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i realized that i never really gave up on my caligraphy. i plan to go back to caligraphy class after SPM. daddy's gonna get the shock of his life as its a bit expensive for my level. if i go higher, it might reach 3xx already =S but i dont want to let 9 years of practice and learning go to a waste. plus, i'll take it as a form of relaxation. xD
p/s. after SPM, i want to.... might as well not say it out here or else it wont come true! xD
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i figure i am gonna try to apply for every scholarship i can get my hands on. because with my results, i am seriously not really eligible for most of them. but i gotta try. belum try, belum tau! =DD i still have hopes! =) but not high of course. i was never a top student. never was, never will.
p/s. i regretted not studying during F4 midterm! if i didnt get any scholarship, it'll be because of my F4 midterm, darn lousy!!! i regretted so much!
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rebellious much? i am trying to get out of the house. xD i just cant stand staying at home lately. i want to be out and on the run. =D but of course, i know my limits, i'll study a lil at the same time =) idk why, i've learnt to go shopping, learnt to use $$! (Not Good! ><) but i tend to bribe myself when i've did something i feel right xp
p/s. i guess daddy was right. if i had my license already, he will not be able to see his daughter at home. xD daddy, now i am so thankful you forbid me to go get my license or i would have neglected my studies. =]
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i have been behaving like an animal lately. rude, impolite, big shot, kns-ish and all. i really dont know why. everytime i've said something, i realized i've hurt a friend. but somehow, i cant make myself say sorry. =( what happened? ish! I MUST LEARN TO BE NICER! i dont want to be a notorious person. it is nauseatingly disgusting!
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i hate it so much when hopes turns to disappointments. but i shouldnt have 'hoped' in the first place. its a 'hope' that will never be reality. better leave the hope before it kills me in reality. =S
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