halved.

5 subjects G O N E! another 5 more to go! =D

what crept up my mind was how on earth am i gonna survive the last 5 subjects? the 5 toughest among the 10 subjects. well, i can survive physically, but not mentally and will eventually break down when i get my results. yes.

oh well, tomorrow is a subject i hope with all my heart that i will get an A. i know i'm not at that standard of 90+ but hopefully an 80+? x) will work for my dear add maths and physics too.

i wish with all my heart, too, that karen and hgee will score with flying colours for these two subjects! jia you! you guys can do it! =) i bet you guys improved a lot already =)

and you're down.

one more day gone signifying i am that much closer to my 'independence' day. i wonder who doesnt look forward? how silly not to.

i should say FINALLY! finally a much more presentable paper. 4 papers so much and this is a paper i'm satisfied with =)

today will be the last day i tackle moral definitions. hopefully moral studies in college in nothing like this. please.

while i am here studying, my sister is now at tambun (idk the spelling) lost world or dont-know-what-world playing like no tomorrow. and later tonight, loaf around genting for 2 days and then come back on wednesday. zie sze and i were so jealous! xD and on wednesday, i believe i will not be able to study for physics because my sister will be filling my mind with her wonderful times during this trip. a pain. i should lock her out of the room.

another 14 more days! x)

it'll be over soon =)






i have to say, i am looking forward to christmas already? xD
and i want to venture to the streets of KL one night to see the magnificent view =D 

smiles all the way

okay, i may sound stupid, weird, etc. but i have been smiling since 3hours ago when i first received that message. and continuously >5 messages.

i know it has nothing to do with me yet i am superbly happy =D Kwang Hua's Ambulance Adult team won the long case event!!! and.. Nursing Adult team won every Gold there is to offer! =DDD first aid, home nursing, foot drill, written test and best commander! i am so proud of all 10 of them! =)

to the boys, i admire your spirit. you guys knew what were the possible results and you guys still continued your journey =) that's the competition spirit! so here is your reward =) though i have to say there might be other reasons but this is still worth celebrating xD thuan song and shao qian are super super happy for you when i text-ed them your results! =) you didnt disappoint us one bit! =D

to the girls, leh-heh! i am so super duper proud of you guys lor! =DDD i never regretted spending my time and effort on you guys. of course, thuan song and shao qian were the ones who thought you guys first aid. =) have fun in state competition =) you guys can work out a way =)

to all of you, now that you guys have won (to me, you all are champions! =DD), dont be like us. teach your juniors while you have time. prepare them now and remember what we said. good luck to all of you! =D

oh i really cant stop smiling! xD proud-nye! have been worried since the time when i missed woon ya's call and when i called back they just fall in -.- unbelievably, i am not the only one being anxious the whole day waiting for their results. xD

one last time,

Congratulations! =)

a day gone.

a day gone doing nothing yesterday.

SPM like no SPM.

tried to work on Add Maths today.

who knew i used 3 hours to finish only one Paper 2. x(

karen told me we might need to resit for BM paper 2 and Sejarah.

i really wanted to scold any swear word that came into my mind. x(

resit? seriously, can those people who got leak questions just keep those stupid questions to themselves and dont spread it? now the whole world knows and we're in big trouble.

now my current wish is to not resit for any paper.

esp. science subs and sejarah please.

it took me years to finally get rid of it.

please oh please oh pretty please!

next week is all the about calculus and definitions.

cant live without a calculator and a book of moral definitions.

Good Luck for Next Week's Challenge =)

partially d.o.n.e.

seriously, i am laughing! haha!

i cant believe one week is over just like that! xp

3 subjects down, another bloody 7 to go! =D

for sejarah, i followed siva's  tips ramalan.

i studied the whole thing and memorized only siva's ramalan.

and.. i have to say, i regretted painfully.

his ramalan were like 50% accurate.

so the other 50% depended on how much i could actually take in during my last week's prep.

conclusion, i am keeping my fingers crossed =)

today is rest day. xD

i am going to sleep, NOW. =P

good night everybody. haha!

will be fighting with Maths, Add Maths, Moral and Physics this weekend =X
and maybe Harry Potter! xD

shaddap.

i came home after english paper looking like this.

but of course i wont post my face here in this face or i'll get sued having the most hideous face around.

okay, i know i screwed my english.

how can a stupid directed writing can be longer than my continuous writing?

alamak. and i seriously dont know what to write and have no time to write longer.

okay, fine. forget about english.

