rumours.

rumours.
they came at the right time.
i heard,
i knew,
i am relieved.

before,
i chose not to listen,

but now,
i do hope its true.
it must be.
because i need the remedy.

let it all be true.
let it rust in me.
then, i'll find a way to get through this.

i am not egoistic,
but just fear..

i will not
let myself be in this way.
i will
find a way out of this.
i am
on my way.

its just a matter of time. =)