Monday, May 10, 2010

i told myself.

i reminded myself,

'zhihan! you are not that weak. no more tears!'
(i really wish i was never that weak. i really wish i'd stop crying every time i face obstacles. but i am fully aware that once i am finished with my tears, i'll stand up and face my challenges.)

'zhihan! why you always break down so easily?! you must stand up and stay strong!'
(i tried. i used all my strength to bear all that. i really worked on it. its just no use.)

'zhihan! quit thinking about this stupid matter! it is worthless and you know it!'
(worthless. yes. but the burden is always there.)

'zhihan! go study and stop bothering!'
(yes, i tried. every time i wanted to study, i will always be reminded of the paperwork that needs to be done.)

'zhihan!! wake up from your dreams and face this cruel world okay?!'
(agreed. but although i'm in reality, my heart is still in my dreams. waiting for all this to end.)

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