tagged by pjing =)

32 Things You Dont Know About Me Until You Read This :

1. What colour is your toothbrush:
- blue with a little green and white. xp

2. Name one person that made you smile today:
- my sister did, at odd hours. and also pjing with the way she answered this tag. XD hehe

3. What were you doing at 8 AM? :
- in front of the tv having my breakfast. xD

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? :
- in front of the computer sorting my stuff.

5. What was the last thing you had to drink? :
- plain water? xD

6. Who was the last person you sent a message to on Facebook? :
- *checking* ok. turns out to be eng seng via friends exposed. XD

7. Ever go camping? :
- of course! i adore camps! xD the best, of course is CC la! =DDD too bad we cant go this year. =(

8. Do you go to church every Sunday? :
- not christian.

9. What did your last text message say? :
- "eh, you know what time is it now? sampat ar? ask me this in the middle of the night!"

10. Where is your dad? :
- in the 2nd floor of sime darby plantations right now.

11. Look to your left. What do you see? :
- a pile of cables/electronic devices.

12. What colour is your watch? :
- very seldom do i wear watches. but i do have a lime green one and a white one.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? :
- talking to yjing. =)

14. How old are you? :
- 16 going on 17 in max 2 month's time.

15. Do you want to change your name? :
- although my name 'speaks' potato or whatever, i still like it. =) my name was SUPPOSED to bring me good luck or whatever, according to those 'suan ming' people. xD

16. How many kids do you want to have? :
- hmm.. never thought about it. xD

17. Would you kiss any of your facebook friends? :
- i've kissed yj on the cheeks before, does that count? xD

18. Who are the best huggers that you know? :
- my friends and family. =)

19. List three favourite colors/shades :
- blue, green, purple

20. Have you ever fallen in love? :
- yes. =X

21. How did you get your worst scar? :
- fell down the steps and got 7 stitches -- if i am not mistaken -- at the back of my head. *ouch!*

22. Do you like cats? :
- no! dislike cats.

23. Do you love anyone? :
- i like pjing's answer for this question. xD "i love those who love me =D" haha. XD

24. What do you hope to get on your birthday? :
- anything will do. =) even a wish is good enough. =)

25. Do you plan any trip for your next coming? :
- bwahaha! my sister and i have already planned on returning to bali once she has graduated from secondary. xD this time we're gonna bring more $$!! xD

26. What do you usually do during the day? :
- stuck myself in front of the computer, watch the idiot box (tv), annoying my sis and vice versa, my sis annoying me, do some reading, eat and sleep. xD

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? :
- nope. hate is a very powerful word. use it carefully. =x

28. Is anyone jealous of you? :
- who would be jealous of me?! lol. mission impossible.

29. Favourite pair of shoes you wear all the time :
- my sport shoes? xp

30. Last song listened to? :
- evan yo's 寂寞.好了

31. Who’s the last person you talked on the phone? :
- yjing. =)

32. What is your favourite number? :
- 5. =)

Tag 5 people to do the same thing :
= yinyean =
= esther =
= zhiyin =
= ing ing =
= shan ci =

sleepless night.

I CANT SLEEP!!!!

to make myself fall asleep, i did some homework and some reading. even made some arrangements for some event next saturday. ooi! you all dont ffk lea. ended up laying on my bed looking up at the ceiling.

my sis entered the room after switching off the computer. we laid in bed and talked. we sambil chit-chat sambil texting on our phones. XD haha. did that right until 2+. i looked at the clock one last time before finally dosing off, and the clock showed 2.44am.

i thought i could finally get some sleep, when suddenly, a STUPID person texted me at 3.12am!! stupid la dui!!! what for? asking me whether i am going to bukit cahaya! stupid!! so totally absurd!! sampat betul! one stupid mistake i did was i forgot to switch the phone to silent mode. arrggghhh!! of all nights. == because of that stupid message, i have to wait another half an hour minimum to doze of again! last time also like that. now still like that. you owe me big time! ><

woke up this morning to a big nose problem. shit! after 7 years, my sinus is back. worse news ever. i hate my sinus problem! ><

i wonder..