next stop, sejarah.

worse.

i came home with a massive headache.

i slept for two hours and its still aching like no tomorrow.

can my body dont stand up against me at this kind of critical times?

that's the main reason i am here.

i set my alarm to 45 minutes of sleep.

ended up i snoozed it till 2 hours.

stupid i know. but no choice, my head is so heavy.

to make sure i get up, i on the computer and am gonna sit here for 15 minutes and head back to work.

i have high hopes for sejarah.

but, last year KH have 200+ students fail sejarah -.-

i dont think i will be among the people who fail but it shows that it isnt easy to get an A

regardless which A. =(

anyways, gotta go back to work.

lots of memorizing to do.

to my head, please work with me for one more day!

tomorrow i'll let you sleep 24 hours, kay?

dont boycott me now D: 

20 days left =D

20 days left. but in reality, only 9 days, 9 papers! =D 

okay, i am super efficient, the paper finished 20 minutes ago and i am here now. xD last year, i always wonder why SPM students can still online and stuff. i was thinking, they dont need to study meh? still online pulak. now i know the answer. studying 24 hours is crazy and nobody can actually do that without getting a one-way ticket to tanjung rambutan or hospital bahagia so what's the point?

now, its time to go dig for my literature books. idk where the hell did i chuck it. 

9 more papers! x) and we are gonna be frrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

night. blues.

seriously, i am just waiting for everyone in the house to go to sleep.

when everyone is asleep, i can study. idk why.

it feels good to study after 12am.

though i have to admit that its quite scary studying alone without anyone to talk to. x(

i hate it when it rains at night during exam period, because

1. i get sleepy very easily.

2. thunder, wind etc makes my door 'dance' at its position, making a sound like someone's gonna open it or something.

please dont rain tonight.

please dont rain at nights for another month.

anyhow,

GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST to ALL SPM CANDIDATES! =)

1 and 23 =D

time flies, everyone knows that.its 1 day till SPM(excluding today)! okay, i wont put death-bed because i wont want to die for SPM, so not worth it, so i'll say I am at my Doom-bed.

i wont grumble that i dont have enough time because even if i am given another year or another month, i will still continue to slack! so forget it x(

sejarah sejarah. i am not groaning at the world history or even the islamic civilization, i am groaning why on earth did they insert so many dasar pembangunan negara into our sejarah text book? the worse part of sejarah.

oh well, it comes fast and will end faster, wont it? =DD

life after 23 days ♥

i cant wait  =DD

a game of mind-set.

One cannot study history all day without taking breaks in between. Am I right? Well, instead of taking unrealistic breaks like I’ve been doing all the time, today I decided that I would flip through Reader’s Digest November 2010 issue. Who knew, I finished the whole issue in 2 hours and craved for more. So, I walked over to my bookshelf and randomly grabbed another issue.

I am really glad that I grabbed the perfect issue – May 2009.

In this issue, there’s a topic titled: The Bounce Back Chronicles.

Now, let me bore you guys with a talk about success. ( I know I'm gonna sound like Mr. Low, no choice! xD)

* * *

The Quote:

"Sometimes life throws you a curveball, hands you a lemon and kicks you in for a loop. But knowing how to approach failure can be the first step to success."

A fixed mind-set is grounded in the belief that talent is genetic – either you are a born artist, sportsmen, friendly with numbers or nothing at all. With a fixed mind-set, people believe that they are entitled to success without a need to strive and they take failure as a personal affront.

A growth mind-set assumes that no talent is entirely heaven sent and that the making behind success efforts to make dreams come true. Because the ego isn’t much on the line, the growth mind-set sees failure as an opportunity rather than an insult. When challenged, its quick to reassess, adjust and try again.

So, which group of people are you guys in?

I’m gonna be frank. I am one of the fixed mind-set people. Every time I face failure, I will take it as I am not born to do that task. For example, last year, I only see Physics and Additional Mathematics as a if-I-ever-get-a-B-I-would-be-very-happy subject. But now, instead of a B or B+, I am aiming A for Physics and A+ for Additional Mathematics. It proves to me that I can improve if I open my heart (or in this case, my mind) to it.

I always told myself I hate Physics, I hate Additional Mathematics. But no, actually I don’t. As per this year, I realized that I actually like Physics and that Additional Mathematics can be really fun and not that hard. All I got to o is to change my mind-set.

