vs.
i watched a television series, the name was dont-know-what-of an American teenager. and i have that sudden flash back or something and i remembered that that was the life i wanted to lead when i was a lil girl.
the irony thing is that i can only lead that kind of life if i plan to fail my studies. so its a pick-me-and-you-are-gone or a pick-me-and-you'll-be-darn-successful choice.
it will never be a win-win situation. its either you win or you lose till you drop.
i chose to be successful.
not many people can survive without good grades unless you are a mastermind in business or what-so-ever.
and one more thing i want to change about my life.
no more plans.
i will just go with the flow. okay, besides the college, university part, i have it planned out. the rest, (my driving license etc. ) will come to me when its time. i know it sounds disastrous but every time my planned failed or was sabotaged, i'd feel like jumping off a cliff. -.-
i will not live in my fantasy world anymore.
i will learn to stand on my own feet and live in reality =)
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