*sigh

Communication. it is very important in our everyday life. we think, talk, we write, we feel. we use words or speech to express what we have in mind. i feel that, communication is very important.

Cooperation. without cooperation, everything will be in a big mess. a super big mess! some people tolerate and some people make the decisions. Life's like that.

BUT!!

some people can make the decision, but not all the time! okay? some people tolerate and give in but not all the time! okay? we tolerate and listen but that doesnt mean that we agree with what you have to say. can you please listen to what we have to say?

you're always that bossy. bossy us around and doing this and that. we never had the chance to even voice our opinions. and you say that we have the right to voice out all our comments? so what?! we said what was in our mind and you say we're 'small gas' pulak! what happened? wth..

actually, i dont stupid mind or care that our performance have been shortened or even 'stolen' by others. i dont care that i've wasted RM 17 buying an ugly and overly HUGE yellow shirt! what i care and what i want to know is, what happened to us? why is it so hard cooperating with each other?

why do you have to make this so hard for the rest of us? i thought i was the only one who found it weird why you were the only one to speak and make your fugly comments. but in reality, even the 'most tolerable' and 'nice' (she's really nice! not the bad kind of nice) girl started to complain too.

and what did you say? you said that we were stupid to make our comments. seriously, i am very very sad at the way you treated me like i'm only a stranger. you did everything for the benefit of yourself and not us.

this performance made me realize who are my real friends and who will be with me at hard times. not a friend who only knows how to care for her own interest. i know, i was never your best friend so you need not care even though you know you were supposed to be my best-est best friend..

i am not going to miss you after this. i will only miss who i thought you were, years ago..

i have always been looking forward to all this. but now, i dont think i want to know about it anymore..

say that i am 'small gas' or whatever but mind you, i am not the only one thinking like this about you. so should you be the one to regard yourself before disrespecting us?