trust.

trust, something very important.
i would love to trust. but i darent.
thought it might get the life out of me.
not trusting is a burden.
trusting is believing.
believing is faith.
i do not believe,
i do not trust,
i do not have faith.

conclusion:
stupid.

lesson learnt:
always trust your love ones, dont regret trusting them because if you mean a lot to them, they wont decide to hurt you =)