playing truant! xp

absent from school.. again! i think i will be receiving the warning letter from school next week. xD always absent without a letter. haha. =D

decided that i didnt want to go to school because i have no transport home. one thing. second thing, there will be a free empty slots in the timetable today [predicted my yours sincerely]. and last thing, i wont want to transmit all those killer germs to my friends.

one word to describe my morning ==> sienzz! watched tv, open facebook, eat... i dont think there's anything else. aduei. might as well go finish off some sustended homework. lol.

still satisfied.

i PASSED my add maths! =DDD right on the mark! woohooo!!! XD i passed i passed i passed!! =) i know, i know, pass is nothing to many people, but passing add maths is a high achievement for me. =D ok, now both physics and add maths paper has been returned, i can sleep in peace. xP aint a need for me to be worrying whether i've failed that subject. =DD

for the record, i have 3As and 2Es. weird results. xD but its perfectly fine with me. =) but not fine for my parents, have been lectured for one whole hour about how i should study and how good my grades are suppose to turn out. yada yada yada. eh, your daughter aint perfect, ok? i have my flaws. i cant be perfect in my grades all the time. i just need a few more. =X

[[ jimuis, jia you ba! =) schin, congratz for having your wish come true. =D your dream A in AM. =D hope you'll get even better results in the next exam! =) ]]

sick-bound.

because i am SO SO sick. i could not go for the Top Ten Performance. why? why? why? dang it. eh, i am very lack of duty hours and my body is stopping me from getting it. dang! stayed at home watching tv and online instead. wanted to get some shut eye but couldnt force myself to sleep, must be because i slept too much yesterday. ==

some may be wondering why i am still so spiritful although i am seriously ill. my explanation is : duh! the exam's over. nothing to worry about. so i still am the noisy girl. xD

gotta say sorry to my parents, i treated them quite unpolitely. sorry, not that i wanted to. just cant help myself. == really sorry ><

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opened up the sealed box today. to get something out of there. and i feel.. how to describe that feeling..? hmm.. nothing? yes. as a matter a fact, i feel nothing. =D better to feel nothing than to feel guilt-ridden.

now, i really do believe in miracles. =)

these few lines lost their original meaning but it is replaced by something new. =)
"i do believe,
miracles will happen,
............................................."
the missing words will be found in a book with the year 2009 on it. *winks*

sick madness.

have been sick since the second last day of the exams. =( teruk betul! and it just gets worse. have to spend a large amount of time laying in bed and sleep whole day. such a waste of my FREE time. ='(

serious coughing, my nose is leaking like a running pipe, my voice is definitely sexier than GT's already and to make matters worse, there's a 'seet' (that's what it is called in hakka, i dont know the name in english or chinese. xD ) growing in my left eye. aduei~ hopefully matters dont get worse! i need to recover fast cuz i am going for my trip in less than a week! must must must recover or i wont be able to enjoy it!! =(

stupid virus, stupid bacteria. get lost!!

going mad.

after 2 weeks and 2 days of exams. i think i'm already used to studying all day all night. go tuition with books in hand. come home with books at my side. watch tv with books on my lap. books here and books there. so used to it until i think it has become an 'addiction'? i feel that i have too much time to spare these 2 days because i didnt study for PK and today's maths paper. my hands feel a lil' empty. and my mind a total blank now. xDD isnt that suppose to be a good thing? xD shouldnt have studied like crazy last 2 weeks. now i need to re-adjust my daily routine to relax. xD it wont take long. haha =D

i cant wait for the holidays to come. i want to enjoy this coming hols to the fullest! =)

finally ended. =)

voila!!

the exams ended. =DD that is so nice. =)

i dont think i did well for math today because my left eye is freakish-ly painful. dont know why. so swollen, like i havent been sleeping for years. i just simply shoot the answers and slept. xD couldnt help it. my eye feels so pricky.

after the maths paper was pn. ngew's class. she gave us back our papers. i dont know should i be happy or should i be crying. i got a E8. yea, i passed. just barely. a mere pass. so shit. =X haih. no matters, must work harder next time.

dear xx & xx, you guys will do better next time. =) cheer up! =D as jimui we will always help you guys. =) jia you! we'll pia together. =DD another xx, geng la!! got the highest among the 7 of us. haha. =) good luck to you! who says you'll be last? xD jia you jia you! xDD =)

good news. bad news.

good news:
1. i just received my first A for this exam. i just aced chemistry! =DD well, just an A2, but good enough for me. =DDD

2. 1 more paper and it is all over. =) merdeka? xD

bad news:
1. i have a 80% chance to FAIL my add maths. T'T studied like crazy and FAIL pulak! to NOT fail add maths, i have to obtain 35/50 for yesterday's paper. as if that is possible!!! haih. 1 word i hate on my report card, GAGAL. haih. sedih betul. oh well, better luck next time. ='(

2. right after yesterday's tuition, i fell sick. I DONT WANT TO BE SICK! =( the exam's over and i want to enjoy punya laa. but sick pulak. how to enjoy?? T'T but still i am very thankful i didnt fall sick 3 days earlier. very thankful. =') at least i can study for chinese and add maths before i am sick. ==

decide. decided.

you decide how you go through your days.
you decide what you want to do.
you decide whether or not you want to achieve your goal.
you decide what you want to know.
you decide whether you are happy or not.
you decide what you really want in life.
you decide what you wish for.
you decide whether or not to go through things with a smile or a frown.
you decide whether some things are worth the sorrow.

and i say,

i decide.
i decide what i will do with my days.
i decide.
i decide that i will never go with a frown. [doing my best trying not to.]
i decide.
i've decided.
my days are mine to decide. =)

* just a note to myself. =) *

a little bit more.

Just A Little Bit More!

the last brain-damaging subject is OVER!!!! the time passed ever so slow today. having to wait for 3+ hours before the exams start. sleepy but still dont dare to take a short nap for the fear that we wont be able to revise what we need to. ended up didnt need that much information. ==

by finishing AM, it signifies that there are only 2 more papers left. PK and MM K1. PK, who cares. [no offence, i am not bothered at all.] MM K1, i'll do my revision tomorrow night. =) now it is time to sit back, relax and enjoy. =DD

we are very very close to being out of jail! =D well, i am already out of jail. xD

paper jammed?

just like a photocopy machine, the papers get jammed once in a while. but for me, its gonna take a while. i cant study for add. math anymore. haih =( its really packed. so i decided to go with the flow. G9 then G9 la. i give up. xD i dont want to study it all over again and forget all of it all over again. just let it be la. full of numbers and formulas. such eye-sore! xD

but the good thing is, i have a good chance of getting an A2 for my sejarah. xDD =DDD got 43/60. unless my objective paper is <27, if not i've just obtained my A. =DDD that is something happy enough to let me forget the hard-to-understand add. maths. xD

seems i'll be turning in earlier than i thought. =D and that's a good thing. =DD