Well, I got to do some final adjustments on my mind-set. I keep thinking that I need not work hard for SPM because it’s not really that hard. But hey, have a look at Kwang Hua’s 2009 SPM statistics. For Chinese, out of the 700+ students who took the exam, only 4A+. For Biology, out of the 300+ students who sat for it, only 17A+. Now, I can imagine my examination slip. No straight As I suppose.

I know it is too late to do anything, but of course, better late than never. Work now instead of giving up. If I work harder, I could at least obtain an A-? But if I give up now, I won’t even have a sharp-headed A-. Then what’s the point of pursuing that subject for 2 years? (no offence please, I am referring to myself and only myself)

as you can see, its only a very thin line between success and failure.

it all depends on with path you want to take.

Draw your own poll of success.

and then PLAN your way to success and BUILD your way there.

the key to success lies in your heart and your mind set.

like my current mind-set, i am destined to fail.

i will never get my key to success.

will not even reach the ladder to success.

It is now time to strive for the one last time. There are no second chances. If I screw this now, I know I will regret this forever.

“Don’t only ask about what’s your goal in life, ask about how you plan to achieve your goal in life!”

(And I realized this, blogging is a way of maintaining my English writing. Despite all the grammar mistakes and spelling errors, at least i am not deteriorating xD)

i yearn.

laugh at me.

i know its midnight and i'm still online here.

well, need to refresh myself before continuing with sejarah.

its super boring and super *yucks*!

studying stuff a specific tamadun i am not interested in at all.

and still, it has so many chapters. aduei!

laugh harder.

i know its midnight, but i want coffee.

like, Now!

but i dont want any coffee, i want Starbucks! xD xD

i know, 

i know, 

LY(your)AO at my sampat thinking 

but i realize that every time i study till late hours, 

i will want something which is impossible to get xD

okay, now introducing Starbucks' 2011 Planner.

very cantik okay? x)

and i want one! =P

yea, its not realistic to spend hundred over dollars for something which you can get at RM 5 at Popular bookstore with the same purpose (2011 planner).

just that RM 5 dont give you such a special and a stamped with "STARBUCKS COFFEE" planner.

well, i am not that childish.

so i'll just 'try my best'.

(oh, i am a sinful fella)

let's see if i can actually consume 12 cups of Grande-sized coffee within 2 months with SPM in the middle.

skip the planner part,

you guys should really try the peppermint mocha.

its noms! my rating : 9/10 xD

okay, now back to the books.

Happy Night Studying! =X

Egypt

studied for hours in the morning and decided to come here a while to relax. xD ok, this post is about egypt. maybe i watch too many movies or maybe studied too much sejarah (shouldnt be the latter), i want to go to egypt. lol!

well, going to egypt needs huge bucks. because the transportation is already a major problem. travel on camels, will ya? hmm.. maybe i will go there years later when i know how to fill my own pocket instead of getting the bucks from my parents.

the reason why i want to go there mainly is because i like the history of the place. (no, you didnt get me wrong, i like the History xD) a place where pharaohs were true and where those amazing pyramids were created. yea, i know there used to be a cruel place but that's history, right? every country have their own dark days. besides, i like the colosseum in italy. i like to see those amazing monuments. or to be precise, ancient monuments xp

well, ignore me. i just love exotic places. the sun, the forest // the beach, the water = awesome! not to mention i would love to go to the alps again! lol. went there (super cold, super nicee!), shot pictures and someone so-super-eff go and steal the camera. lost most of my photos in london, paris, switzerland and italy. wth. sooo, i want to go there again!! =P

okay, time's up. back to the books. wish me luck! hopefully i am not found sleeping at my desk! xp

Jia you! another 6 days until SPM starts! =)

fabulous! ♥

i broke my promise in my previous post x(

sorry, but i just couldnt help it. =((

* * *

8 days away from SPM.

but we are just hours away from our St John Farewell Party =D

after alfred, l.boon keong fetch shu ping, thuan song and ying jing to aeon.

while i went with huey khim.

sp and bk went for lunch together while the rest of us met up at the cinema

on our way to black canyon =)

what am i doing? day dreaming? xD

DSLR provided by tenghan, photo snapped by thuan song.

