time flies. its gonna be august tomorrow.
a month is again, gone.
another month, 31 more days.
(Shamala asked me how many days will i be absent in august since i am the top 5 absentees in my class. and i told her i have to achieve my quota, my quota is 30 days =p)
i hope august will be better.
i hope i'd start picking up the books before its too late.
i hope i'd stop being addicted to facebook.
i hope i'll be more diligent.
and i do hope i wont be so weak anymore.
august, august,
come with excitement, please.
dont make my life a bore.
let me make use of you wisely,
dont give up on me.
august. a new beginning. =]
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
thrilling friday!
This show is INCREDIBLE! its definitely worth every cent! so, hurry up and go get your tickets! we give it a 5 star rating! xD Angelina Jolie was superbly 'yao yeng'! it wont bore you at your seat but keep you at the tip of your seats wanting to know what happens next! =D
MUST WATCH! xD
we (sze yeen, me and sze chin) planned to go for the movie before PPD. we were so high xD since its our first outing (first time sze yeen came along =DD <3 should plan more outings!), it would be appropriate to take pictures of this lil trip! =)
i had a VERY great day! =)
i was tired from head to toe and felt like sleeping for hours! xD
sze yeen pulak watching Inception NOW! i want to watch too!
i have loads of movies i want to watch. eg. the movie below. but too bad, the exam is near and i dont think i'll have the chance to watch at all. =( feel guilty when i enjoy too much. but i just cant help having fun. sounds so irony. =S
anyways, hope i'll enjoy the weekends! =) looking forward! =DD
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
time-off?
second PPD, 4th exam of the year, yada yada yada.. is OVER! =D i give myself one or teo days to rest and i hope i'll be studying again. =]
i am so looking forward to this friday and the weekend. =D its gonna be loads of fun. =D
time to relax a little but no more slacking. >:X
***
this saturday will be the last activity for the committees of 2009/2010. and also the last committee meeting. i well, want to attend it (after all, it is the last. plus, i believe the F5s will have loads of fun =S) but i have tuitions and i have to go out at noon. =( feel bad and sorry for yj. *sorry*
next next week will be our AGM. after 5 years. its time to let go. hopefully we've chosen the right committees. i hope they'll bring our division to a better future. =] jia you ba! =) as for my last contribution, you guys will know this saturday. i wont leave you guys in the dark. i'll try to help up to my limit. but you guys must cooperate, kay? =)
i am so looking forward to this friday and the weekend. =D its gonna be loads of fun. =D
time to relax a little but no more slacking. >:X
***
this saturday will be the last activity for the committees of 2009/2010. and also the last committee meeting. i well, want to attend it (after all, it is the last. plus, i believe the F5s will have loads of fun =S) but i have tuitions and i have to go out at noon. =( feel bad and sorry for yj. *sorry*
next next week will be our AGM. after 5 years. its time to let go. hopefully we've chosen the right committees. i hope they'll bring our division to a better future. =] jia you ba! =) as for my last contribution, you guys will know this saturday. i wont leave you guys in the dark. i'll try to help up to my limit. but you guys must cooperate, kay? =)
Monday, July 26, 2010
cheers! :)
one of the ways I use to kill my boredom was by reading other people's blog.
its rather amusing and fun to know what's going on in the lives of people around me. =D
sincerely, there are a number of blogs I just cant stop reading.
(wont want to advertise here just in case the blogger wants privacy =X)
oh, and I am no stalker. =D
I just love the laughs I had while reading and sure, that really made my day.
knowing that some of my friends are actually THAT kiddo-ish and fun! xD
I envy those who goes practically everywhere, anytime.
wouldnt it be nice if i can...? nawh! no point thinking, access definitely denied by parents.
oh well, I still love my life the way it is for now =D
its gonna be august.
a month down the road and I'll be facing my trials. =S a sad scene but I should have been ready a long time ago and yet i am not.
august, AGM? yesh, the main activity of the month.
said to be next week by HA-HA!
its not going to be if you continue to work like this? frankly, its brainless.
approx 120 days and its gonna be SPM.
before that, graduation.
how many friends will still be in contact as years go by?
how many good friends will still be good friends?
frankly, I dont even know if I'm coming back from Melbourne after studying there.
I'm gonna miss the school,
I'm gonna miss my friends,
undeniably, I'm gonna miss those teachers who made my secondary life a living hell. if its not for them, my secondary would be ever SO dull. =)
I still remember when I was young, every time I passed Kwang Hua, I'll tell my parents :"I'm gonna study there one day! I must must must go Kwang Hua!"
yesh, I made it. but time flies. i'll be leaving.
sad case but I cant deny I am getting OLDER =p
cheers to everyone! =)
Saturday, July 24, 2010
sympathetic
[i know i'm gonna sound like a totally different person. erm.. no comment about it, just that i feel sympathetic for this friend of mine. read it if you wish! =) and if i offended anybody, i'm sorry, but that's how i feel about this situation ]
you know how those boys who are nice, caring, good looking and practically understands everything about you is so darn hard to find and apparently i think that its one in a trillion or maybe even a zillion in this world. i thought these kind of guys only exist is those lovey-dovey novels or those drama series. little did i know that i would actually have one of this kind of guys as a friend. -.-
when i first knew him, i never thought he would be ermm.. boyfriend material. but after some time, i was entirely speechless. he understands his girlfriend like the back of his hand. her schedules, her behavior, her attitude(its sucks, seriously) and he compromises every time although she's obviously in the wrong and he is NOT!
