another day..

woke up early in the morning and decided that i didnt want to go to school. sc is not going so practically i'll be bored and lonesome. so i might as well just skip.

dad came in and reminded me to write my absent letter. i agreed to do so under the covers. its a new day and i should work something out with my books as payback for not attending school. (will try my best to work some sejarah in. i hate siva's way of studying. seriously, it sucks!)

PPD is next week. i gotta make it work!

i wish i'm more determined to study like my friends =)

i wish i'm not so emo like i have been lately :(

Centro Run =)

woots! triple woots! =DD finally its over. 12km. finished! xp

the first 6km wasnt a problem as it was MSSD's distance. went with ease. but once after 6km, i feel like dying. lol! i walked with sc, chatted and sampat-ed before we proceeded running. we saw so many people overtaking us but we couldnt help it. too tired to run the distance.

walk some more, talk some more..

and when it was approx. 1500m left, some one shouted, another 500m only! and sc fled lar.. -.- i wanted to shout for her o stop a lil but that would be a bit shocking, dont you think? lol. so i caught up with her and told her to slow for there's another 6-700m left. at last we reached the finishing line at ermm.. idk the time. lol. jk said it was 1hour 40min or something like that. xD

well, i'm really very happy that we've finished the run together and gained a whole new experience. =) next time, i'll try to train to run the distance and not walk through 2 or 3km. xD

i like the medal. =D its really unique! =)

a brief busy week.

monday. 
went up on stage for i suppose, the last time in my secondary life. xD to get our winnings from state competition and also nationals for chun han and thuan song. haha. well, that really set a fullstop in my competition life. =)

tuesday.
parents day. unlike the previous years, my class was awfully remote. lol. parents came at intervals and there wasnt even a queue. lol. very different. xD well, i didnt get the scolding i was expecting. =] should be glad? or maybe my parents are fed up already? =X i promise i'll work harder!

wednesday. 
edu fair. =) got what i want and i hope i am determined enough to study and enter college with a scholarship. =)

thursday.
info hunt. thanks to ven siew, xuan hui, jia wai, jieh sun, zong chen and also jiunn how for giving me a chance to join you all for the game. xD well, it was definitely a very nice experience. =) we tried our best =)

friday.
a normal day with loads and loads of talking in class. oh ya, not to mention the stupid noise from the construction site! wth! if you want to build a new block, by all means, move us away from the site! wtheck! we have SPM this year and you expect us to study in this crazy condition? get ready to set up another block for students who went crazy due to the noise! >< why so 'no brain' one..? -.-

saturday.
hmmm.. seems like i have to eat back my words. lol. i went to the namely, 'hell' today. went to settle a few division problems. i feel so bad for our members who went for public duty and didnt get their duty hour due to 'technical?' problem. which, one of them, is my sister. she will be SO MAD if she found out. lol. and i've well, decided to join the charity run. after all, i do enjoy running. =)

Bomba's MUT. =DDDD its was okay. i can see that bomba really improved and i can feel that enthusiasm through this activity. wish you guys all the best! =) enjoyed your performance =D

sunday.
will i survive tomorrow's 12km run? hopefully i do. xD i hope i wont be crawling back to the finishing line. if i finish running all the way, i'll be very happy with myself x)

decided =)

i've decided that, well, its a lifetime opportunity isnt it? not everyone have the chance to go overseas to further their studies, and since i have the chance, i should go. =]

edu fair on wednesday. i combed the fair to the root! xD i skipped all the booths that i am not interested in and placed myself at colleges which are to my interest. my second decision of the day is : i will take AusMat. or, if i really dont do well in SPM, then i'll pay more $$ and go for CIMP.

AusMat, 10 months to complete for slow and steady studying. 8 months for kinda intensive one. and well, i think i'll take the intensive because i want to get my hands on the steering wheel first. =p hmm.. if my family budget allows (the probability of 1/10 only =x), i'll be at australia by january 2012. but most probably i'll go for 2+2 to ease my parents' burden.

i am afraid that i cant cope in the science subject i choose, so i searched for business too. i've also decided that if i really cant make it through science, i'll take up business =x which erm.. is my last resort. xD

taylors or sunway? still considering. xD well, i still have time to consider which college. what i must do now is do my very best in my trials =) i will try my best! ><

yes or no?

i've heard experiences, i've heard stories, i've heard plans. basically, its all about furthering my studies to aussie.

seriously, i've just realized that out of 10 students, i may be the only one who didnt apply for Matriculation. erm.. my reason for not applying was obvious, i didnt want to study here. but now, i found out that i am still deciding whether i want to go australia or not?

