tagged by esther. =)

- You -

First Name : Zhi Han

Nickname : (getting more and more. losing count)

Name you wish you had : i like my name just the way it is. =)

What do people normally mistake your name for : that i am a boy -.-

Birthday : 28th of January, 1993.

Birthplace : Subang Jaya

Time of Birth : before noon, dont know what time.

Single or taken : *ngek ngek ngek* xp

Zodiac sign : Aquarius


- Your Appearance -

How tall are you : 159cm.

Wish you were taller : as long as i am taller than my sister then i'm fine. xD

Eye colour : black

Eye colour you want : hazel? XD haha

Natural Hair color : black

Current Hair color : black

Short or long hair : long hair.

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : Nope.

Last time you did something dramatic with your hair : 3 years ago, they kinda set a bom on my hair. making it look so darn dramatic and punk. -.-

Glasses or contacts : i wear both.

Do you wear make-up : nope

Ever had hair extensions : nope

Paint your nails : cant do so.


- In the Opposite Gender -

What color eyes : no comment.

What color hair : black

Shy or Outgoing : of course outgoing.

Looks or personality : the greedy part of me wants both. but personality is definitely more important.

Sexy or Cute : cute? xp

Serious or Fun : both have their pros and cons. =)

Older or Younger than you : either same age or older is preferable.

A turn on : what's this?

A turn off : huh?


- This or That -

Flowers or Chocolates : by my size, definitely chocolate! =DDD

Pepsi or Coke : coke

Rap or Rock : some of this and some of that.

Relationship or One-night stand : relationship.

School or Work : School =)

Love or Money : can i have both? xD

Movies or Music : i want both! xD

Country or City : city =) but sometimes country too. xp

Sunny or Rainy days : i like both with its pros and cons.

Friends or Family : both. =D


- Have You Ever -

Lied : i did, i did, i did.

Stole something : nope

Smoked : I HATE SMOKERS/SMOKING!

Hurt someone close to you : yes. have done that before. =(

Broke someone's heart : dont think so.

Had your heart broken : yes.

Wondered what was wrong with you : kinda?

Wish you were a prince / princess : parts of the dreams when i was a lil girl. =)

Liked someone who was taken : never occured.

Shaved your head : never will i shave.

Been in love : yes.

Used chopsticks : i'm chinese, of course i've used chopsticks.

Sang in the mirror to yourself : nope


- Favourites -

Flower : dont think i have a particularly favourable one.

Candy : chocolates counted? xD

Song : a lot of songs are to my choice. =)

Scent : anything strong will trigger my nose. -.-

Color : blue, black, white, green and purple. xp

Movie : a lot a lot a lot. =)

Singer : no particular one.

Word : quite a few? haha.

Junk food : almost any junk food? =DD

Website : all my friend's blogs and a few random sites. =D

Location : in a house, on th street, in a town, in this state, in this country called malaysia. =p

Animal : idk. xp

Ever cried over someone : yes

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : can i be greedy and ask that i want to be better in everything? XD

Do you think you're attractive : nope.

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : not sure.

Do you play any sports : mainly running marathons.


- The Rules -
Link to your taggers and post these rules.
List eight random facts about yourself and tag eight people.

Okay, here goes my "eight random facts" :
1. I am someone with a perky attitude.
2. I am someone who loves ss-ing with my friends.
3. I love my friends and family.
4. I want to achieve my ambition.
5. I am someone who have big dreams but kinda lazy to put in effort.
6. I like being busy and stressed up rather than being too free at home.
7. I enjoy ponteng-ing class. XD
8. I can be quite unpredictable sometimes. xp


- Tags -
1. shu ping
2. pee jing
3. vivian lim
4. yin yean
5. ing ing
6. eric
7. tracy
8. yjing

6B Year 2005.

the 20 attendants yesterday. exactly 10 girls and 10 boys. xp a few unexpected people showed up =D whereas some said they would come but didnt show up at last =(

i think the best time was when we played the 'killer & police' card game. some killers kill by blinking 2 eyes. making me blur and some more accuse me for not dying. LOL. and a few killers wanted to kill their partner (another killer). the funniest, me and deng sheng kept looking at each other, i thought he was the killer when he thought i was the killer. == ended up we were both residents. XD haha.

we had a fun time. hope for another round? xp

3 more days.

