chat with mom.

someone once told me something about arrows.
mom asked me,
told me not to 'simply' shoot,
"what do you plan to study after secondary?"
or he'll be deeply hurt.
i replied, '' science? ''
i promised i wont shoot.
she said, " go find a college or university in Melbourne."
something triggered the arrow.
"what if i cant find a suitable one?"
but i wasnt the one who shot that arrow.
"there will be one."
i was the victim of the opponents arrow.
"what if its not good enough?"
when he is happily ruling his life,
"you'll find your way around"
i am in hell.
me, * speechless *
how can somebody fetch me from earth to heaven,
mom, "dont forget you should try and work after SPM"
and throw me down from heaven to hell?
*stared at her with an opened mouth*
although i have gotten myself back to earth,
"mom, i havent finish my Form4.."
but i am wondering, when will i be back in heaven once more?
what a topic, really 'fei' and ending up so darn speechless.
from the bottom of my heart, i sincerely wish both of you all the best.
you are better off without me. i can see she loves you much more than i do.