Tuesday, June 15, 2010

anxiety? xD

150+ days and the F5s will be facing SPM. anxiety because i havent finish the syllabus. lol! so many teachers are giving us advice saying we should study now as there's not much time left. i really wanted to study, just that every time i face the books, i suspect my hypothalamus and pituitary glands have a special hormone which will be secreted to make my eyes close voluntarily.

around 15 days for each subject excluding time for trials. i dont seem like an SPM candidate. i can still online and not study while some have already deactivated their facebook accounts and some are determined not to be near the computer. what about me? i am watching 3 times more tv than i normally do, i am reading books, yes, reading the shopaholic series, but that wont help, will it? i am trying to spend more time out of the house and of course trying to escape the nasty grasp of my dear books. i am so dead.

when school reopens, i am gonna have to face my doom. for one, i'll be getting back my midterm papers. definitely keeping my fingers crossed. i worked doubly harder than i did for the PPD paper so this time, i hope i improved in every paper. =X well, i believe that's every student's hope, right?

well, gotta try cutting down some time in front of the pc. must try to implement the determination of sitting in front of my desk to study for at least two hours! >< jia you ar..!

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