motivation.

Mr Low was talking on and on about how to achieve our goals and so on during thursday's add maths class. its hoes on about when we have a goal, we must write it down, eg. he said we should write the ideal income (it doesnt matter if its 200 thousand a month he said), our ideal house (his example was a house near the beach. siau ling, su yee and me :"tsunami come, sure die" xD), our ideal husband/wife (apa ini. nobody is gonna fit that ideal criteria punya okay. even if someone meets the criteria, will that couple walk through the church to be married? xD) and also our ideal car (he said aim big! dont aim for a kancil or we'll get a bicycle).

well, i am supposed to feel motivated, right? the fact is that i dont feel so. if i am, surely i wont be here now, wont i? -.- i cannot deny that i have been procrastinating again lately. i have been studying, but in the mist of studying, i will walk around, cari makan, watch a bit of tv, online etc. what a failure. =(

i've set my study timetable. i'm definitely aiming high. i hope for straight As of course. i know i can definitely score if i work hard. i want to score but my determination is not strong enough. my friends told me, think, remember you must live a better life, think about how badly you want to live your life better and start to work towards that goal. yes, i am thinking hard. yet my mind set is not right. =(

i vow to follow my timetable. i am disciplined enough to follow it but i am not studious enough to finish the syllabus in such a short period of time. (definitely true for me and of course those who havent started their revision)

i am trying hard and resisting myself from touching the computer. i should stay my distance since the addiction is too hard to overcome. maybe restricted to once a week? lol. that's good enough. hopefully. =]

Good Luck to every Form 5 student during this holiday! =)

hopefully i dont turn out like this during the exams xD

the clock is ticking.

time is out!

* slaps myself! *

wake up!

sharpened pencils.

i should sharpen my mind and get ready to 'absorb' the syllabus.

every student would be so glad if this is true.

but think about it,

no exams means that nobody will study.

no exams means nobody will know who is the best.

maybe i'd be in the last class if we dont have exams whereas very very lazy people might be in the first class. =X

so now,

i have to offline and learn to love my books.

even that bloody sejarah.

i must imprint it in my mind that :

I LOVE TO STUDY!

I LOVE ALL THE TEN SUBS!

I LOVE EXAMS!

and lastly, which is the truest of all the above,

I LOVE 10A+!!!!!

*off-ed!*