Celebrate?

mum booked a table at V Garden tonight
she said that it's to celebrate my birthday,
also as a farewell dinner for my cousins before they go back to aussie..
well, i dont know whether i'll miss them or not
but i hope i dont!
they've been buging me for a month already! xP
please go! i've got loads of things to do!
i hope i enjoy the dinner later tho
after all, it is my birthday..
but i dont get to eat the cake i want!
i dont want to eat cheese cake! yucks!
(no offence! i just dont like cheese cake)
but nevermind!
im going out with my buddies tomorrow!
waited for that day since our CNY hols started =D
hope we'll have a blast!
fun fun fun! =)

A Fun Time =)

yesterday was such a fun day!
went out with some friends,
supposed to be visiting other people's houses,
but this person cant, that person cant..
so many R&R xD
so ended up gambling..
i've never gambled for so long! xD
around 4 hours!
definitely not a joke!
first time in my life~ =D haha
i was winning at the beginning,
and then losing big bucks at the ends! 55555!!
so sad, isnt it? xD
after that, went for dinner at a restoran,
the lunch and dinner bill wasnt on me,
a friend paid the bill for everyone!
* thanks for the meals! =) *
for the finale,
went for a movie,
( it isnt the wedding game)
we watched bride wars..
honestly, it isnt very bad..
quite ridiculous, but portrays the true meaning of friendship..
and guess what, i reached home at 12am..
and the best part, i wasnt scolded! wuuhuu~! xP
really enjoyed the day =)
hope to go again next year! =D

CNY

i just came back from my 'kampung' today..
well, its not really a kampung,
it is one of M'sia's high technology cities..
my 'kampung' ==> P.Pinang
many people envy me going back to Penang..
but personally, i dislike/loath the idea of going back to penang..
i know, i know, with all those fun places to visit..
but none of these places are in my dictionary..
the only place i can go is my uncle's house..
the 'sienz' things in that house ==>
` no computer
` no chance for tv
` rock-hard bed
and many many other things to say..
but at least my grandma's cooking is not bad xD
well, im back and still alive..
hope i wont have to go back there till next year! xD

ps. today is my birthday
my 16th birthday
but i feel like its the worse day of my life..

my day in school?

this week went past fast, very fast..
before i realize it, the lunar new year is 2 days away..
instead of weeks or months away..
and my life in school is busier than i thought..
whoa! it really does stress me..
lately im training for MSSD Merentas Desa,
also training for another competition,
i still have my daily tuition (every weekday except tuesday),
and my ever-so-tall pile of homework!
(which i owe my teachers for a week or so?)
even copying the homework from my friends cant help! xPP
i really find it hard to cope!
all of a sudden, i really do admire those whole never failed a sub in form 4..
i cant breath through all those subjects!
did i make the wrong decision to studies science?
and to make matters worse, i fell sick~ T^T
yorr~!!! sad larh..
sick for a week and still havent recover..
worst still, it Chinese New Year!
i cant eat the yummy biscuits! xDD
for christ sake, let me recover soon!
i dont want to be sick on new year day.. -.-

now i really know what does it mean by,
'so many things to do and yet so little time!'
time time time..
why fly so fast?
cant 'u' wait for me for a little while?
let me sleep for another 5minutes?
pretty-please? xPP

Miss Independent by Ne-Yo

Ooh
It's something about
Just something about
The way she moves
I can't figure it out
There's something
About her

Say ooh
There's something
About kinda women
That want you
But don't need you
HeyI can't figure it out
There's something about her
Cuz she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicured nails
To set
The pedicure off

She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss
Do what a boss Dude
She got me thinking
About getting involved
That's the kinda girl I need

[chorus]
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come
And spend a little time
She got her own thing
That's why I love her Miss independent

Ooh
The way ya shine Miss independent
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeahhh

Ooh
There's something
About kinda woman
That can doIt for herself
I look at her
And it makes me proud

There's something
About her
There something
Ooh So sexy
About the kinda women
That don't even
Need my help
She says she got it
She got it
No doubt

There's something
About her
Cuz she work
Like the boss
Play like the boss
Car and a crib
She about
To pay em both off
And her bills
Are paid on time

She made for a boss
Only a boss
Anything less
She's tellin em
To get lost
That's the girl
Thats on my mind

[chorus]
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Won't you come
And spendA little time

She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh
The way ya shine
Miss independent
Yeah, yeahhh
Her favorite thing
Is to say
Don't worry I got it
And everything she got
Best believe
She bought it
She gonna steal my heart
Ain't no doubt about it

Girl
Your everything I need
Said your everything
I need

[chorus]
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Wont you come
And spend a little time
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh the way ya shine
Miss independent
Miss independent
That's why I love her

Unfaithful by Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
Accepts I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see you dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer

Our Love...
his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this anymore ...whoah..anymore

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer... a murderer... no no no yeah yeah yeah..

i admit im wrong..~

okay, i admit now..
im in the wrong..
now i know what's going on..
i cant stop thinking of how foolish i am..
but what can i do now?
i think i cant do anything now..
nobody can fish me out of this mess..
this is all a disaster i suppose..
but i made this disaster..
i cant blame on others..
stupid me..
foolish..
silly..
idiotic..
ridiculous..
not rasional at all?
perhaps all of the above..

now.. the only thing i can do,
is to wait..
and be prepared for what is about to come..

will remind myself to think before i make my move..
*totally speechless*

Gotong-Royong~

last saturday was our school's gotong-royong..
i admit that i dreaded gotong-royong..
i hate cleaning up and everything..
so 'sienzz'.. xD
until last saturday..
my dreadful impression towards gotong-royong changed..

when i saw all my classmates participating in this acticity,
i kinda feel like home..
it was fun working together..
cleaning a classroom that we'll be using for a year~
somebody even brought along a radio..
we sang along while cleaning..
and i accidentaly printed a four-leaf-clover on the table..
wakaka ^^
hope it 'll bring luck to all 4S2 always.. =)
xD
i like my class very much!

Promo Week

whoa!
my first week of school was a blast!
normally people start to be busy during the 2nd or 3rd week..
but im totally different..
im busy on the first day.. =.=
i thought i could relax for the first week..
but im wrong, look at that amount of homework!
not to mention the earth-trembling news!
the promotion week starts on the 5th..
means the first day of school and we're not prepared..
at first i stayed back just for fun,
who knew i ended up in a meeting.. xD
2nd day of school,
i actually ran from school to Eng Ann..
and ran back of course..
half of the things are settled on the 2nd day..
now the bag-day!
we did all we could,
we exaggerated a little bit,
we talked and talked,
we tried to 'attract' as may members as possible..
this event lasted 2 days~
and everyday i went home aching..
but if there are members,
everything is worth it.. ^^
i hope everything goes well!
im keeping my fingers crossed! =DD

Year 2009~

2009~
have been waiting for the new year some time now..
a busy plus a bit of dull holiday ended..
a new year, a new dream~
2008 ended with a beautiful and perfect 'full stop'..
now i leave memories behind,
and move on to Form 4, Year 2009!
i've got new hopes,
goals to achieve..
i think my first few months of school are occupied..
as for end of the year?
i dont know?
i hope everything goes well this year~
i hope i can excel in my studies as well as co curriculum~ ^^
all the best? hope so =))