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my next post will be about my monday outing with schin, soh ling and qiu shuang.

i'm just waiting for the photos. xD

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i started studying already.

still procrastinating a little but at least i'm on my way =)

my biggest accomplishment is that i've finished 5 sets of past year questions for Maths. xD

and 1.5 sets for Add Maths.

touched a bit here and there =D

(i know its like "CHEH!" to many people but to me, its an accomplishment so far =))

i am on my way =D

my study mood will come! =D

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september is here.

it was like yesterday when we stepped into 2010

and now its september already.

better cherish our times together.

2 more months before graduation =')

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the time is definitely ticking and i am so not prepared. i realized that i have lots to study with so little time left. there's so much to accomplish and yet i have no time. i couldnt say i use it too much on the computer as i've been in front of the computer for not more than 3 hours for the whole week! (an accomplishment! xD)

i couldnt say tv because i dont know what's any show talking about anymore (i've forgotten how to 'zhui xi' after PMR. never have the time to get used to sitting in front of it for hours already.)

maybe its because i sleep too much. according to my parents and my aunt, i sleep around 14hours a day? i think they are right. i sleep whenever i have a free period, or whenever the teacher gave us the time to do our own work. (one of my classmates asked me what homework do we have from x teacher. and i told her i was sleeping so i didnt know. she replied:"you har... every time i look towards you from my seat you are sure sleepy one. every day also sleep sleep sleep!") -.-! ohmigosh! i blushed so red! ( i dont know was my face red but i can feel the heat!) paiseh-nye! back home, i will make my booking with the bed once i'm home from school. normally 4-5hours "nap" if i dont have tuition! xD at night, by 12am, lights off. and i am still sleepy. =S what a failure.

despite sleeping the long hours, i still feel sleepy. what a pig! -.- but no choice, i just sleep. cut the sleeping. conclusion is that i'm gonna try getting rid of all this pig business and get into work! i musnt slack for long. i need the results =/

talk about not going to plan. i eat it back. its impossible to not plan when i've already planned everything out. and i am thankful that unlike my friends, my parents agree with everything i've planned. (or should i say they havent show any signs of disagreement?) i dont know. (or maybe its i plan and they support me financially?) beats me.

no more procrastinating!

impressive

this is a magnificent creation. it tells the story of those heartless children who dumps their parents in the old folks' home.

that's one promise i'll give my parents, i will NEVER EVER do that to them.

the irony part about this is that the music is kinda rap. -.- but its definitely worth the time watching.

never do this to the people who raised you up to who you are today.

taste buds twinge

okay,

almost everywhere we can see that there're mooncake-filled shelves.

it definitely signifies that mooncake festival is just around the corner. =D

i use to look forward to it as a child.

waiting to light up all the lanterns and candles xp

but now, mid-autumn festival always clashes with the school exams

and leave us students no choice but to study indoors. =(

how i wish i could do that again in the future.

it'll definitely be nice x)

mooncakes. =DDD

my favourite mooncake so far is Swensen's Sticky Chewy MoonCake. =P

simply yummy-licious and definitely a sensation that sends you craving for more! =D

it may be a lil advert-y but hey, its really very nice! xp

especially the chocolate flavoured one! =DD

its ice cream filled!

i forgot what flavour it has

it has been a few years since i last had one =(

its very expensive so i dont think my parents will allow me to waste the money on mooncakes =S

another choice is Haagen Dazs!

i've never really tasted Haagen Dazs ice cream before but i heard its not bad! xp

this picture is definitely mouth watering although its not really a mooncake (i think) xD

I want Swensen's Ice Cream MoonCake!!

=P

humiliating yet hilarious

ok, a few facts i've learnt about myself and other people from today's incident.
its all so humiliating yet i find it hilarious in a way that i dont think i'll ever forget xD

1. i am calm, other people panic. they panic in front of me, i become even panic-ier than them! -.- (imagine, i was alone at that time and around 10 teachers were yelling in my face about this and that and i felt so helpless. and they dont listen to whatever i say! ish! so in a very panicked and frustrated situation, i went to call eng seng, thuan song and wee minn. it was a good thing after all that their class shifted to the science lab -.-)

2. when i am in a panicked condition, i cant think straight. i listen to whatever they say and DO whatever they say. (stupid la dey.. contohnya, i was stubborn enough to take to advice it was a close fracture when thuan song and wee minn insisted that it wasnt. but after thorough thinking afterwards, i think it was at most a dislocation. told ya i cant think straight. x( )

3. (i hope no teachers see this) when teachers panic, there's no difference between them and students. xD (but still, they come back to their senses quite fast xp)

4. after today, i know the power of GOSSIPING! news travel damn fast and its really CUTE how people menokoh tambah so much into their own versions. (get this, my sister came home with the version that the teacher was a malay and she fainted due to bulan ramadhan fasting. -.-!!! its obvious the teacher is a CHINESE lor!)

5. not to mention the teachers are SO 'cooperative' and 'kind-hearted'. they blocked the way. they ask students to go away but they themselves stay to watch the 'show'. imagine, the whole kh's staff room empty.