but she, aduei~ make me so so so speechless. he makes an effort to find her everyday (being in different schools), (if i am not mistaken) he settles her lunch, her dinner and her transportation for almost everyday. when she needs him, he'll be right there on the spot without fail. giving her surprises every once in a while just so she wont feel so stressed. frankly speaking, since he has been doing this for some time already, i think she cant live without him. -.- BUT, what did she do? over small, insy-teensy tiny little matter (which i dont find a problem at all), break up with him. says that he is selfish (he's not working yet, where can he get his income?), says that he doesnt care about her (he obeys EVERYTHING [when i say everything, I MEAN EVERYTHING] she says, what else does she want?), she also said that he should put aside his things to accompany her (hello, he needs his space too, you know?!). there's a lot more, i dont know where to continue anymore. all so UNREASONABLE! ish!
i really feel so bad for my friend. he did so much for her and yet this was what he got back in return. why cant she appreciate him more? she even said that its his duty to be like that. he didnt call her for a night (due to hp battery low) and she was angry for a few days! what kind of life is this? -.- if i am the guy, to the max, i can only put up with her for a month or two. definitely no longer than 3 months. when i tried to reason it out with my friend, he even covered up for her saying it was his fault and she was right. he should have yada yada yada. i was thinking, she use guna-guna on him or what? KDK!(kdk = ketawa dengan kuat)
i would NEVER to that. as much as i hate being tied up in a cage or limited space, i wont want the people around me to feel the same. its a nauseating feeling and it doesnt work! please lar, rational a bit can or not? grrr.. buei tahan these people. he must fulfill your requirements, but you? you said he shouldnt say anything even if you didnt fulfill what he wants. that's more like an employer and an employee.
to X, go learn and appreciate what you have. honestly, dont be so bossy and dont ask for so much out of him. he's human too! -.-
you know how those boys who are nice, caring, good looking and practically understands everything about you is so darn hard to find and apparently i think that its one in a trillion or maybe even a zillion in this world. i thought these kind of guys only exist is those lovey-dovey novels or those drama series. little did i know that i would actually have one of this kind of guys as a friend. -.-
when i first knew him, i never thought he would be ermm.. boyfriend material. but after some time, i was entirely speechless. he understands his girlfriend like the back of his hand. her schedules, her behavior, her attitude
but she, aduei~ make me so so so speechless. he makes an effort to find her everyday (being in different schools), (if i am not mistaken) he settles her lunch, her dinner and her transportation for almost everyday. when she needs him, he'll be right there on the spot without fail. giving her surprises every once in a while just so she wont feel so stressed. frankly speaking, since he has been doing this for some time already, i think she cant live without him. -.- BUT, what did she do? over small, insy-teensy tiny little matter (which i dont find a problem at all), break up with him. says that he is selfish (he's not working yet, where can he get his income?), says that he doesnt care about her (he obeys EVERYTHING [when i say everything, I MEAN EVERYTHING] she says, what else does she want?), she also said that he should put aside his things to accompany her (hello, he needs his space too, you know?!). there's a lot more, i dont know where to continue anymore. all so UNREASONABLE! ish!
i really feel so bad for my friend. he did so much for her and yet this was what he got back in return. why cant she appreciate him more? she even said that its his duty to be like that. he didnt call her for a night (due to hp battery low) and she was angry for a few days! what kind of life is this? -.- if i am the guy, to the max, i can only put up with her for a month or two. definitely no longer than 3 months. when i tried to reason it out with my friend, he even covered up for her saying it was his fault and she was right. he should have yada yada yada. i was thinking, she use guna-guna on him or what? KDK!
i would NEVER to that. as much as i hate being tied up in a cage or limited space, i wont want the people around me to feel the same. its a nauseating feeling and it doesnt work! please lar, rational a bit can or not? grrr.. buei tahan these people. he must fulfill your requirements, but you? you said he shouldnt say anything even if you didnt fulfill what he wants. that's more like an employer and an employee.
to X, go learn and appreciate what you have. honestly, dont be so bossy and dont ask for so much out of him. he's human too! -.-
Friday, July 23, 2010
random
i feel that i am getting closer and closer to my bestie! =D *loves her* x) dont give up on yourself and live your dreams! =)
***
i realized that i never really gave up on my caligraphy. i plan to go back to caligraphy class after SPM. daddy's gonna get the shock of his life as its a bit expensive for my level. if i go higher, it might reach 3xx already =S but i dont want to let 9 years of practice and learning go to a waste. plus, i'll take it as a form of relaxation. xD
p/s. after SPM, i want to.... might as well not say it out here or else it wont come true! xD
***
i figure i am gonna try to apply for every scholarship i can get my hands on. because with my results, i am seriously not really eligible for most of them. but i gotta try. belum try, belum tau! =DD i still have hopes! =) but not high of course. i was never a top student. never was, never will.
p/s. i regretted not studying during F4 midterm! if i didnt get any scholarship, it'll be because of my F4 midterm, darn lousy!!! i regretted so much!
***
rebellious much? i am trying to get out of the house. xD i just cant stand staying at home lately. i want to be out and on the run. =D but of course, i know my limits, i'll study a lil at the same time =) idk why, i've learnt to go shopping, learnt to use $$! (Not Good! ><) but i tend to bribe myself when i've did something i feel right xp
p/s. i guess daddy was right. if i had my license already, he will not be able to see his daughter at home. xD daddy, now i am so thankful you forbid me to go get my license or i would have neglected my studies. =]
***
i have been behaving like an animal lately. rude, impolite, big shot, kns-ish and all. i really dont know why. everytime i've said something, i realized i've hurt a friend. but somehow, i cant make myself say sorry. =( what happened? ish! I MUST LEARN TO BE NICER! i dont want to be a notorious person. it is nauseatingly disgusting!
***
i hate it so much when hopes turns to disappointments. but i shouldnt have 'hoped' in the first place. its a 'hope' that will never be reality. better leave the hope before it kills me in reality. =S
almost over =D
PPD is almost over! =D smiles! wide smiles! xD (but of course, the smile is just temporary!)
