it has come to the end of August. 2 more days and it'll be the starting of a new month. that means a month closer to the year end exam. and dang it! i havent started my revision. thanks to lazy me, im flunking. when my parents asks me why, i'll tell them because i dont feel like studying anymore? hmm.. maybe that'll be a good reason. maybe i'll get myself out of that situation after getting 2 slaps on the face, just so i know shame is 5-fingered.
on the other side, i still have difficulty sleeping at night. really really hard to get myself to sleep and hell knows why. i tossed and turned on my bed for 3 hours last night before i fell asleep. all those horrible nights. all those unbearable nights. when i can finally get myself to sleep, i have nightmares. so dramatic. hate those nights, cold under the covers and restless.
sometimes i just feel like getting out of the city and go to the country side. go to a wide field where i can oversee the horizon. lay there and watch the scenery, watch the sky, watch the stars. or maybe just shout my throat out to cool myself down. i want to go about, go relax, go get a good night sleep...
that's all i want. is that too much to ask for?
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