school or play?

reached LCCT at 12.30am. reached home at 1+. XD my eyes couldnt wait any longer and i fell directly to sleep. haha. woke up at 8.00am and prepared myself for school! =DD yea yea yea, i know, i know, i am very late for school, but who cares? as long as i'm still going, its fine with me. =D

when i reached school, my class was deserted. realized they all went to dataran for a dont-know-what microsoft ceramah. when i went up, the 4 prefects were shocked to see me. haha. the funniest thing was nyee huey was sitting right beside the 4 and she didnt see me until the end of the ceramah. (wonder why she can pay attention to such a boring ceramah. lol.) i saw many surprised faces. and i got a 'warm' and zadao 'welcome' from es and ts. really zadao. eh, dont zoom in so much. lol. xiasui s'ja. xD

after being away for 5 days, i realized that my classmates has already 'bersatu padu'. everybody is planning and mostly are participating in our class trip next week. =) that is something good to know. =D a new blog was created and most people were invited to e the authors of that grand blog. =) i like this scene. i like this feeling. but most of all, i love 4s2! =DD awaiting 5s2! =D

finally.

i never thought that i will do this.
it is so unbelievable.
and i am so proud of it. xDD

i...

i...


i've...


i've picked up my books!!


haha. this is really something i never thought i'd do. i thought i'll just sit around wasting my time at home again. who knew i really did my revision. =) although it is not a lot, but at least, i've started. a good start, although it is really late already. xD

hey, dont laugh at me being stupid or wasting my time or wasting money or anything. i just started biology tuition today. == seriously, the teacher was still teaching F4, which is actually a good thing, but the bad thing is that i totally dont understand what is she teaching! all those terminology and phrases. all a blur. means i'll have to study really hard for my biology. haih.

must continue to open up my books and read on. must study! xP

good luck to everybody =)

my friday.

today is friday. a typical friday. another 2 more days and that's it. the hols is over. exams are coming. more things to crack my head about.

what have i been doing today? hmm.. guess what, i went SHOPPING again. can i quit shopping? oh ya, correction, window shopping. Hello?! knock-knock! shopping is fun, but what's the fun of window shopping? [no offence.] dont have the $$ to buy anything and still window shop? seriously, i hate window shopping. because i can only stare at all those amazing stuff. why cant i be like my aunt? dang it! she can buy anything she likes! and when i say anything, i really meant ANYTHING. from watches to bags to shoes. no matter what's the price, as long as she likes it, she owns it. how good is that? too bad, i dont have the $$. she told me to give my opinion on a bag she adored in clarks. when i saw the bag, i was like "ewww!!" and said "no-sure-ie, not my style. xD " and i looked at the price, i almost dropped the bag in front of the sales girl. [luckily i didnt. i would need to get 10 times 11As in my school exams, get the good achievement award 10 times to pay back for that bag! kwang hua-rians, surely you could guess how much its worth. == ]

O K, back to the topic, i tried to open my books today and i still failed to do so. opened up my chemistry books again. lay them on my table. tried to study. ended up day dreaming and playing with my sis. she has the same problem. open the books and the mind starts swirling. the day dreaming type of swirl.

is there a master degree for wasting time? i think i can get that degree with a hand behind my back. =X i am going for public duty tomorrow, from early morning until 6pm in the evening. so there goes my saturday. as for sunday, i'm going out. swimming in the morning and dont know what family activity in the afternoon. by the time i come back, bye bye sunday, hello monday! haih =(

september is ending. october is coming. can i skip october? please? pretty please with a cherry on top? i'm in living hell going through october. no octobers, please? can i straight go to november? i want to skip the big test. i want to skip hell.

cooperating basis.

my sister and i have come to an agreement to coorperate and help each other in our studies. ==

a very silly thing to do, but too bad, we have no other choice. we have agreed that for each day, we can only turn on the computer for 1 hour max. after 1 hour, the other party will come and switch off the computer. well, may sound childish, but that's the only way to stop my darn addiction to the computer. i hate being addicted to the computer at this kind of critical times.

my hour is almost up. haih. desperate time calls for desperate measures. before my sister comes in to switch off the computer, i better get my ''work'' in the computer done.

my dearest computer, i'll see you again tomorrow. ==

tell me its CUTE!

cute? xD

this is my cousin bro.

turning 3y/o in the month of october.

