.

rumours.

rumours.
they came at the right time.
i heard,
i knew,
i am relieved.

before,
i chose not to listen,

but now,
i do hope its true.
it must be.
because i need the remedy.

let it all be true.
let it rust in me.
then, i'll find a way to get through this.

i am not egoistic,
but just fear..

i will not
let myself be in this way.
i will
find a way out of this.
i am
on my way.

its just a matter of time. =)

its. O.V.E.R.

yup, it has finally come to an end. i am glad. no more. totally no more. =)

sp, zy, nh and hk came to sleep over at my aunt's house as usual. we talked and talked and talked, laughed and laughed and laughed till 2am. well, that's really the only part that i enjoy. haha! =p

woke up late the next morning. xD reached pulapol. the first thing i thought was :"wow! looks great! seems like it aint so bad after all." but upon arriving at the dorm, what the hell! yuck! my team was so SUI we got the part of the dorm with no lights and no fan. kns! we cursed and cursed and complaint until puan lim even told the cadets we are a bit 'da xiao jie'. ish! we were Team NAF. in state com, NAF was our first runner up, so we even joked that the NAF luck of winning home nursing is ours. xD

i do wonder why must we go there so early when the event only starts at 3pm. the worse part was that we had to stand under the hot afternoon sun for an hour. i hated that a lot. and i hate the looks of all those competitors glaring over at us. so 'cheng' for what?! uniform checking, foot drill, all finished by 6pm.

dinner and suaikenal. but a good thing is that all #1 will have to lapor to check our first aid kit. so we need not attend the suaikenal which is said to be something very boring. xD what a relief. but my teammates, =/ they have to attend it. kl, ms, es and me, after the box checking we also refused to go to the suaikenal and we stayed with our officers. talked all crap and stuff.

at night, due to no fan, we slept on the mattress on the floor. idk what happened, my stuff was on the paling right side of the 3 mattress. and whatthehell! my side is facing the dark side of the room! .__________. waliau eh! i can only sleep when i am facing my right side, and when i turn to the right, i am facing the DARKEST side of the WHOLE DORM! scared me!!! ish! my leg, even worse, my leg is facing a broken door which leads to a dark and empty corridor. so the entire night, i have only one feeling -- FEAR! i cant sleep because i keep hearing all those frightful sounds, i heard the cupboards, the toilet, the beds moving.. ohmigosh i didnt even sleep at all! tak boleh tidur pun! -.- and i thought i was the only one, sp was the same too. just that we didnt know. we squeezed together and was so so so scared. lol

next morning, i woke my team extra early to brush their teeth before the johor-ians came to fight for water. after brushing, we all fell back dead on the mattress. puan lim even woke me up telling me its time to prepare. puan lim asked who would be the first to tie our hair, and what did my dear ah khim say? "#1 first la!!" -.- kesian saya. not enough sleep but still have to wake up. =(

got ready for foot drill and first aid. sampat with the ambulance team again. haha! well, first aid and home nursing was over quite fast. well, what's over is forgotten and done with, so, dont blame yourself. =) all of us would have did a mistake. =)

prize giving ceremony. me and my teammates, we didnt even want to listen to the announcement. we just slacked on our chair and go with the flow. sitting beside us, negeri sembilan, won 2nd in first. sitting in front of us, penang cadets, won 3rd in home nursing. beside the penangs, johor cadets, won first in foot drill. behind us, the pahangs, won dont know what. and us, in the middle, with nothing.

selangor, was, wow. the ambulance cadets, was the overall champion for their category. congratz! =) nursing cadets, your first aid came in third. =) you guys did great. =) thuan song, at least you still have your 3rd in written test, dont feel bad. chun han, wow! you really opened my eyes, first in written test. congratz  to all of you! =D

everything is over. i am glad. no more feeling pressured and tensed. =) life is back to normal. =)

holiday plans.

i know the holiday is short and mine is filled with tuitions but i am gonna MAKE time to go out! =D

1. there are SO SO SO many movies i want to watch! i must watch at least half the number of movies i have in mind. xD

2. sunway? eh, shao qian, plan faster can or not? i cant wait! =p

3. i should study! i should really aim higher in the next exam. >:)