BM paper was a bore. normally i used every single minute to make sure i did my best. but this round, since my teacher dont even bother to mark, i dont even bother to finish it! once i reached those questions which requires me to think deep inside my mind to get the answers, i left it BLANK! (seriously, i've never did this to any exam. first time in my life! lol!) slept for the remaining one hour plus! =D
tuesday was english day -.- one whole day filled with english papers. Paper 1 wasnt as easy as i thought. i used a totally new method to write my essay. different style, different views. hope it'll bring me some results. ICAS English was 20 minutes after Paper 1. the paper was so.. so.. so.. H.A.R.D! i just got back my results for last year's ICAS English and i only got a CREDIT! typical C? well, expected. it was really quite tough =S by the time its Paper 2, my mind was so exhausted i couldnt think straight. -.- hope i didnt do too bad. xp
Maths. still have confidence in it. its the only subject i am confident to get an A+ in SPM. xD
Sejarah. wtheck! arrgggghhh!! everything i studied and memorized with all the willpower i summoned, didnt make it in the stupid paper! >< and my dear friends, (i feel that it was sarcastic, really) (but not sarcastic from everyone, just a few, so i might not be talking about you, dont think so much =p) with a sarcastic tone, asked me why i didnt study the tips! if i knew there was tips, i wouldnt have studied till early morning, wouldnt i? ISH!!!!!! ended up spending 0.5 hours studying the tips and i should be thankful i remembered almost everything i studied last minute. >< (Bad Attitude! should change! ><) but paper 1 was a doomer! conclusion : Dead!
left Add Maths. no hopes this time. because, its the whole syllabus! and i am just so weak! >< i just hope i can maintain a B. i be satisfied with a B =)
BM paper was a bore. normally i used every single minute to make sure i did my best. but this round, since my teacher dont even bother to mark, i dont even bother to finish it! once i reached those questions which requires me to think deep inside my mind to get the answers, i left it BLANK! (seriously, i've never did this to any exam. first time in my life! lol!) slept for the remaining one hour plus! =D
tuesday was english day -.- one whole day filled with english papers. Paper 1 wasnt as easy as i thought. i used a totally new method to write my essay. different style, different views. hope it'll bring me some results. ICAS English was 20 minutes after Paper 1. the paper was so.. so.. so.. H.A.R.D! i just got back my results for last year's ICAS English and i only got a CREDIT! typical C? well, expected. it was really quite tough =S by the time its Paper 2, my mind was so exhausted i couldnt think straight. -.- hope i didnt do too bad. xp
Maths. still have confidence in it. its the only subject i am confident to get an A+ in SPM. xD
Sejarah. wtheck! arrgggghhh!! everything i studied and memorized with all the willpower i summoned, didnt make it in the stupid paper! >< and my dear friends, (i feel that it was sarcastic, really) (but not sarcastic from everyone, just a few, so i might not be talking about you, dont think so much =p) with a sarcastic tone, asked me why i didnt study the tips! if i knew there was tips, i wouldnt have studied till early morning, wouldnt i? ISH!!!!!! ended up spending 0.5 hours studying the tips and i should be thankful i remembered almost everything i studied last minute. >< (Bad Attitude! should change! ><) but paper 1 was a doomer! conclusion : Dead!
left Add Maths. no hopes this time. because, its the whole syllabus! and i am just so weak! >< i just hope i can maintain a B. i be satisfied with a B =)
I have BIG Plans! I want to GO OUT! =DDD
MTV world stage, maybe? =DD
Thursday, July 22, 2010
i want to watch!
i want to watch SALT! by angelina jolie! xD sounds like an action packed movie which will send me sitting at the tip of my chair! =DD i want to watch it so badly!
hmm.. never really heard any adver about this show. nor have i seen the trailer. but its from the producers of National Treasure so it should be a movie worth watching too! =)
hope i get my chance in watching! =)
Siemens Run
went with my sister to bon odori on saturday. it was so packed it kinda ruined my mood to walk around. i get bumped into everywhere i go. plus, its not really fun without my friends. =S i never liked public transport! ish! by the time i reached home, it was already 12am. well, i think i'll give it another go next year but next time, i'll go with my friends! =)
woke up 3 hours later for Siemens Run. =DD probably my last marathon as Kelab Marathon punya AJK. well, its a memory, isnt it? =x although it wasnt very long a distance but as i ran along the route, i was feeling so so so so so cold! idk why. i'm supposed to be sweating, aint i? lol. plus, was it something i ate or what, my stomach was striking me like crazy. it really isnt my day to exercise? lol.
arm painting. the arm belongs to yours sincerely. =D
sze yeen's =)
yin yean's =) sorry i forgot to rotate before uploading =X
(sorry khai qi, forgot to take a picture of yours =S)
from left: sze yeen, khai qi, me and yin yean =)
all looking sweaty and tired =D
janice's and may fong's face! i like the butterfly! its very nice xD
may fong and i =)
at least i made it through the finish line with a medal xD my first impression of this medal was : wow! so unique! xD like a sunflower -.-
hopefully KH will be going for McDonald Run? xD if yes, i will definitely be there! =)
Saturday, July 17, 2010
striving.
okay. tan zhi han. *slaps!* wake up! *slaps!*
my parents showed me a thesis written by their colleagues' son. (fyi, that guy is currently studying in Harvard, USA) i read his thesis and suddenly, i feel so inadequate and infinitely tiny! he was voted Best Debater in an inter-school debate championship; received a distinction in ICAS English awarded by Cambridge International at the age of 16; completed Grade 8 in piano with a distinction, plays the guitar; is a one Dan black-belt holder in taekwando; tennis player in secondary; and the freakiest thing of all was that he represented the country to go for an APEC Physics Convention a few years back and met physicist from around the world!!! see the GENIUS? and can you see the fool in me?