(p.s. teng han is providing his DSLR for thuan song, my sister and i to capture perfect shots! xD)

the 3 of us are 'fighting' over thuan song's soup of the day xD

the girls ♥

the boys ♥

on purpose. can you see?

the 4 super bright bulbs? xD

anyways, the whole 'street' was ours =D

nothing to do and since it was 3 boys, 4 girls, we 'paired' up.

thuan song and ying jing. (of course la)

shao qian and i (the bully huey khim pair xD)

teng han, huey khim and zhi yin (teng han with2 wives xD)

then we went to Harvey Norman and started to select our furniture for our houses.

shao qian and i 'bought' a 65" sharp aquos quardron TV, some leather sofas and the swing below xD

teng han and his wives lost.

the reason, its an inside joke again.

thuan song and ying ing were too busy to even look at the 5 of us -.=

sp came to join us at 3pm.

before leaving for wen hui's house, we girls took a picture x)

zy, your glasses macam dah mau jatuh xD

hk, are you closing your eyes? =PPPPP

upon reaching wen hui's house at 3.30pm, the juniors were *OMG! cham!* that kind of face.

because if i am not mistaken, we were supposed to be divided into groups according to the colour of our shirts. but did you realize that we all F5s were wearing the same shirt? xD

so we got to choose our own team xp

team 1.

thuan song, teng han, tai wei, ying jing and rachel

team 2.

zhi han, shao qian, shu ping, zhi yin and huey khim.

the first game was the most hilarious one.

we were to blow balloons and put it into a guy's shirt (or more like tboonkeong's XXL shirts! xD)

so that's what happened to the guys.

inflated.

direct translate to chinese :"you3 qian2 you3 hou4" xD

guo chan seems 'muscular' doesnt he? xD

tze sheng still looks like a kid. a super plum kid

the nesxt game was about balloons again.

2 people will have to tie a balloon on one of their legs and dont let other people 'crush' it.

for team 2, sp and i were the 2 victims.

our group won because the other groups were '自相残杀-ing" and sp and i were jumping like crazy xD

after winning xp

the other games were a bit violent and weird idk how to describe.

see more pictures on Teng Han's profile in Facebook. haha!

Form 5 ss time x)

i like wen hui's garden. nice!

and the grass was very beautiful.

but 'poke-y' xD

ah khim's closed eyes as usual. xD

10 of us.

wanted to make a heart but failed =(

sp's favourite picture! xD

the effect of colour swapping. =D

 we jump, we have fun =)

our yellow wasnt bright enough =( 

 i like this picture =)

shu ping ♥

this photo was taken at night but idk why its so up here in the post.

whatever la, i am too lazy to shift it down.

so tada, this is eng seng and i =)

♥  ♥

ying jing, huey khim, zhi yin and i ♥

shu ping and i.

shao qian's zor deng and cacat-ed love at the back xD

making up for all those photos we didnt take during graduation day 

shao qian persuading nyee huey not to go SCC this year.

pekchek la, i didnt want to go but because huey khim, nyee huey, zhi yin and shao qian are going, i suddenly have the urge to take the form, sign up and go for it! =(

too bad, it clashes with my class trip, if not, i'll definitely go!

sp said :" 朋友的影响力 " *sigh* agreed.

hui gee and i ♥

pig nyee huey! =DD

dont go SCC la! xD

rachel and i

10 girls sampat-ing ♥

'merry-go-round'?

super dizzy after that =)

time for champagne!

the Form 5s ♥

having difficulty in opening the bottles xD

the Form 5s ♥

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seng!

every boy yesterday including tbk

every girl yesterday ♥

see the girl power? XD

time to light the 孔明灯

we wrote our wishes on it.

everyone wrote something =)

the funniest one i saw yesterday! lmao! xD

by phan li cheng.

(idk why, i always call him by full name xD)

mine =)

the guys were busy lighting the 'lamp'

when it was lit. 

i wrote 2.

this is the 2nd one =)

and it flew up to the sky.

it was really awesome and everyone was shouting! xD

everyone making their last wish ♥

see the tiny dot in the middle of the picture?

that's our 孔明灯 x)

i love you guys! ♥

how i envy them playing in the rain. =(

they are all wet from doing so

i want to do that too!

but i cant afford to get sick at this time of the year.

♥

before.

 after.

we were all very very tired.

we yelled, we played, we eat, we talked.

we were all sleepy by 10pm.

but i did have a superb time x)

thank you!

i think the wasnt such a grand MP last time? x(

its souvenir giving time.

the seniors. ♥

♥ ♥ the whole lot! ♥ ♥ 

when i reached home at 11pm. i couldnt open my eyes anymore.

i was wiped out physically and mentally.

thanks for making yet another day so memorable.

i will always keep in piece of memory alive in me ♥

cheers! ♥