3 more days until the brats come back.
they're gonna be here for 2 whole months.
2 months i'm gonna say goodbye to the peace and quiet house.
2 months without any freedom to do my stuff with them barging around.
2 months i wont be able to tune the tv.
2 months i will have to DEVOTE my life to the 2 brats.
2 months of non-stop screaming and yelling.

2 whole months.

my sis even reminded me that if we were to do anything, must accomplish it in these 3 days or we will never have the chance to do it. and, she's pretty much right about it.

i am keeping my fingers crossed, very tightly crossed that they've changed that princess attitude of theirs before coming back. ><

tagged by pjing =)

32 Things You Dont Know About Me Until You Read This :

1. What colour is your toothbrush:
- blue with a little green and white. xp

2. Name one person that made you smile today:
- my sister did, at odd hours. and also pjing with the way she answered this tag. XD hehe

3. What were you doing at 8 AM? :
- in front of the tv having my breakfast. xD

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? :
- in front of the computer sorting my stuff.

5. What was the last thing you had to drink? :
- plain water? xD

6. Who was the last person you sent a message to on Facebook? :
- *checking* ok. turns out to be eng seng via friends exposed. XD

7. Ever go camping? :
- of course! i adore camps! xD the best, of course is CC la! =DDD too bad we cant go this year. =(

8. Do you go to church every Sunday? :
- not christian.

9. What did your last text message say? :
- "eh, you know what time is it now? sampat ar? ask me this in the middle of the night!"

10. Where is your dad? :
- in the 2nd floor of sime darby plantations right now.

11. Look to your left. What do you see? :
- a pile of cables/electronic devices.

12. What colour is your watch? :
- very seldom do i wear watches. but i do have a lime green one and a white one.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night? :
- talking to yjing. =)

14. How old are you? :
- 16 going on 17 in max 2 month's time.

15. Do you want to change your name? :
- although my name 'speaks' potato or whatever, i still like it. =) my name was SUPPOSED to bring me good luck or whatever, according to those 'suan ming' people. xD

16. How many kids do you want to have? :
- hmm.. never thought about it. xD

17. Would you kiss any of your facebook friends? :
- i've kissed yj on the cheeks before, does that count? xD

18. Who are the best huggers that you know? :
- my friends and family. =)

19. List three favourite colors/shades :
- blue, green, purple

20. Have you ever fallen in love? :
- yes. =X

21. How did you get your worst scar? :
- fell down the steps and got 7 stitches -- if i am not mistaken -- at the back of my head. *ouch!*

22. Do you like cats? :
- no! dislike cats.

23. Do you love anyone? :
- i like pjing's answer for this question. xD "i love those who love me =D" haha. XD

24. What do you hope to get on your birthday? :
- anything will do. =) even a wish is good enough. =)

25. Do you plan any trip for your next coming? :
- bwahaha! my sister and i have already planned on returning to bali once she has graduated from secondary. xD this time we're gonna bring more $$!! xD

26. What do you usually do during the day? :
- stuck myself in front of the computer, watch the idiot box (tv), annoying my sis and vice versa, my sis annoying me, do some reading, eat and sleep. xD

27. Do you hate anyone that you know right now? :
- nope. hate is a very powerful word. use it carefully. =x

28. Is anyone jealous of you? :
- who would be jealous of me?! lol. mission impossible.

29. Favourite pair of shoes you wear all the time :
- my sport shoes? xp

30. Last song listened to? :
- evan yo's 寂寞.好了

31. Who’s the last person you talked on the phone? :
- yjing. =)

32. What is your favourite number? :
- 5. =)

Tag 5 people to do the same thing :
= yinyean =
= esther =
= zhiyin =
= ing ing =
= shan ci =

sleepless night.

I CANT SLEEP!!!!

to make myself fall asleep, i did some homework and some reading. even made some arrangements for some event next saturday. ooi! you all dont ffk lea. ended up laying on my bed looking up at the ceiling.

my sis entered the room after switching off the computer. we laid in bed and talked. we sambil chit-chat sambil texting on our phones. XD haha. did that right until 2+. i looked at the clock one last time before finally dosing off, and the clock showed 2.44am.

i thought i could finally get some sleep, when suddenly, a STUPID person texted me at 3.12am!! stupid la dui!!! what for? asking me whether i am going to bukit cahaya! stupid!! so totally absurd!! sampat betul! one stupid mistake i did was i forgot to switch the phone to silent mode. arrggghhh!! of all nights. == because of that stupid message, i have to wait another half an hour minimum to doze of again! last time also like that. now still like that. you owe me big time! ><

woke up this morning to a big nose problem. shit! after 7 years, my sinus is back. worse news ever. i hate my sinus problem! ><

i wonder..