i was in awe when i continued reading. in his thesis, he inserted a report on calculus, done when he is in form 4. and as a form 5 student, i dont understand what the heck is he writing. this is definitely a jaw-dropping thesis. but the weirdest thing is that my parents say that they dont want me to be that good. they just want me to be successful in the future. now that's good news. =) thanks dad, thanks mum. i wont let you down. =)
the next PPD test is in 2 days. i will try my best! =]
my parents showed me a thesis written by their colleagues' son. (fyi, that guy is currently studying in Harvard, USA) i read his thesis and suddenly, i feel so inadequate and infinitely tiny! he was voted Best Debater in an inter-school debate championship; received a distinction in ICAS English awarded by Cambridge International at the age of 16; completed Grade 8 in piano with a distinction, plays the guitar; is a one Dan black-belt holder in taekwando; tennis player in secondary; and the freakiest thing of all was that he represented the country to go for an APEC Physics Convention a few years back and met physicist from around the world!!! see the GENIUS? and can you see the fool in me?
i was in awe when i continued reading. in his thesis, he inserted a report on calculus, done when he is in form 4. and as a form 5 student, i dont understand what the heck is he writing. this is definitely a jaw-dropping thesis. but the weirdest thing is that my parents say that they dont want me to be that good. they just want me to be successful in the future. now that's good news. =) thanks dad, thanks mum. i wont let you down. =)
the next PPD test is in 2 days. i will try my best! =]
Friday, July 16, 2010
random desires
i have a confession to make. i am not entirely a shopaholic, i dont really like shopping for clothes but there are things that make me interested. (my desires are only allowed during window shopping. can have a look through the glass window but i cant bring it home =X) i like shopping for bags, shoes and gadgets. what gadgets? as you can see below xp just that i never had the chance to get my hands on them due to their price =(
i passion for music is fulfilled by my Nokia Express Music hp. what i really wanted was an iPod to get my music organised and easily updated. plus, iPod gives a note-to-note satisfying music. i want. =(
currently using my aunt's Lumix camera. i know, i know, having a camera is better than no camera. i know i gotta appreciate what i have (its borrowed, not given -.-). anyways, the Lumix camera is approx. 6-7 megapixels (was high-tech 6 years ago when it was first released and bought by my aunt). now, i think the market is only selling cameras with >8 megapix. and the colour is pretty dull. =( sorry.
i want a Canon Digital Ixus 130, black! the price is suffocating. (daddy almost never buys me something that pricy) ish. i want a camera so badly! =( its my last year in school and i only have a quite lousy camera to snap all those memorable pictures. (but of course, its a desire i cant have)
oh this. well, dont really need it currently. have a desktop at home and its better than nothing. i just hope i can have one when i go to college next time. =) after all, i'm gonna need one if i'm staying in the hostels. =) i dont mind second hand or new, as long as its functioning, its fine with me because i understand laptops can burn holes in my studies account. =s
nice pair of shoes isnt it? its ReeZig from Reebok. i wonder how running feels like in a pair of these. xp well, i dont need this either since i have 3 running shoes already. just that i find it pretty awesome and uniquely designed. =)
posted this just to get some fresh air before getting back to work AND also hoping that it'll motivate me to study asap. xD
diligent maybe?
i feel so guilty! (maybe not guilty enough) i feel so bad not studying and slacking in front of the computer. whereas my sister, is studying frantically at her table! it used to be the opposite but now.. oh gosh, i am very sinful, aint i?
i havent be revising much lately. have been doing AM and Maths revision but loathed sejarah revision. my love for physics was discovered and now, i no longer hate it. =D AM too! xD shao qian is right, to think about it, out of 10 subjects, the easiest to get A+ would be maths and AM since its all about formulas and application. if you know it, you know it. no matter how the question beats around the bush, you'll still get it. so i am aiming for an A! i mean, A- first. xD
sejarah sejarah. when will you look more attractive and make me feel addictive? seriously, you are the ugliest book i've seen so far so you'd better start dressing up or i'll fail you!
i need to be as diligent as my sister! she is one word -- wow! frankly speaking, i envy my sister SO much! she is capable of handling so many household stuff! while i am, *so no-face* basically more to books and outdoors. my parents/relatives would brag about how good she is in the house and make me feel so inadequate compared to her. pretty memperxiasuikan.
anyways, off to work on my essay. wish me luck? =x
i havent be revising much lately. have been doing AM and Maths revision but loathed sejarah revision. my love for physics was discovered and now, i no longer hate it. =D AM too! xD shao qian is right, to think about it, out of 10 subjects, the easiest to get A+ would be maths and AM since its all about formulas and application. if you know it, you know it. no matter how the question beats around the bush, you'll still get it. so i am aiming for an A! i mean, A- first. xD
sejarah sejarah. when will you look more attractive and make me feel addictive? seriously, you are the ugliest book i've seen so far so you'd better start dressing up or i'll fail you!
i need to be as diligent as my sister! she is one word -- wow! frankly speaking, i envy my sister SO much! she is capable of handling so many household stuff! while i am, *so no-face* basically more to books and outdoors. my parents/relatives would brag about how good she is in the house and make me feel so inadequate compared to her. pretty memperxiasuikan.
anyways, off to work on my essay. wish me luck? =x
Thursday, July 15, 2010
heartbreak.
"Taniah!" i thought it was referring to "Taniah! Anda X Terpilih!" and when i finished the message, i believe the whole house knew i KNS -- Kena NS. wts!
think positively,
1. Pn. Ngew is right, not everyone have the chance to go. i should consider myself lucky having the chance.
2. Everyone said it was fun. so i might really enjoy it.
3. its not everyday in your life you get to try and get in the military. xD
4. i kena lottery instead of my friends who wanted to kena so badly! so i should appreciate the chance? lol
5. i love joining camps. just take it as a very very long camp?
negatively,
1. my dear driving license, gone.
2. my precious time to hang out before i start school again, gone.
3. i'll be celebrating my birthday there if i'm going for the first batch. wthorror!