yao2 yeng3 lea? hahaha. =)

obviously ss-ing ==

see the many many books there? arranged in such orderly manner? xP it is obvious that those books have not been touched for the past few weeks. lol.

tada!! the study table. see how messy? or more like how small?? and think about it, it has to fit a girl with the element of water and a girl with the element of fire. [ignore what fire what water, just a metaphor]

sis's side. my side is definitely not so empty. AND, my side does not have so many creams. lol. look at the area near the glue. ==

now presenting, my side of the table. see what i mean by not so empty? mine is really really messy. but after all the open books and notes are kept, it's still ok la. haha. acceptable. teehee! =D

one subject and so many stuff. this sheet of paper has been on the table for 3 days already and the page is still un-flipped. see how S L O W i am?

and obviously i havent started on this sheet. absolutely nothing. because... if i've studied this piece, it would look like that piece below. =DD

see the difference? one is superb-ly CLEAN and this is filled with colors. dont ask me how, i also dont know what am i doing. just simply high-light some sentences and i'm done. =D

presenting the girl who would rather endulge into narcissism than to study whole day. the girl who will not stay in her seat for more than 5 minutes. the girl who is neglecting her studies to online right now. now read the title again, and you will understand why this post is named obviously ss-ing. =)
suddenly realized that i can actually be so so so ridiculous. =P

random-ness.

to get rid of the exam stress for a while, i decided to upload some random pictures [i meant really random pictures xP] taken by my phone while im bored or just for the fun or it. =) i had a good laugh when i saw these few pictures. xD hope you guys can smile a little too. =)

*reminding myself to smile more often* =)

yes, take a break from my books. =DD

the bigger one is from yjing and the smaller one is from my sis. =)


YUMMY!! ice-cream! XD

see how tall it is? and it is all mine!! xP

anybody want to guess what is that? =X

the chef for the yuckie thing above.

the other chef. haha =DD

had a lot of fun 'cooking' =)

want to have a guess what is this? i bet none of you can guess. ^^

what the horror! xP as if her eyes arent big enough. =D

*the 'dish' cooked by me and yjing is actually fake blood*

*the 2 colored picture is actually the skin color of my arm compared to my thigh. == *

nice! =D

this MP3 is so so so nice!

super duper nice!

i want one! xD

the head piece is actually both the music player and the headphones!

pardon me for my sampat-ness.

this is the first time i saw something so so so nice!

surprisingly it is not really expensive for a thing so high-tech.

even my lousy hp cost more than this.

it costs RM 299.

i want one i want one! xD

(i can have one.... in my dreams, that is. =( )

chat with mom.

someone once told me something about arrows.
mom asked me,
told me not to 'simply' shoot,
"what do you plan to study after secondary?"
or he'll be deeply hurt.
i replied, '' science? ''
i promised i wont shoot.
she said, " go find a college or university in Melbourne."
something triggered the arrow.
"what if i cant find a suitable one?"
but i wasnt the one who shot that arrow.
"there will be one."
i was the victim of the opponents arrow.
"what if its not good enough?"
when he is happily ruling his life,
"you'll find your way around"
i am in hell.
me, * speechless *
how can somebody fetch me from earth to heaven,
mom, "dont forget you should try and work after SPM"
and throw me down from heaven to hell?
*stared at her with an opened mouth*
although i have gotten myself back to earth,
"mom, i havent finish my Form4.."
but i am wondering, when will i be back in heaven once more?
what a topic, really 'fei' and ending up so darn speechless.
from the bottom of my heart, i sincerely wish both of you all the best.
you are better off without me. i can see she loves you much more than i do.

simple and nice?

somebody asked me :
"what would i do if i have a simple and nice life?
to lay back, relax and go with the flow.."
hmmm..

seriously, i dont think i will like it. =____=
because i am quite used to this hectic life. xP
i think i'd prefer to be a busy girl running around all day then to stay still. haha.
i'd prefer to be preoccupied with things i like to do.
(when i say i dont like to do it, i 'pekchek-ed' over it, sulked over it, complained about it, loath it, swear about it, but if i ended up finishing that piece of work, means i still like it. xD )
i enjoy and not simple and not nice life. XD
i dont know why. lalala.
it feels better than my books. =D

with more bumps and more knocks,
i believe i can experience more.
i want to explore? haha.
and i want to live life to the fullest!
(even if that means more pekchek-ing days. lol. =DD )