6. lastly, what we learnt in training was NOT THAT useful in reality. very very true. (besides the dial ambulance part made by thuan song. xD plus, i kinda regretted asking them to call sjam plainly because it was damn expensive. maybe 999 would have been cheaper. idk? o.0?)

a brand new experience. damn humiliating yet i find the whole thing turned out so funny. xp moral of the story, NEVER LET OTHER PEOPLE's EMOTIONS CONVINCE MY OWN RATIONALITY! in short, dont simply PANIC! xD

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i realized i was played a fool again.
another lie.
fine, i'm really done. =/

rules of life

your eyes are the windows to your heart. it shows your feelings, whether fear or strong. stand up for yourself, give yourself the vision to say, I Can and I Will. show it through your eyes.

never underestimate yourself. you cant is because you think you cant. note to self, you can and you will, succeed. its all about psychological play.

the sky is turns grey not because it sympathizes your failure, it is because the sky is angry why arent you standing up for yourself and proving yourself worthy.

chances are hard to come by. when you have the chance, grab it tight and dont let go. when you miss that golden chance, you might never get another go. remember, good food does not stay on the table forever.

when a sacrifice is made, dont have high hopes of a big yield. not every sacrifice comes with a reward. learn to accept that life goes on.

no one is perfect. everybody makes mistakes once in a while. flash a smile and move on. if a smile is too much, express it out with words. everything will seem fine.

nothing beats the smile you get from that special person. ridiculous but simply a true fact.

life goes on for better or for worse. learn to live and be responsible for yourself.

get a grip!

ever seen this picture?

or this picture?

get a grip of yourselves!

this is what i want to say!

the long story?

i dont want to talk about it.

it started like that

and ended with a big fullstop

no inference.

but a BIG THANK YOU!

to

*eh-heh!*

i know you will read this one day.

you sendiri tahu la!

GOOD LISTENER! =P

thanks! x)

feel SO SO SO MUCH BETTER! =D

life's a drift.

hmm.. i have been slacking these few days. procrastinating and not finishing my homework. well, i hope to do better the coming week. trails is near and i am so not working hard and waiting to fail. ish! sometimes i am really angry at myself but i just cant get myself to study any more than a few minutes. =( instead i am frequently online and stuff. how i wish i can study as long as the time i use on the computer. wouldnt that be just great?

just a few photos to show on how my life's going xp

this is my current wallpaper (on my hp)

tried to remind myself so many times.

but its obviously useless. =(

and i am glad, i am not the only one who did this! xp

but instead of studying, i am procrastinating.

seriously, i dont even know what am i doing!

i dont even know why am i slacking and not studying at all. =(
(btw, that's my new specs! xp)

i like this picture. =D

sweets! =D very very nice sweets! =)

its from the same shop i got the 'thank you' sweets for jia wen.

plus, i took this picture with a 'normal' camera.

no DSLR, no effects xD

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how i wish i am a kid again.

no stress, no expectations,

no hopes, no nothing.

just smiles all the way. =)

my baby cousin.

currently 3.5 months old.

wearing his tiger suit in accordance to his zodiac! xD

how i wish i'd be like him.

the youngest in the family tree.

everybody loves him so much! xp

(one reason is because he is a boy!)

(i hate this kind of 'zhong nan qing nv' punya family =S)

supposing i know life passes by only once. if i ruin my SPM, i'll practically ruin part of my future. to me, a higher education cert is definitely needed to get a better job and thus a better future. cant do well academically means work harder than anyone else in your job to achieve equality. 

another thing is that i've decided not to skip so many days of school anymore. not that i am afraid of receiving the warning letter but i know i will not study even if i am home. plus, i know i will miss those days sitting in class in my turquoise uniform. before i regret, i'd better attend school more often. x)

down memory lane.

last week, my dad's computer was invaded by two darn 'huge' viruses. one worm another one dont-know-what-name-but-i-know-its-suppose-to-be-very-'powerful'. -.- my dad told me that the whole hard disk had to be reformatted and we would lost EVERY file in the computer.

i felt the prick in the chest. the first thing that came into my mind was all my photos! my heart sank at the idea i'll never be able to get those memories back. i dont even have a hard copy of any photo in the computer. i almost melt into tears. =S i regretted not developing them the week before when my dad offered to take me there. now.. everything is gone =( every photo since primary until today.

i've started to find links and everything which will enable me to retrace all the photos. some friends told me i should have saved my pictures in my USB drive. but the problem is, I DONT HAVE SUCH A BIG USB DRIVE! D: that's why i shifted it all to desktop! i was quite upset when i got to know that i dont have pictures from my previous trip to Bali. was down for a few days too. =/

yesterday, my dad called me into his room. and on the computer screen, i saw the name of my folder!!!! =DDDDD my eyes went *blink blink blink!!* a bit like when you hit the jack pot! xD i was so overwhelmed and grateful that i didnt lose any photo. =) counted, a total 1000+ photos inside ALL UNDEVELOPED! i swear i'll get them developed the first chance i got! ><

my moral of the story, ALWAYS SAVE ANOTHER COPY// BACKUP OF EVERY FILE! never regret it when one day *CHOI!* the computer was intruded again *CHOI!* xp

