Nationals.

oh bother. one more day and its the nationals. sc asked me, "arent you anxious? nationals wor.. sounds scary.." and i replied, "not even a tiny bit!" i should be, shouldnt i? but who cares, i dont take it seriously anyways. the only thing i care is to NOT get the last in the nationals. =D

i never liked first aid training. not even once. i hate to do short case because its always in a mess and i will get all those bored looks from the judges. so i EXTREMELY hate short case. although it used to be my favourite during area competition. xD yea, i know its my fault my team so not semangat lar, so not cooperative lar, so not determined, so not confident, bla bla bla.. whatever lar. i dont care! i've contributed enough!

my parents once scolded me for participating so actively in st john. i retorted that they would never understand how fun st john is. they scolded me for contributing so much when i wont get anything back in return. i said it is okay, i dont mind and i like it. but now! ha-ha-ha! say no more! i dont need my parents to say a word about my participation. i even swore to them, once after national competition, i would never go back there again. =)

so in short, today is the last day i am ever going to HQ for training. shao qian said that we should take a picture, but too bad, everybody went home already. i feel relieved and happy. =)

after discussion, my team agreed that we would aim on something, at least lar.. dont terlalu memperxiasuikan diri. lol. we chose to aim for home nursing although our last home nursing training was for state competition. haha. just t.r.y. lo. =)

i am awaiting sunday night when the competition ends and i can finally shake the burden lose. =) i just cant wait...