this was how all of us looked last year during the last gathering. xp i wonder how much have we changed this year. =DD haha. i'm looking forward to see you all this saturday. =)

friends forever. =D

because of our hectic timetable, we never managed to find a suitable time for both of us to go out together. until today, schin decided to come to eng ann for add maths instead of her usual tomorrow at chi liung. so we went for a trip to jj bukit raja. xD

went to pick her up at 9am. once we reached the complex, we loitered around while babbling non-stop. haha. it has been a long long long time since we last chat. missed her so much. =) seriously, its a while since i heard her talk so much. xD haha.

schin suggested that we buy something which we both liked. and well, we ended up buying a blouse. a blouse which i dont know when i'll have the oppurtunity to wear it. xp not under my dad's supervision, of course. xD wanted to watch the movie 'love happens' but the time was not right. =( too bad laa wei.

and one of our 'tandisional' courses when we go out, we went book hunting. =D on the hunt for good books. hehe. but didnt buy any this time for both of us have a pile of unread books at home awaiting our vision. personally, i've only managed to finish 1/11 books i have. -.-

time flies. with only four hours to spare before tuition, we were dued pronto. haih. although we said we must get out another time, but i dont think our timetables are ok with that. i have too many tuition classes to atend while she has many activities to settle. hopefully we'll find a way. =) haha. schin! i'm waiting for our next outing. =DD

exasperating.

pardon me for my harsh language.

recently found out something that i feel had changed my view towards my life. gawddammit, its nothing good. heard it has done some good in some ways -- which i thought only happens in chick lit or dramas -- that was quite approving. but hell, its not doing any good to me besides being toyed around and being, whaddaya call..? influencer and influencee? sheer rubbish. sheer crap.

once thought that it was a phenomenal thing. now just as disgusting and just as loathsome as the last. what's the darn difference. so its just all the same. 'legend' takes that its true, so called 'chim-ology'. or for my personal view, its truly absurd! and all bullshit.

changed my point of view of my own life. shit. truly shit and nothing but shit. so it has become a joke. a joke that cracks people up. a joke that i dont think is funny! i screwed up just once more. its getting on my nerves and i swear its gonna be suicidal. one fine day i'm gonna scream so darn loud with a voice an octave higher and with the courage to yell that i am through with all this rubbish! taking into account that i am stupid and idiotic in a way i thought i'd never be.

bear in mind that all this is one word -- absurd! totally absurd and exasperating!

december arrives.

i still remember 31 december 2008. went out to celebrate my once-so-glorious PMR results -- which, by now is actually a piece of cake. right after that, 2009 arrives.

started of with january. january, a month full of hope and joy. =) i always loved january for a reason that i can go back to school to be with my friends. and, i can always pretend to be a hardworking student and give the teacher good impressions. xp and most of all, schin's and my birthday is in january la. =DDD haha.

february,

march,

april,

may,

june,

july,

august,

september,

october, the scariest month of the year. not because of halloween but because of the exams. == but still, we all made it through. =)

november passed ever so quickly. the last second of november slipped right through 30 minutes ago.

and now, it is already december. =/ last month of the year. last month of being F4. ( i am fully aware that in Delta we are considered as F5 in october. ==) last month of fooling around with my grades. last month of being free to have fun. next january, although its my favourite month, i cant enjoy it that much for the tension and pressure by my parents will increase day by day. =/

december, december, please stay longer. do not let january come by. do not let my nightmares start so soon. =/

chasing harry winston.

the above are 2 choices for the covers of this book. personally, i would prefer the green one. xp looks nicer and not too elegant. =DD

not that i am an amateur or anything, but i am very into this book. xD the way the author wrote this book was magnificent. as told by the front page of the book, this was written by the same author who wrote the maga movie "The Devil Wears Prada". this is the first book that i've ever read -- in my years of adapting reading as a hobby -- that has described and used words that are can improve my vocabulary and also ease my way of writing. =)

seriously speaking, if one really read this book, one will find out that this book contains some contents that are 18SG and a few unhealthy adaptions by the characters. (honestly speaking, its almost the same as the twilight saga. wild but nice to read.) i feel that it is worth reading and can really pick up a few lessons along the way. =)

since we are having our long holidays, well, another month to go, why not try reading this? =)

forget, forgotten?

once a day i thought i would never forget.
not even until the end of time.
but hey, i've forgotten it already. =D
bwahaha! xD
it turns out so easy to be forgotten. lol.
i didnt even remember that day until i noticed that that day passed some days ago. =D

as a conclusion, nothing is impossible to forget.
as long as you dont think about it and dont bring it up, you'll forget in a jiffy. =D

life's good. =D
(i am not helping LG with a commercial here. xp)

