a promising rain woke me up from my sleep at 3am thursday morning. couldnt get back to sleep afterwards. woke up and sat in front of my desk with my opened sejarah textbook. i listened to the sounds of rain and my mind started to wander.
an hour later, i realized that i have been reading the same page, same row for who-knows how many umpteen times. since i couldnt bring myself to study, i might as well get back to bed.
the rain continued pouring and i continued to wander. its obvious how much i cant sleep that day.
entered the classroom with test pad and my 'utensils'. looked at the question paper and i was blank. so blank. nothing came into my mind, i couldnt remember a thing. reached for my pen and pencil and started 'shooting' for the correct answer. bloody sejarah. ish!
answered the paper while it was raining outside. at least it was drizzling a bit. the feeling of just-laying-and-stop-answering oozed inside me. i just wanted to give up SO much! the idea of getting 56/140 marks seem SO HARD! (fyi, 56/140 is just to PASS the paper.) i dont even think i can get a 50 out of sejarah. ish!
suan le ba, i never liked sejarah anyways. =/
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