All The Best!

May Luck Be By Your Side =)

after tonnes of scolding and discussions, we hope that you guys will 'sang sang seng seng' and dont disappoint us =)

you guys improved a lot.

regardless attitude wise or your skills.

we are proud of you guys =)

5 teams in total.

we hope the best for you and although we might not be there on the day of competition, but we will be keeping our fingers crossed for you guys while working on maths! xD

to one of the teams,

you guys are the best no matter what.

i know the chances of winning is well.. you know..

but to us, you guys are the champs.

believe in yourselves and do your best.

who knows, miracles will happen. =)

after all, you guys are trained by the best first aider (tts xD) in Div. 14! xD

you will make us proud!

to another team,

you know what will the results be.

i know you know.

you guys are trained by me and i hope the best i gave was enough to let you guys get something back.

good luck! =)

make us proud =)

the other 3 teams.

starting from a total zero and going to the standard you guys are today is good enough.

with only a few trainings with us, you guys still can be something if you put your heart to it. =)

all the best! =)

Remember, no matter how far or how high you go, you are from Division 14 & Division Kwang Hua (G) Cadet.

* 

the only picture taken.

requested by shao qian. xD

very zi lian punya orang.

before snapping this shot pun have to go see his reflection in the mirror and re-do his hair! buei tahan! i am a girl pun tak nampak i buat macam tu! =P

*sigh

Communication. it is very important in our everyday life. we think, talk, we write, we feel. we use words or speech to express what we have in mind. i feel that, communication is very important.

Cooperation. without cooperation, everything will be in a big mess. a super big mess! some people tolerate and some people make the decisions. Life's like that.

BUT!!

some people can make the decision, but not all the time! okay? some people tolerate and give in but not all the time! okay? we tolerate and listen but that doesnt mean that we agree with what you have to say. can you please listen to what we have to say?

you're always that bossy. bossy us around and doing this and that. we never had the chance to even voice our opinions. and you say that we have the right to voice out all our comments? so what?! we said what was in our mind and you say we're 'small gas' pulak! what happened? wth..

actually, i dont stupid mind or care that our performance have been shortened or even 'stolen' by others. i dont care that i've wasted RM 17 buying an ugly and overly HUGE yellow shirt! what i care and what i want to know is, what happened to us? why is it so hard cooperating with each other?

why do you have to make this so hard for the rest of us? i thought i was the only one who found it weird why you were the only one to speak and make your fugly comments. but in reality, even the 'most tolerable' and 'nice' (she's really nice! not the bad kind of nice) girl started to complain too.

and what did you say? you said that we were stupid to make our comments. seriously, i am very very sad at the way you treated me like i'm only a stranger. you did everything for the benefit of yourself and not us.

this performance made me realize who are my real friends and who will be with me at hard times. not a friend who only knows how to care for her own interest. i know, i was never your best friend so you need not care even though you know you were supposed to be my best-est best friend..

i am not going to miss you after this. i will only miss who i thought you were, years ago..

i have always been looking forward to all this. but now, i dont think i want to know about it anymore..

say that i am 'small gas' or whatever but mind you, i am not the only one thinking like this about you. so should you be the one to regard yourself before disrespecting us?

i got a feeling!

unlike other people, counting down the days till SPM, i am counting down the days until AFTER SPM! xD (just like Vincci, dont know who thought of it first xD)

38 more days to go =)

sounds far away but in reality, its just a mere month. come on and get it over with. =D

i will study my own style, my own way. =) i know, 13 days. but let me enjoy the last few days in high school, can? 

i got a feeling! wuuhuu~ xD i got a feeling that this week's gonna be a good week! =]

3 more days till graduation! i will cherish ALL THE days, hours, minutes, SECONDS we have together. until the end of high school.

we'll never know the future but let's make a promise to be friends for a life time. =)

I ♥ My Friends.

I ♥ High School.

I ♥ the 5 years in Kwang Hua.

dreams.

hello november! i know this wish is let's see, 6 days late, but seriously, it did not occur to me that 11 months passed so soon. i still remember Grace Tay counting down another 55 weeks until SPM. yea right, now its another 16 days (excluding today) until SPM. and teehee, yours sincerely is not anxious about it yet. no, that does not mean i am not studying. i am studying, just not so so so gan jiong about it. which is a VERY BAD thing i suppose.

i wonder is it because i already have a place in college so i am not working so hard? i wonder what happened to my diligence during the Form 3 "darurat"? i need that urge to study like no tomorrow if i still want to see the 10A+ on my SPM slip. i know its impossible if i continue this way.

well, supposing i wont update my blog so often anymore. the next post should be after graduation day and it should be about graduation day =)

in another 4 more days, i will graduate from kwang hua. i hope, i can enjoy this graduation and let it be one of the unforgettable events in my life. =]

wonder how will college life be? xD

.laugh. ♥ .them.

this week was kinda PACKED with DISAPPOINTMENT.

but, who cares when you have your friends around? xD

they are the people who cheered my week on =D

monday  ♥ 

after school.