4. i dont think i can think of any more disadvantages. -.-
what am i suppose to do? ish-betul! ><
think positively,
1. Pn. Ngew is right, not everyone have the chance to go. i should consider myself lucky having the chance.
2. Everyone said it was fun. so i might really enjoy it.
3. its not everyday in your life you get to try and get in the military. xD
4. i kena lottery instead of my friends who wanted to kena so badly! so i should appreciate the chance? lol
5. i love joining camps. just take it as a very very long camp?
negatively,
1. my dear driving license, gone.
2. my precious time to hang out before i start school again, gone.
3. i'll be celebrating my birthday there if i'm going for the first batch. wthorror!
4. i dont think i can think of any more disadvantages. -.-
what am i suppose to do? ish-betul! ><
eclipse.
wanted to watch eclipse. my parents werent even bothered by our (my sis and i) plea. so when shao qian asked if i wanted to go, hah! agreed. =D
supposed to be a bunch of S2-rians plus my sister but ended up only the 3 of us, sq, my sis and i. w had our fun =)
i kinda regretted watching the movie. no offence to twilight fans. i almost, almost, slept in the theater. and ermm.. too much kissing. sq counted, 15 times in total. lol! really exaggerating.
the only thing i like about the story is edward cullen! xp (sorry, i do not like robert pattinson but i love edward cullen! xD) from what i imagined when i was reading the twilight saga, edward is indeed, prefect! xD i believe every girl will agree (from the actual book, not the movie, movie rating -- 2/5 stars max!) practically everything a girl would ever want, isnt it? xp
well, watching eclipse reminded me about... something. but i dont want to talk about it. :s
bet he doesnt remember it anyway.
Monday, July 12, 2010
another day..
woke up early in the morning and decided that i didnt want to go to school. sc is not going so practically i'll be bored and lonesome. so i might as well just skip.
dad came in and reminded me to write my absent letter. i agreed to do so under the covers. its a new day and i should work something out with my books as payback for not attending school. (will try my best to work some sejarah in. i hate siva's way of studying. seriously, it sucks!)
PPD is next week. i gotta make it work!
i wish i'm more determined to study like my friends =)
i wish i'm not so emo like i have been lately :(
dad came in and reminded me to write my absent letter. i agreed to do so under the covers. its a new day and i should work something out with my books as payback for not attending school. (will try my best to work some sejarah in. i hate siva's way of studying. seriously, it sucks!)
PPD is next week. i gotta make it work!
i wish i'm more determined to study like my friends =)
i wish i'm not so emo like i have been lately :(
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Centro Run =)
woots! triple woots! =DD finally its over. 12km. finished! xp
the first 6km wasnt a problem as it was MSSD's distance. went with ease. but once after 6km, i feel like dying. lol! i walked with sc, chatted and sampat-ed before we proceeded running. we saw so many people overtaking us but we couldnt help it. too tired to run the distance.
walk some more, talk some more..
and when it was approx. 1500m left, some one shouted, another 500m only! and sc fled lar.. -.- i wanted to shout for her o stop a lil but that would be a bit shocking, dont you think? lol. so i caught up with her and told her to slow for there's another 6-700m left. at last we reached the finishing line at ermm.. idk the time. lol. jk said it was 1hour 40min or something like that. xD
well, i'm really very happy that we've finished the run together and gained a whole new experience. =) next time, i'll try to train to run the distance and not walk through 2 or 3km. xD
the first 6km wasnt a problem as it was MSSD's distance. went with ease. but once after 6km, i feel like dying. lol! i walked with sc, chatted and sampat-ed before we proceeded running. we saw so many people overtaking us but we couldnt help it. too tired to run the distance.
walk some more, talk some more..
and when it was approx. 1500m left, some one shouted, another 500m only! and sc fled lar.. -.- i wanted to shout for her o stop a lil but that would be a bit shocking, dont you think? lol. so i caught up with her and told her to slow for there's another 6-700m left. at last we reached the finishing line at ermm.. idk the time. lol. jk said it was 1hour 40min or something like that. xD
well, i'm really very happy that we've finished the run together and gained a whole new experience. =) next time, i'll try to train to run the distance and not walk through 2 or 3km. xD
i like the medal. =D its really unique! =)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
a brief busy week.
monday.
went up on stage for i suppose, the last time in my secondary life. xD to get our winnings from state competition and also nationals for chun han and thuan song. haha. well, that really set a fullstop in my competition life. =)
tuesday.
parents day. unlike the previous years, my class was awfully remote. lol. parents came at intervals and there wasnt even a queue. lol. very different. xD well, i didnt get the scolding i was expecting. =] should be glad? or maybe my parents are fed up already? =X i promise i'll work harder!
wednesday.
edu fair. =) got what i want and i hope i am determined enough to study and enter college with a scholarship. =)
thursday.
info hunt. thanks to ven siew, xuan hui, jia wai, jieh sun, zong chen and also jiunn how for giving me a chance to join you all for the game. xD well, it was definitely a very nice experience. =) we tried our best =)
friday.
a normal day with loads and loads of talking in class. oh ya, not to mention the stupid noise from the construction site! wth! if you want to build a new block, by all means, move us away from the site! wtheck! we have SPM this year and you expect us to study in this crazy condition? get ready to set up another block for students who went crazy due to the noise! >< why so 'no brain' one..? -.-
saturday.
hmmm.. seems like i have to eat back my words. lol. i went to the namely, 'hell' today. went to settle a few division problems. i feel so bad for our members who went for public duty and didnt get their duty hour due to 'technical?' problem. which, one of them, is my sister. she will be SO MAD if she found out. lol. and i've well, decided to join the charity run. after all, i do enjoy running. =)
Bomba's MUT. =DDDD its was okay. i can see that bomba really improved and i can feel that enthusiasm through this activity. wish you guys all the best! =) enjoyed your performance =D
sunday.