this was how all of us looked last year during the last gathering. xp i wonder how much have we changed this year. =DD haha. i'm looking forward to see you all this saturday. =)

friends forever. =D

because of our hectic timetable, we never managed to find a suitable time for both of us to go out together. until today, schin decided to come to eng ann for add maths instead of her usual tomorrow at chi liung. so we went for a trip to jj bukit raja. xD

went to pick her up at 9am. once we reached the complex, we loitered around while babbling non-stop. haha. it has been a long long long time since we last chat. missed her so much. =) seriously, its a while since i heard her talk so much. xD haha.

schin suggested that we buy something which we both liked. and well, we ended up buying a blouse. a blouse which i dont know when i'll have the oppurtunity to wear it. xp not under my dad's supervision, of course. xD wanted to watch the movie 'love happens' but the time was not right. =( too bad laa wei.

and one of our 'tandisional' courses when we go out, we went book hunting. =D on the hunt for good books. hehe. but didnt buy any this time for both of us have a pile of unread books at home awaiting our vision. personally, i've only managed to finish 1/11 books i have. -.-

time flies. with only four hours to spare before tuition, we were dued pronto. haih. although we said we must get out another time, but i dont think our timetables are ok with that. i have too many tuition classes to atend while she has many activities to settle. hopefully we'll find a way. =) haha. schin! i'm waiting for our next outing. =DD

exasperating.

pardon me for my harsh language.

recently found out something that i feel had changed my view towards my life. gawddammit, its nothing good. heard it has done some good in some ways -- which i thought only happens in chick lit or dramas -- that was quite approving. but hell, its not doing any good to me besides being toyed around and being, whaddaya call..? influencer and influencee? sheer rubbish. sheer crap.

once thought that it was a phenomenal thing. now just as disgusting and just as loathsome as the last. what's the darn difference. so its just all the same. 'legend' takes that its true, so called 'chim-ology'. or for my personal view, its truly absurd! and all bullshit.

changed my point of view of my own life. shit. truly shit and nothing but shit. so it has become a joke. a joke that cracks people up. a joke that i dont think is funny! i screwed up just once more. its getting on my nerves and i swear its gonna be suicidal. one fine day i'm gonna scream so darn loud with a voice an octave higher and with the courage to yell that i am through with all this rubbish! taking into account that i am stupid and idiotic in a way i thought i'd never be.

bear in mind that all this is one word -- absurd! totally absurd and exasperating!

december arrives.

i still remember 31 december 2008. went out to celebrate my once-so-glorious PMR results -- which, by now is actually a piece of cake. right after that, 2009 arrives.

started of with january. january, a month full of hope and joy. =) i always loved january for a reason that i can go back to school to be with my friends. and, i can always pretend to be a hardworking student and give the teacher good impressions. xp and most of all, schin's and my birthday is in january la. =DDD haha.

february,

march,

april,

may,

june,

july,

august,

september,

october, the scariest month of the year. not because of halloween but because of the exams. == but still, we all made it through. =)

november passed ever so quickly. the last second of november slipped right through 30 minutes ago.

and now, it is already december. =/ last month of the year. last month of being F4. ( i am fully aware that in Delta we are considered as F5 in october. ==) last month of fooling around with my grades. last month of being free to have fun. next january, although its my favourite month, i cant enjoy it that much for the tension and pressure by my parents will increase day by day. =/

december, december, please stay longer. do not let january come by. do not let my nightmares start so soon. =/

chasing harry winston.

the above are 2 choices for the covers of this book. personally, i would prefer the green one. xp looks nicer and not too elegant. =DD

not that i am an amateur or anything, but i am very into this book. xD the way the author wrote this book was magnificent. as told by the front page of the book, this was written by the same author who wrote the maga movie "The Devil Wears Prada". this is the first book that i've ever read -- in my years of adapting reading as a hobby -- that has described and used words that are can improve my vocabulary and also ease my way of writing. =)

seriously speaking, if one really read this book, one will find out that this book contains some contents that are 18SG and a few unhealthy adaptions by the characters. (honestly speaking, its almost the same as the twilight saga. wild but nice to read.) i feel that it is worth reading and can really pick up a few lessons along the way. =)

since we are having our long holidays, well, another month to go, why not try reading this? =)