no where to practice our dance so we practiced under the big trees =D

this photo was taken using self timer ON TOP of a teacher's car! xD xD

luckily we didnt scratch it! xD

 ♥  makes kh looks so environment friendly xD

which isnt really true =P

self-timerrrr annnnddd JUMP! xD

jhow looks like ultraman! xD

shao qian scolding me! =(

thuan song paling pro with cameras! =D

see how light i am? xD

even karen can carry me xD

=P

how come her eyes seems to be closed in every picture? =(

the teoh thuan song! =D

fisheye on purpose! xD

revenge for karen! =P

 ♥ wednesday

the girl who made si en and me sampat! xD

karen is too heavy until hui gee cant barge! =P

KRS! =D from left! 2010, 2009, 2008! xD

* i lost my 2009 one on wednesday! =((((( *

the 2 yellow bulbs! ta-daaaa!!

reaching for the stars tiang!

soh ling's car following from behind

i am so envious! she plays the piano so perfectly! x)

sc too of course! xD

this is fake as you can see. spoil my aunt's piano only! xD

our whole dancing group at my aunt's house! =)

it was a happy day! xD

photo courtesy of thuan song (camera man)! xD

 ♥  ♥ 

went to kp after that to get our attire =D

waiting for yj's car to pick us up from kp

left just the few of us.

eg. karen and i! =D

my teacher! =D

teaching me physics! xp

he's a really good friend =)

thursday morning.

drawn by me in the home nursing room.

sometimes i feel like its a waste of time.

but whatever.

this saturday is the last.

no more, no how.

you guys disrespect us, disappoint us, do not show us your commitment!

what's the point of wasting our time on this kind of attitude//behavior?

 ♥  thursday noon 

our super yao teng specs! xD

shao qian and i acting yeng! xD

what's up?

me and qiu shuang =)

shao qian says that i definitely cant get the 3 of us into the picture.

tada! who says i cant? =DD 

 ♥  them.

 ♥  laughs.

 ♥  life no matter what =)

i wonder..

yea, i am stupid. i know i know. i shouldnt even bother. why do i need to bother? my responsibility? no. i dont even need to care if they lose everything. it wont affect me at all! but why? why do i even want to waste my time on them?

i sacrificed my time to study to TR la, go here la, go there la just to help them but they never really gave their 100% and i dont see any signs of appreciation. at least, not from the guys. both their trainers nearly gave up on them. both of them told me, "dont need to train already lar! i quit!" i feel the same way for the girls.

its so sickening to teach and teach and teach the same thing over and over again. 1 team is trying their best but can never get it right, 2 teams are making me sicker and sicker. 3 teams! in charge of 3 teams! i decided to only put my focus on 1 of them. i am not supergirl! i need to study..

i think i have had the last straw. i dont care, say i am a failure, say i am useless, but i will not be training them anymore. i told them today was the last and they can still play and so many absentees, that's not my problem. i've done my part.

i feel so sinful for not studying yesterday. so so so sinful! well, 1 hour spent on them means less 1 hour of sleep. i'm gonna work towards my goal. i know its late, but i wont give up on my studies no matter how much i want to do so! >:( I'm Gonna Work For It!! >:)

the good times :)

life is hectic as we know it. running here and there getting to our destinations and doing what we love. without every incident that happens everyday, life is simply bo-ring! =D so i enjoy my hectic lifestyle. =DD especially my last weekend. =)

After Grace Tay on saturday, i went to Taylor's College Subang Jaya. my final decision. I registered myself for SAM at TCSJ. paid the amount and got my NS deferment letter. i will no longer go for my NS next year =D and hopefully never? xD

Taylor's Lakeside Campus was WOW! its too commercialized, yes, but its.. awesome? i dont know. according to jhow, its like a place for those 'bai ga zai'! lol! i dont want to be a 'bai ga zai' -.- imagine, Starbucks, Baskin Robbins, Wong Kok restaurant, The Terrance and many other shops INSIDE the campus. o.0!! and its written there "many more... Coming Soon!" -.=!!

yea, i took a picture of you. haha!

before i go australia, i want to try a year in lakeside campus. haha! =P I am NOT a bai ga zai! xp

was late to alfred's class because of the jam and the registration which seems to take forever. =(

editing//'trimming' songs were superbly HARD. idk how to function the movie maker at all. nil knowledge about it. all i did was :"jhow! nolar! the -A very cacat lar" or "jhow! that one not finished la!" or "not here la! that one la! change the amplitude!" xD xD luckily jh can tolerate me haha!

dont want to talk about how i struggled with time at night to settle the freaky training sessions and also the syllabus with shao qian. horrible. i hate planning all those =(

4 hours of sleep and i'm of to New Balance's Run For It 4 marathon. this marathon make me sick in a way that a couple of 'small' boys (around 13 or 14y/o) were throwing swear words at each other and yelling to each other at the top of their lungs in the middle of the road. seriously! i want to give each of them a double-oscillation SLAP! shut up and run la! and the worse part, they asked me :"how can you keep running and dont stop?" urghhh!! i ran faster just to get rid of those stupid guys. after the run, they saw me and came up to me, and guess what did i do? i spilled my vico at the sight of them walking towards me. -.-! sampat punya orang.

anyways, went to vensiew's house and also a studio in idk-which-part-of-eng-ann to practice our performance. photos as per below. dont choke and dont laugh! xD

at eng ann outside king kong. =D

sc seems pregnant! xD

from my camera

from her camera xD

waka-waka eh-eh!

x)

vom! xD

watch our graduation performance and you'll know what is it about =DD

sampat leh? hahaha!

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

the studio disco!

5s2! <3

rushed to watch my aunt's musical after that.

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i am just trying to help my aunt who worked so hard to make her musicals a success =)

I Love My Hectic Lifestyle.

although its really stressful at times xp