will i survive tomorrow's 12km run? hopefully i do. xD i hope i wont be crawling back to the finishing line. if i finish running all the way, i'll be very happy with myself x)
went up on stage for i suppose, the last time in my secondary life. xD to get our winnings from state competition and also nationals for chun han and thuan song. haha. well, that really set a fullstop in my competition life. =)
tuesday.
parents day. unlike the previous years, my class was awfully remote. lol. parents came at intervals and there wasnt even a queue. lol. very different. xD well, i didnt get the scolding i was expecting. =] should be glad? or maybe my parents are fed up already? =X i promise i'll work harder!
wednesday.
edu fair. =) got what i want and i hope i am determined enough to study and enter college with a scholarship. =)
thursday.
info hunt. thanks to ven siew, xuan hui, jia wai, jieh sun, zong chen and also jiunn how for giving me a chance to join you all for the game. xD well, it was definitely a very nice experience. =) we tried our best =)
friday.
a normal day with loads and loads of talking in class. oh ya, not to mention the stupid noise from the construction site! wth! if you want to build a new block, by all means, move us away from the site! wtheck! we have SPM this year and you expect us to study in this crazy condition? get ready to set up another block for students who went crazy due to the noise! >< why so 'no brain' one..? -.-
saturday.
hmmm.. seems like i have to eat back my words. lol. i went to the namely, 'hell' today. went to settle a few division problems. i feel so bad for our members who went for public duty and didnt get their duty hour due to 'technical?' problem. which, one of them, is my sister. she will be SO MAD if she found out. lol. and i've well, decided to join the charity run. after all, i do enjoy running. =)
Bomba's MUT. =DDDD its was okay. i can see that bomba really improved and i can feel that enthusiasm through this activity. wish you guys all the best! =) enjoyed your performance =D
sunday.
will i survive tomorrow's 12km run? hopefully i do. xD i hope i wont be crawling back to the finishing line. if i finish running all the way, i'll be very happy with myself x)
decided =)
i've decided that, well, its a lifetime opportunity isnt it? not everyone have the chance to go overseas to further their studies, and since i have the chance, i should go. =]
edu fair on wednesday. i combed the fair to the root! xD i skipped all the booths that i am not interested in and placed myself at colleges which are to my interest. my second decision of the day is : i will take AusMat. or, if i really dont do well in SPM, then i'll pay more $$ and go for CIMP.
AusMat, 10 months to complete for slow and steady studying. 8 months for kinda intensive one. and well, i think i'll take the intensive because i want to get my hands on the steering wheel first. =p hmm.. if my family budget allows (the probability of 1/10 only =x), i'll be at australia by january 2012. but most probably i'll go for 2+2 to ease my parents' burden.
i am afraid that i cant cope in the science subject i choose, so i searched for business too. i've also decided that if i really cant make it through science, i'll take up business =x which erm.. is my last resort. xD
taylors or sunway? still considering. xD well, i still have time to consider which college. what i must do now is do my very best in my trials =) i will try my best! ><
edu fair on wednesday. i combed the fair to the root! xD i skipped all the booths that i am not interested in and placed myself at colleges which are to my interest. my second decision of the day is : i will take AusMat. or, if i really dont do well in SPM, then i'll pay more $$ and go for CIMP.
AusMat, 10 months to complete for slow and steady studying. 8 months for kinda intensive one. and well, i think i'll take the intensive because i want to get my hands on the steering wheel first. =p hmm.. if my family budget allows (the probability of 1/10 only =x), i'll be at australia by january 2012. but most probably i'll go for 2+2 to ease my parents' burden.
i am afraid that i cant cope in the science subject i choose, so i searched for business too. i've also decided that if i really cant make it through science, i'll take up business =x which erm.. is my last resort. xD
taylors or sunway? still considering. xD well, i still have time to consider which college. what i must do now is do my very best in my trials =) i will try my best! ><
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
yes or no?
i've heard experiences, i've heard stories, i've heard plans. basically, its all about furthering my studies to aussie.
seriously, i've just realized that out of 10 students, i may be the only one who didnt apply for Matriculation. erm.. my reason for not applying was obvious, i didnt want to study here. but now, i found out that i am still deciding whether i want to go australia or not?
I WANT to go mainly is because i feel that it'll be different from M'sia and i believe they have a more conducive studying environment (i dont mean M'sia is not good).
and i really dislike the so-called-unique-ness that only we, the non-bumiputras have to give in for. i dislike the inequality given to the races, there is such a big difference in the treatment given to us and really, no offence, but this is called One Malaysia? there is already a major inequality in education, a good example, matrix. given to only around 15% of non-bps. i cant imagine what it'll be like in the society. i believe the non-bps will be working their heads-off and the bps (some, if not all) will be shaking their legs of their comfortable armchair like nobody's business. (this is one of the reasons why i cannot be a doctor, although i was considering this profession, because of the inequality. i am afraid i'll portray the inequality on my patients, which is unfair and also an evil act!)
seriously no offence, but i never really liked the bahasa rasmi. i can accept it as a subject, i can accept it as a language, no problem, but when they insist on teaching science and maths in 'it', i would like to say good luck to the future masterminds in fighting with international giants. dont be so proud over 'it' and learn to accept that conducting science and maths in english would be a better choice the future of the country.
i didnt want to study in local u for the same reason. i dont want to go through another few years studying who-knows-what subject in 'it' again. no way, no how.
