supposingly.

supposingly i was an amateur.
supposingly i never saw it coming.
supposingly i was just dreaming.
supposingly i never knew it'd be.

it was something stupid.
it was something silly.
it was something pathetic.
it was something ridiculous.

unpredictably it was outrageous.
unpredictably it was sickening.
unpredictably it was loathsome.
unpredictably it costed me.

supposingly i was just stupid.
supposingly i never knew.
supposingly i was dreaming.
supposingly i didnt forget.

supposingly i can just wake up to face reality.