I WANT to go mainly is because i feel that it'll be different from M'sia and i believe they have a more conducive studying environment (i dont mean M'sia is not good).

and i really dislike the so-called-unique-ness that only we, the non-bumiputras have to give in for. i dislike the inequality given to the races, there is such a big difference in the treatment given to us and really, no offence, but this is called One Malaysia? there is already a major inequality in education, a good example, matrix. given  to only around 15% of non-bps. i cant imagine what it'll be like in the society. i believe the non-bps will be working their heads-off and the bps (some, if not all) will be shaking their legs of their comfortable armchair like nobody's business. (this is one of the reasons why i cannot be a doctor, although i was considering this profession, because of the inequality. i am afraid i'll portray the inequality on my patients, which is unfair and also an evil act!)

seriously no offence, but i never really liked the bahasa rasmi. i can accept it as a subject, i can accept it as a language, no problem, but when they insist on teaching science and maths in 'it', i would like to say good luck to the future masterminds in fighting with international giants. dont be so proud over 'it' and learn to accept that conducting science and maths in english would be a better choice the future of the country.

i didnt want to study in local u for the same reason. i dont want to go through another few years studying who-knows-what subject in 'it' again. no way, no how.

I DONT WANT to go because i realize i'll miss my family more than anything else. my house, my room, my space. my friends, if i leave, will we still be that close? will we still meet up when i come back? will we still smile when we see each other? its really hard to say. i dont want to go is because i couldnt leave everything behind. =x

thinking about it, well, the 'unique-ness' will be applied in australia too. i am not a blonde, i am not anywhere similar to any australian. i am a typical asian. with black hair, over tanned skin, will be a few inches shorter than any of them and lastly, my eyes are pure black. not green, not blue, not hazel. will i be accepted as a part of their culture? will i really 'seek refuge' at my uncle's or will i live alone in town? i dont know.


there will be an education fair in school tomorrow. i've selected my target and i will be heading to those counters tomorrow. i suppose i'll gather as more information as i can find and i'll make this decision after SPM. i'll do what's best for my future. =]

report card.

i consider myself quite stupid for asking daddy to come so late to get my report card because it would be a lil troublesome for him to come at 9.30am. -.- but i was awfully sleepy and could barely open my eyes (wonder why is that? i havent been really active lately but i am always sleepy and mentally tired. =s).

the weirdest thing was that this year, that wasnt a very long queue. none of us had to wait for a long time. and the whole class seems pretty empty. and our class teacher? in a really striking red and black errmm.. suit? xD

i proceeded to crap with hk and sq. it seems that sq set up a study timetable // study plan for hk. lol! (definitely just friends and nothing more xp) well, hk, hope you'll study and work hard according to it =) and by two weeks, score better than the previous exam. =) good luck! =D

daddy finally came, queued behind rk's parents. and by golly, his parents talk a lot and the teacher complained a lot too! xD upon sitting down in front of the teacher, she said :"you're zhihan's father? did you know she has been absent for many many days?" -.-" i should be really thankful, daddy covered everything. xD haha. Cik Shamala is really annoying in the sense that she kept saying we're not good enough. ish! she told daddy that i should reconsider taking science in the future because i got B+ for my science subs. dont i even have the chance to work hard and improve in the future? gave me a death penalty so soon. fine, i'll make sure i'll get As for them the next round. watch and see. =p

maybe its because i was nagged a bit already so didnt really kena today. xp narrow escape on this one. but i promise, i'll definitely work harder the next round. >:)

nice to see you

it has been a really long time since i last chatted with ying shin. xp she came back from MAHSA yesterday after posting and we decided to meet up since we havent seen each other in a long time.

she came over to my house at 8am, chat, talk, gossip, whatever la xD till around 12pm and went to chong yong's shop to continue. lol. called him over, mana tau he came over with meiyen and hin hua's flag day group. stayed for less than 2 minutes and walked off to collect donations. -.-

practically crapped for 8 hours. talked about almost everything. -.- missed when she was in kh and i can find her every time. =s hope we can meet up again soon. =/ good luck in your next semester. =)

