idiot-ish.

i am being so ridiculous. yea yea, this is me, cant change this stupid attitude no matter how much i want to.

i feel like a jerk. i made myself feel pathetic, i made my friends in dilemma whether to help me or just leave me facing my headaches, nightmares all by myself.

ARGHH!!! i want to scream, i want to shriek!!!!!!

i dont want to burden my friends, not now, not ever. ><


**, i know your habit, i know what you are intending to do. just so you know, i understand you more than you think i do.

**, i can only give you my sincere apologies. i am truly sorry for the trouble and my stupidity.

**, thank you, my friend. =') du bist sui laa, i will remember that. =') i know, i know, exams is around the corner. i wont give up no matter how much i want to. thank you! =)

**, did i managed to help you or did i burden you even more? i am sorry if i did. ><> i wish you all the best! **, jia you!! you once said that to me, now its my turn to tell you. =) jyjy!!!