Buddhist Camp day 2

woke up to a very tired body with the urge to go back into my dreams. i wanted to call up tts and say i dont want to go anymore. but hey, sounds very childish and a very stupid act. so i forced myself up to a sitting position and started to recall what i should be doing. haha XD

i was stupid enough to not check the timetable. register at 7.30 but i reached at 7. my gawd, i could have slept for another half an hour la wei. XD kek sim betul. upon reaching the school hall, the winners of the 'chao jing' competition was out and placed on the notice board. lalala~ champion la wei! =DDD haha! xp earn back the point for 'popping' my baby the day before. XD if i am not mistaken, the first activity was to watch a movie and share with others what you'll leanrt/gained. the movie was about love for the family. i've seen quite a lot of these movies so wy and i decided for a round to the ladies. which we ended up rounding the whole school and was caught lepaking by 2 seniors. lol. this movie wasnt exactly boring but wasnt very exciting either cuz the screen wasnt very clear. if i was watching at home, i would have cried. at school, sorry la, not enough effects to make me drop a single tear. but nh cried like crazy. == was a bit taken aback though. hehe.

after sharing our thoughts and a singing session, we went for lunch. the only thing i still held hope for. XD after lunch was another talk. i wanted to doze off during this talk but somebody informed me that this lecturer was very keen at asking people to stand up and answer questions. urgh!! there goes my nap. == so i stayed awake half-heartily. honestly, this talk was actually quite meaningful. i really learnt something from it. but due to my tired-ness, i dozed off in the end. and guess what, tts came patting my shoulder and asked, "sleeping ar?" i nod la. bodoh betul. just dozed off also can be caught by tts. == and hello, he was actually sitting quite far behind me laa. how could he have noticed? i was looking at the front sleeping. XD

next was a treasure hunt. it was really 'chi kek' la wei. we have a list of things to find but we dont know where is it hidden. very geng la. haha. my group made it through all 4 levels and ended up in 2nd place. not bad la. unexpected actually. hehe. right after this treasure hunt, it was the closing ceremony. my group was the 1st runner up overall in this camp. buei pai lea. haha. really unexpected.

i enjoyed this camp. its my first and also my last. =) i dont regret joining it already. haha XD

Buddhist Camp day 1

firstly to say that if tts hadnt came and asked me personally to go for this camp, i would say, sorry, not interested. == i had a bad memory of buddhist camps, thank you very much.

ok, when i reached school and found out my group mates were a lil out of expectation, i was like, "can i go home?" but i resisted the urge to go. not a good thing to do. but when the first talk started, oh gawd, i couldnt resist the urge anymore. one more move and it'll pull the trigger. seriously and honestly speaking, i've been listening to the life story of the Buddha since before primary and i am listening to the same thing again just with different people and a thinks-that-he-is-very-funny teacher. (no offence to those who takes accounts under him) luckily, so lucky that my group is right beside wy's. we keep chatting and discussing who is sleeping and who looks like they're gonna fall any minute. and obviously, not many people were listening. i even say this to myself : zy, you are SO lucky you didnt came. xD

the only thing i enjoyed on the first day was the FOOD. XD ooi, nice lea. i was so hungry that i took 2 servings. (cham, i'm growing plum fast.) the R&R before meals were a little different from my last buddhist camp so i kinda did a lil mistake. lol. but who cares. nobody saw me anyways. after lunch, all 'campers' have to participate in an activity called 'chao jing'. one person from each group will be selected to fight for 1000 points. only one person can win. and i was the one representing my group. i didnt put any hopes because my handwriting is getting worse and worse. lol. the atmosphere wasnt so boring after lunch. in fact, i kinda enjoyed the activities after lunch. xD

before going home, we had a telematch. my group's station were from the F1 block back to dataran and from dataran to F1 block again. all so far apart with a need to run fast. i could have sworn i felt my legs giving out a 'crack' sound when i ran. xp it was a tiring day. i kinda look forward to the next day. =) somebody even reminded me,"eh, tomorrow remember to come ar!" i said, "will think about it." "you dont seem like somebody who would stop things half way." "who knows, i might be." =DD until the next day it is. =)