I DONT WANT to go because i realize i'll miss my family more than anything else. my house, my room, my space. my friends, if i leave, will we still be that close? will we still meet up when i come back? will we still smile when we see each other? its really hard to say. i dont want to go is because i couldnt leave everything behind. =x
thinking about it, well, the 'unique-ness' will be applied in australia too. i am not a blonde, i am not anywhere similar to any australian. i am a typical asian. with black hair, over tanned skin, will be a few inches shorter than any of them and lastly, my eyes are pure black. not green, not blue, not hazel. will i be accepted as a part of their culture? will i really 'seek refuge' at my uncle's or will i live alone in town? i dont know.
there will be an education fair in school tomorrow. i've selected my target and i will be heading to those counters tomorrow. i suppose i'll gather as more information as i can find and i'll make this decision after SPM. i'll do what's best for my future. =]
seriously, i've just realized that out of 10 students, i may be the only one who didnt apply for Matriculation. erm.. my reason for not applying was obvious, i didnt want to study here. but now, i found out that i am still deciding whether i want to go australia or not?
I WANT to go mainly is because i feel that it'll be different from M'sia and i believe they have a more conducive studying environment (i dont mean M'sia is not good).
and i really dislike the so-called-unique-ness that only we, the non-bumiputras have to give in for. i dislike the inequality given to the races, there is such a big difference in the treatment given to us and really, no offence, but this is called One Malaysia? there is already a major inequality in education, a good example, matrix. given to only around 15% of non-bps. i cant imagine what it'll be like in the society. i believe the non-bps will be working their heads-off and the bps (some, if not all) will be shaking their legs of their comfortable armchair like nobody's business. (this is one of the reasons why i cannot be a doctor, although i was considering this profession, because of the inequality. i am afraid i'll portray the inequality on my patients, which is unfair and also an evil act!)
seriously no offence, but i never really liked the bahasa rasmi. i can accept it as a subject, i can accept it as a language, no problem, but when they insist on teaching science and maths in 'it', i would like to say good luck to the future masterminds in fighting with international giants. dont be so proud over 'it' and learn to accept that conducting science and maths in english would be a better choice the future of the country.
i didnt want to study in local u for the same reason. i dont want to go through another few years studying who-knows-what subject in 'it' again. no way, no how.
I DONT WANT to go because i realize i'll miss my family more than anything else. my house, my room, my space. my friends, if i leave, will we still be that close? will we still meet up when i come back? will we still smile when we see each other? its really hard to say. i dont want to go is because i couldnt leave everything behind. =x
thinking about it, well, the 'unique-ness' will be applied in australia too. i am not a blonde, i am not anywhere similar to any australian. i am a typical asian. with black hair, over tanned skin, will be a few inches shorter than any of them and lastly, my eyes are pure black. not green, not blue, not hazel. will i be accepted as a part of their culture? will i really 'seek refuge' at my uncle's or will i live alone in town? i dont know.
there will be an education fair in school tomorrow. i've selected my target and i will be heading to those counters tomorrow. i suppose i'll gather as more information as i can find and i'll make this decision after SPM. i'll do what's best for my future. =]
report card.
i consider myself quite stupid for asking daddy to come so late to get my report card because it would be a lil troublesome for him to come at 9.30am. -.- but i was awfully sleepy and could barely open my eyes (wonder why is that? i havent been really active lately but i am always sleepy and mentally tired. =s).
the weirdest thing was that this year, that wasnt a very long queue. none of us had to wait for a long time. and the whole class seems pretty empty. and our class teacher? in a really striking red and black errmm.. suit? xD
i proceeded to crap with hk and sq. it seems that sq set up a study timetable // study plan for hk. lol! (definitely just friends and nothing more xp) well, hk, hope you'll study and work hard according to it =) and by two weeks, score better than the previous exam. =) good luck! =D
daddy finally came, queued behind rk's parents. and by golly, his parents talk a lot and the teacher complained a lot too! xD upon sitting down in front of the teacher, she said :"you're zhihan's father? did you know she has been absent for many many days?" -.-" i should be really thankful, daddy covered everything. xD haha. Cik Shamala is really annoying in the sense that she kept saying we're not good enough. ish! she told daddy that i should reconsider taking science in the future because i got B+ for my science subs. dont i even have the chance to work hard and improve in the future? gave me a death penalty so soon. fine, i'll make sure i'll get As for them the next round. watch and see. =p
maybe its because i was nagged a bit already so didnt really kena today. xp narrow escape on this one. but i promise, i'll definitely work harder the next round. >:)
the weirdest thing was that this year, that wasnt a very long queue. none of us had to wait for a long time. and the whole class seems pretty empty. and our class teacher? in a really striking red and black errmm.. suit? xD
i proceeded to crap with hk and sq. it seems that sq set up a study timetable // study plan for hk. lol! (definitely just friends and nothing more xp) well, hk, hope you'll study and work hard according to it =) and by two weeks, score better than the previous exam. =) good luck! =D
daddy finally came, queued behind rk's parents. and by golly, his parents talk a lot and the teacher complained a lot too! xD upon sitting down in front of the teacher, she said :"you're zhihan's father? did you know she has been absent for many many days?" -.-" i should be really thankful, daddy covered everything. xD haha. Cik Shamala is really annoying in the sense that she kept saying we're not good enough. ish! she told daddy that i should reconsider taking science in the future because i got B+ for my science subs. dont i even have the chance to work hard and improve in the future? gave me a death penalty so soon. fine, i'll make sure i'll get As for them the next round. watch and see. =p
maybe its because i was nagged a bit already so didnt really kena today. xp narrow escape on this one. but i promise, i'll definitely work harder the next round. >:)
Sunday, July 4, 2010
nice to see you
it has been a really long time since i last chatted with ying shin. xp she came back from MAHSA yesterday after posting and we decided to meet up since we havent seen each other in a long time.