11th Anniversary =)

woohoo!!! it is finally over!!! our efforts this 2 years were not wasted! although most of the things were done last minute, but at least we made it! so so so glad!

i have never tried doing so many things in one day. yesterday, i draw the banner for the stage, all four (coloured by jiaxin, chaiwoon, siaujia, zhsuen, jinying and me). i practiced dancing with my groups. i helped a little bit on covering the hall with the cloth. i helped to move the tables and chairs. it was really tiring. and later at night, around 10+, huigee came over to my house and we discussed everything our department needs with engseng online. we also discussed about the music for souvenir giving, arrival of VIP and so on. discussed until around 12am. hg, my sis and me practised our dance again before she went home. haha. packed my stuff, found out that i had brought 6 pairs of shoes to school and 4 sets of clothes. i think i am camping in school. lol.

huigee came over at 5am this morning again so i can teach her how to put on contact lenses. we were in school by 6.30pm. and the most excited thing today was, i actually climbed into the school hall upstairs through a locked gate! hahaha. because the gate is still locked. we climbed to check every door and window. we found our way in through the metal gate. haha. really 'qi kek'! i still cant believe i did that. then when the jaga came to unlock the door, all of us upstairs were so so so darn quiet. like we are robbing somebody. haha. after the gate was opened, we all started off with the pameran in pusat activity. everybody helped to carry tables and ping pong tables down to pusat activity. we make it look like a real maze. haha.

by the time the pameran is done, we still have around 2 hours. we went up to the hall to help with the opening ceremony. i cant believe that we still have time for a rehearsal of all the performance. we were not as rushing as we thought we were supposed to be.as a part of the program department, i changed into my new full uniform. feels weird, so not comfy because it is really very very tight!!! engseng, huigee and me walked around the whole compound of our activity just to make sure everything is as planned.

the problem today was everything started right on time but the not all the VIPs gave their speech as planned on the agenda. and the opening ceremony didnt take as long as we plan too. so we are early by exactly 1.5 hours. so we must drag at the performance. i solute the emcees! oh my gawd! they really can brag. brag nonsense that really helped us a lot to cover up the time. they should be awarded 'The Most Sampat and Long-winded Emcees in KH'. hehehe!! =DD

the performance should be ok, i did watch quite a few. hehe. i danced 2 dances, and i think it went well. so as leng chang lo. haha. it was really exciting. i dont really have stage fright. i am more afraid i will forget the steps. so i kept looking at those standing beside me to see which is the next step. the lucky thing was, in both the dances, those who taught us the dance was standing right beside me, so it was much more easier. haha =)

in the end, the free dance was a bit ss-ing. not much people joined in the fun. but it was still ok. i was happy that most of the seniors said we did a good job. i know there are things we have to change, but for first timers, i think it was really 'swell'! =D overall i will give a 7/10. hehe. it was really troublesome to work on such a big event. really have to sacrifice a lot. for me, i missed one whole week of class, 1 whole week of afternoon tuitions and got myself in argument with my parents about my studies. first time being a part of such a big event. i really learnt a lot. and lastly, i am really happy =)

a better-than-boring day.

today nh came over to my aunt's house to keep me company. because my sis went for a trip to penang. jeez, its not like we've never been to penang. we go there at least thrice a year. so so dread that place. no offence.

we spent the whole morning doing homework. lol. really didnt expect i would do homework the whole morning. and after lunch we switched on the com to do some 'research'. xD i hope nh knows what she's doing. haha. good luck! i cant even do that! lol. discussed a few things. some things are just meant to be complicated. for instance, why cant we have a few more hours in a day to complete our work? xD

but anyways, thnx nh for coming over today. i would have been bored to death if you didnt came! haha. thnx!

random random.

hey, defintely most of you guys received an email with the title "for the ones who are born in 198x. ", right? well, i received one, and quite shockingly, i found out that i expereinced the same thing. haha. so i wonder how many of you guys did the same. =D i've actually seen or have all this when i was little. =DD

The Cartoons

i do watch this when i was little

and this too! haha

still watch this! =D

The Toys / Games

blowing this can be so out of breath.




a classic game in primary

still remember it. haha

playing this during primary's computer class.

The Junk Food

does anybody still eats this?

i cant remember how long since i last saw this one. xD

what was this? i've forgotten.