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it feels good to get back all those wonderful memories. =) just browsing through them makes me feel good! =D i will always cherish//remember those moments =]

understood. =D

i understand now. thank you! =D

its not about reliving or demanding something in return.

its about living a simple live without feeling frustrated. =D

i understood why.

so now, i do not have anything to ask for. =D

thanks girl, for making me realize what's going on. =)

life is just that simple.

not every sacrifice gets a reward. =)

august is..?

august is what?
the month of love? xD

its outrages!
in two week i've heard more than 5 pairs. either coupling already, still in courting session or just confessed to their 'opponent'. xD xD
wonder what cupid did this month? lost all his arrows? =p

out of so many 'pairs', i am happy for 2 special 'pairs'. together, not together? (my lips are sealed =p) courting session was hard but those two boys never seem to give up. xD siamese twins? plaster? mercury? kar yao ar!!! those 2 girls are really specials to us (the gang) so you two boys better appreciate or you'll be facing the fist of the rest of us =D

x, the right time came for you. =)
y, you are just wasting time! xD but seriously, you have made the right decision by wasting the time =)

hey, y, you still remember a year ago, august 17? i bet you dont, dont you? well, i do. xp some things are just so hard to forget. =)

another 1x days. that day is harder to forget. i remember the puffiness of my face. but i should shut it. its the past.

drawing is the way i express myself besides writing.

i love to draw. =)

AGM '10 call the shots!

i woke up darn early. and before i put it on. i might as well take a picture of it.

this will be the last time i am wearing this uniform.

the last time i'll be checking uniform =)

the last time settling problems of our division.

the first and the last time i'll be writing my speech at the last minute! xp =D

giving my secretary report.

yes i know.

darn fast, darn LONG. xD

eh, long time since i last gave a speech kay? xD

left our seats.

the committee list has been disbanded. =)

see our happy faces? xp

Jun Yuan -- the new secretary.

good luck and all the best!

do it well! =)

souvenirs for the Form 5s. =)

i really liked the souvenir.

simple (seems simple) and yet meaningful x)

(snapshots of the booklet)

seriously LOVE it x)

thanks sis! i was just suggesting you to do this and you actually did it xp

thanks! =)

the new chairman!

all the best! =)

during refreshments. =)

the food this time was yummy-licious! =D good job! xD

mad time photo shooting. ngek ngek ngek!

memories are to be kept =]

my dearest assistant and me =)

All the best jia wen! =)

jia wen, this is for you =)

thank you! so much! =D

my regret was that i didnt get jun yuan and ng kai ying to take a photo with me and jia wen.

the four secretariats. =( but nevermind. its over. xD

ah khim and i with our secretary and storekeeper badge.

we didnt want to give it away xD

but of course we had it give it.

it was a tradition and generation thing xp

i've never taken any pictures with my sister before. (in full uniform i mean)

and this is it. xD

NOTE: I AM NOT SHORTER THAN HER!!!

its an angle problem, okay? xD

L/Cpl Lim Eng Seng!

the 2nd time he wore his L/Cpl ranking and also his last xD

yj! dont kill me please!

i wont fight with you for thuan song la! xD

L/Cpl Teoh Thuan Song!

2nd time in his L/Cpl ranking but definitely not his last =)

WE! are PRIVATES! and

WE! are PROUD of it! =DDD

90% of us are wearing our full uniform for the last time =)

(except who? pig huey la! xD)

i played around with teng han's DSLR.

how i wish i own one of these beauties =p

okay. if you are any officer, NCOs or any St John Member outside Division 14,

please dont scroll down. xD

we wont want to be punished. xD

Members from 5S2! OOOIIII!!!! =DDD

We Are The Form 4s and Form 5s! =DD

ss time! =)

Form 5s and the Form 1s. =D

formal picture without teachers. =)

ss picture without teachers! xD

Hearts This Picture! =]

formal picture with the teachers =)

ss picture with teachers! =)

and it was the end.

but NOT for us form 5s! =DD

we continued at CY's shop. xD

the big bunch of us! =)

this! was suppose to be under chong yong!

mana tau he left already. 

paid ourselves! =(

(then only did i know that i was quite good at accounting and solving problems involving $$$! xD --- according to Su Yee, Xin Ying and Soh Ling xp)

first time ss-ed in PUBLIC!

we took this in KP's toilet! -.-

we practivally blocked the whole road! =p

and we..

out of the blue,

decided to buy a tee for every Form 5! =DD

body glove!

(we promise we will not talk bad about you.. for now only =p --- by all of us Form 5s! =D)

p/s. its an inside joke and we will not tell anyone besides us Form 5s! =)

our yellow polo tee! =)

(forgot to rotate it! paisea)

this is practically the best AGM i had =)

i am glad to have left my burden behind.

but i will always remember all the good times and hardship. =)

Good-da-bye! =D