she came over to my house at 8am, chat, talk, gossip, whatever la xD till around 12pm and went to chong yong's shop to continue. lol. called him over, mana tau he came over with meiyen and hin hua's flag day group. stayed for less than 2 minutes and walked off to collect donations. -.-
practically crapped for 8 hours. talked about almost everything. -.- missed when she was in kh and i can find her every time. =s hope we can meet up again soon. =/ good luck in your next semester. =)
she came over to my house at 8am, chat, talk, gossip, whatever la xD till around 12pm and went to chong yong's shop to continue. lol. called him over, mana tau he came over with meiyen and hin hua's flag day group. stayed for less than 2 minutes and walked off to collect donations. -.-
practically crapped for 8 hours. talked about almost everything. -.- missed when she was in kh and i can find her every time. =s hope we can meet up again soon. =/ good luck in your next semester. =)
Workshop
every year once. for the F3 and 4s. this year, instead of listening, we are the ones making the presentation in front of them. i realized it can somehow be quite fun? xp i helped shao qian to talk about his public duty department and also about my own secretary department. the sad thing was that a few departments punya committee tak datang pun. bakal head departments pun tak datang. a shame.
well, i hope the new committees will do their job well and of course, dont slack like most of us do. =) good luck!
jy, our AGM must be perfect yo! xD zh2, make sure F5's souvenir is the best one i tell you! =p i'm gonna be your quality controller. xD
well, i hope the new committees will do their job well and of course, dont slack like most of us do. =) good luck!
jy, our AGM must be perfect yo! xD zh2, make sure F5's souvenir is the best one i tell you! =p i'm gonna be your quality controller. xD
Thursday, July 1, 2010
so 'no face' xp
this saturday is x's birthday and i decided to get her a present. for someone who is in college and into adulthood, i totally dont know what to get her. lol. so i decided to go to elianto to get her some cosmetic items since i see her use it once in a while. (supposing she uses it quite often and i didnt know? 'long time no see' already wert.)
the xiasui-est thing is that i dont know what is for what and i dont even know the price if its cheap or expensive. and i erm.. mistook dont-know-what for the eye-lashes thingy. xD the girl looked at me as if i'm an alien. xp seriously, i am not into make up so i really dont know what am i looking for. i just simply 'sapu' some stuff i believe she'll probably need and hopes she likes it.
and my dad, so kacau behind. with a sarcastic tone, he asked the sales girl to recommend me stuff to use on my face to save the spots which are 'sprouting' like nobody's business. woi! dont memperxiasuikan saya kay? -.-
what an experience. next time i should either bring an expert with me or i should ask an expert to help me buy these kind of stuff. not for me la of course. the only times when i put on make up was when i'm performing, dancing, speech, etc. no more. probably i should behave more girlish and learn more about cosmetics? nawhh.. not now. xp M.a.y.b.e next time. xD
the xiasui-est thing is that i dont know what is for what and i dont even know the price if its cheap or expensive. and i erm.. mistook dont-know-what for the eye-lashes thingy. xD the girl looked at me as if i'm an alien. xp seriously, i am not into make up so i really dont know what am i looking for. i just simply 'sapu' some stuff i believe she'll probably need and hopes she likes it.
and my dad, so kacau behind. with a sarcastic tone, he asked the sales girl to recommend me stuff to use on my face to save the spots which are 'sprouting' like nobody's business. woi! dont memperxiasuikan saya kay? -.-
what an experience. next time i should either bring an expert with me or i should ask an expert to help me buy these kind of stuff. not for me la of course. the only times when i put on make up was when i'm performing, dancing, speech, etc. no more. probably i should behave more girlish and learn more about cosmetics? nawhh.. not now. xp M.a.y.b.e next time. xD
Hari Koperasi
last year in KH, last Hari Koperasi.
i ponteng-ed out to enjoy the early hari koperasi. xp
St John's stall together with Buddhist Society. =D
specification needed, i was asked to label this as "Drawn by Zhi Yin and Huey Khim" xD
no offence but i've already said from the very beginning that I WILL NOT TAKE PART IN SELLING THE FOOD! i've already given up on selling this and selling that, entertaining people and what not. i'm very sorry, i know i sound very irresponsible but hey, i've already told you i might even be absent on this day, didnt i? i did feel serba salah when i see you all working while i'm loitering around filling up my stomach but i cant force myself to walk there and take up those apparatus and help you guys. i'm indeed sorry. sorry to PBM.
if i'm not mistaken, PBM was the first to finish selling? xD
by Police Troop. dont you think it sound a lil weird for police? =p
good luck in this year's Flag Day =)
jia you =)
where's eng seng in this portrait? xp dont know where he went. xD
the long queue. my sister queued for 2.5 hours to get in that place. lol. its easier if you know the way. =p so we went in from the back door instead. its true we didnt get to see the whole ghost house but at leat we managed to see what's going on at the st john part of the ghost house. xD
Jia xin. one of the ghost. sound effects by her. xD
andrea was scary because of her hair.
wen hui was mockingly ridiculous and made me laugh instead of scared.
woon ya was quite scary looking too.
chun hao was omg-ly HA-HA-HA! too much blood i suppose.
li cheng was the dead body in the coffin.
and who else.. i cant really remember. xp paisea ar..
but they did a great job =D i personally feel that what they've done this year was better than what we did last year. much scarier. but i still cant deny, the scariest ghost title still belongs to yj xD and i definitely cant forget my ghostly experience last year. wonder if they kena slap on the face like i did last year? (ouch, it was darn painful being slapped three times in a row -.-) or did they kena stepped on like i did? xD (the girls panicked when their leg was 'touched') i hope this ghostly memory will be something new to them xD jia you! you guys have till 5pm. haha =D
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PBC's wen yu wan hui. =)
i'll be going to support sc! xD you'll sing great and i know wen yu wan hui will definitely be a success. =) good luck to all PBCs tomorrow night! =) all the best!
i've definitely gained some weight today. xp should work out more often to kill the extra carbs. its alright to eat that much once a while isnt it? xD go for more runs? definitely. centro run and siemen run, here i come. xp
i've definitely gained some weight today. xp should work out more often to kill the extra carbs. its alright to eat that much once a while isnt it? xD go for more runs? definitely. centro run and siemen run, here i come. xp
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