Workshop

every year once. for the F3 and 4s. this year, instead of listening, we are the ones making the presentation in front of them. i realized it can somehow be quite fun? xp i helped shao qian to talk about his public duty department and also about my own secretary department. the sad thing was that a few departments punya committee tak datang pun. bakal head departments pun tak datang. a shame.

well, i hope the new committees will do their job well and of course, dont slack like most of us do. =) good luck!
jy, our AGM must be perfect yo! xD zh2, make sure F5's souvenir is the best one i tell you! =p i'm gonna be your quality controller. xD

so 'no face' xp

this saturday is x's birthday and i decided to get her a present. for someone who is in college and into adulthood, i totally dont know what to get her. lol. so i decided to go to elianto to get her some cosmetic items since i see her use it once in a while. (supposing she uses it quite often and i didnt know? 'long time no see' already wert.)

the xiasui-est thing is that i dont know what is for what and i dont even know the price if its cheap or expensive. and i erm.. mistook dont-know-what for the eye-lashes thingy. xD the girl looked at me as if i'm an alien. xp seriously, i am not into make up so i really dont know what am i looking for. i just simply 'sapu' some stuff i believe she'll probably need and hopes she likes it.

and my dad, so kacau behind. with a sarcastic tone, he asked the sales girl to recommend me stuff to use on my face to save the spots which are 'sprouting' like nobody's business. woi! dont memperxiasuikan saya kay? -.-

what an experience. next time i should either bring an expert with me or i should ask an expert to help me buy these kind of stuff. not for me la of course. the only times when i put on make up was when i'm performing, dancing, speech, etc. no more. probably i should behave more girlish and learn more about cosmetics? nawhh.. not now. xp M.a.y.b.e next time. xD

Hari Koperasi

last year in KH, last Hari Koperasi. 

i ponteng-ed out to enjoy the early hari koperasi. xp

St John's stall together with Buddhist Society. =D

specification needed, i was asked to label this as "Drawn by Zhi Yin and Huey Khim" xD

no offence but i've already said from the very beginning that I WILL NOT TAKE PART IN SELLING THE FOOD! i've already given up on selling this and selling that, entertaining people and what not. i'm very sorry, i know i sound very irresponsible but hey, i've already told you i might even be absent on this day, didnt i? i did feel serba salah when i see you all working while i'm loitering around filling up my stomach but i cant force myself to walk there and take up those apparatus and help you guys. i'm indeed sorry. sorry to PBM.

if i'm not mistaken, PBM was the first to finish selling? xD

by Police Troop. dont you think it sound a lil weird for police? =p

good luck in this year's Flag Day =)

jia you =)

where's eng seng in this portrait? xp dont know where he went. xD

the long queue. my sister queued for 2.5 hours to get in that place. lol. its easier if you know the way. =p so we went in from the back door instead. its true we didnt get to see the whole ghost house but at leat we managed to see what's going on at the st john part of the ghost house. xD

Jia xin. one of the ghost. sound effects by her. xD

andrea was scary because of her hair. 

wen hui was mockingly ridiculous and made me laugh instead of scared. 

woon ya was quite scary looking too. 

chun hao was omg-ly HA-HA-HA! too much blood i suppose. 

li cheng was the dead body in the coffin.

and who else.. i cant really remember. xp paisea ar..

but they did a great job =D i personally feel that what they've done this year was better than what we did last year. much scarier. but i still cant deny, the scariest ghost title still belongs to yj xD and i definitely cant forget my ghostly experience last year. wonder if they kena slap on the face like i did last year? (ouch, it was darn painful being slapped three times in a row -.-) or did they kena stepped on like i did? xD (the girls panicked when their leg was 'touched') i hope this ghostly memory will be something new to them xD jia you! you guys have till 5pm. haha =D

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PBC's wen yu wan hui. =)

i'll be going to support sc! xD you'll sing great and i know wen yu wan hui will definitely be a success. =) good luck to all PBCs tomorrow night! =) all the best!

i've definitely gained some weight today. xp should work out more often to kill the extra carbs. its alright to eat that much once a while isnt it? xD go for more runs? definitely. centro run and siemen run, here i come. xp