exams exams.

my teacher said that exams is just 3 weeks away. she was babbling on and on about what we have no more time to study, cant just enjoy the days. really lack of time. yada yada yada. she is scaring me. and now, i really believe i do not have time anymore. [frankly, i really am lack of time.] the 'dead-end' is on 5th of October. i'll be dead by then. >,<





can i even dream about getting this grade? nuh! dont think so. not even a single subject. yicks! i think i have a big probability of flunking each subject though. is that 'good' enough? it is not that i dont want to study, it is not because i am too busy to study, it is because i am lazy ._.




and so, i will end up like this during the exam. staring hard at the piece of paper, twisting my brain when it is a total blank. then, i will 'tembak'. when i tembak, the chances of getting it right is nil. isnt that a shame? so can someone slap me to let me know shame is 5-fingered? if i really pick up my books and study after that slap, i bet you, i'll thank you for life. xD no heart to study, yet dont want to get bad grades? impossible. haih.