4. S2! when's the bukit cahaya trip? xD make a decision lea wei! =p

5. hmm.. any other plans? so far i guess not. =/ but i hope i use this holiday wisely. =)

Nationals.

oh bother. one more day and its the nationals. sc asked me, "arent you anxious? nationals wor.. sounds scary.." and i replied, "not even a tiny bit!" i should be, shouldnt i? but who cares, i dont take it seriously anyways. the only thing i care is to NOT get the last in the nationals. =D

i never liked first aid training. not even once. i hate to do short case because its always in a mess and i will get all those bored looks from the judges. so i EXTREMELY hate short case. although it used to be my favourite during area competition. xD yea, i know its my fault my team so not semangat lar, so not cooperative lar, so not determined, so not confident, bla bla bla.. whatever lar. i dont care! i've contributed enough!

my parents once scolded me for participating so actively in st john. i retorted that they would never understand how fun st john is. they scolded me for contributing so much when i wont get anything back in return. i said it is okay, i dont mind and i like it. but now! ha-ha-ha! say no more! i dont need my parents to say a word about my participation. i even swore to them, once after national competition, i would never go back there again. =)

so in short, today is the last day i am ever going to HQ for training. shao qian said that we should take a picture, but too bad, everybody went home already. i feel relieved and happy. =)

after discussion, my team agreed that we would aim on something, at least lar.. dont terlalu memperxiasuikan diri. lol. we chose to aim for home nursing although our last home nursing training was for state competition. haha. just t.r.y. lo. =)

i am awaiting sunday night when the competition ends and i can finally shake the burden lose. =) i just cant wait...

merdeka! =)

well, finally every paper for midterm is over and i can finally leave the books and TRY to hit the hay earlier. =D

i am glad that my add maths improved by 1 mark again! xD although its just 1 mark but i am glad enough! =) if i push myself harder, i will get an A in no time. =) jia you ar!

today we got back our chinese paper 1. woots! the teacher praised my essay which i wrote in such a short period of time. xD ngek ngek ngek! not trying to show off as there are many other friends of mine whom their essays are much better, but i am just pure happy! =)

well, the holidays is here! =) that's something to be glad about. =D but more tuitions is something to loath about. =( double classes here and there. aduei~ but to think on the bright side, its more my own good! xD i need to achieve better in physics next time. its my only worry now. the rest in still acceptable. =)

nightmare! =(

i went to botanic for add maths today because i have to arrange time for training this thursday night. ish. due to transport problem, my parents told me to loiter in aeon until they've finished their work. so i thought, okay lor. what other choices do i have.

straight after tuition i went to aeon. wanted to enter starbucks but it was too crowded then so ended up in secret recipe instead. took a seat by the window. started studying and 'enjoying' the outside view. if it wasnt a smoking area outside, i would have liked to be seated outside. -.-

changed to starbucks 3 hours later. because i cant stay at the same place for that long when i only ordered a latte. in starbucks, while studying, i heard a very very high-pitched shriek. i thought it was a kid, so i was really annoyed why parents would let their child scream like that in public.

but i was wrong. it wasnt children who screamed so loudly. i saw many people running by starbucks. holding sticks or whatever, i dont know. running here and there. then i saw security guards running pass. oh gawd, that really frightened me to the end of my nerves. then i heard people screaming again. i was wondering what happened but i darent go near, i was more to scared than curious.

then i see people running pass again, this time in groups. and people chasing behind. then i heard those starbuck-ers say something about robbery or something right outside kfc, and i was like :"WHAT?!" after that i darent even move at all. and i was praying hard that my parents will come faster. i was so so scared being alone after knowing that. wanted to leave but i dont know where to go. after knowing that incident, my senses were so sharp, any footsteps near my table and i would stare. frightened i might be the target since i am alone and hell, i look like i am having a lot of goods in my school bag. -.-

an hour later, my parents arrived, i was SO relieved and happy to see them. i never thought i'd make pass that terrifying hour. this teaches me that i will not loiter anywhere ALONE unless necessary. gawd, i never felt so scared. -.-