its raining! ~

its raining so heavily.
the school field is gonna be yucky.
my shoe is gonna go byebye.
why why why?
why rain on the day before Sports Day?
so so so bad luck.
my poor feet! T'T
not to mention that i hurt my leg this morning.
somewhere around the knee.
still hurts. hopefully my foot drill tomorrow wont be 'bi4 heng2'.
quite 'xiasui' de lea. xD
rain rain go away! please please please!
xP

fat! xD ~

i looked at weighing scale just now,
and got a shock of my life! xP
[a bit exaggerating la]
i am 2kg heavier!
undeniable, i am really shocked! haha
no wonder when i wanted to wear my sis's pants this morning,
it wouldnt fit! xD
its not the fact that she is younger than me,
i can fit into my sister's cloths easily!
even those that she feels that its tight! haha
but now, oh my gosh!
really gotta slow down on the food i take.
way too much!
well, i wont skip meals,
i'll just control what i take. =D
i dont want to become fatter and fatter! ==

so sleepy! ~

oh my gawd! i feel so so so sleepy!
i so want to lay on the bed and sleep all day.
sleep until i am totally refreshed.
but i dont think i have the time! T'T
i am quite curious,
my friends and i,
all are involved in the Raptai,
but why they are not so tired?
why are they still so 'semangat' everyday?
really curious why i cant be like them. haiz!
i think MAYBE it is because i meet with more teachers than them. xD
apply this and apply that.
i quite like doing my job,
but it can be really frustrating sometimes.
weird, am i? =P

failure~

i thought i'd be good at it.
i thought im able to change them.
to teach them and to help them.
but they never listen.
i was talking in front and they are talking at the back.
let them proceed with practical and they know nothing.
i was teaching with all my heart in front.
my gawd! but i dont want to scold them.
i dont want to say a word.
they are bad enough already.
such a failure. haiz.
i dont think i put hope in them.
no heart at all.
some are willing to learn.
but others just come for fun.
ridiculous.

mamma mia~

bah! this post is just crap.
write for fun punya. xD
came online and decided to go play the game yj introduced me, pet society. xP
a kinda childish game after i tried playing it.
haha. but at least better than sitting around doing nothing.
and a very silly thing was that yj & hk suggested that i name my pet ==> hot 'N' spicy
xD lol. that's for a specific reason.
a secret too. haha. the reason is very lame.
i think i rather name my pet hanzi more than hot 'N' spicy.
but than again, hot 'N' spicy is better than kiam kiam, FATberry, lorry and lipas.
haha. yj, hk, hg & zy, am i right? =DD

[ps. this entry is really pure crap! =D ]

good for me? hope so~

wakaka. i finally finished half of my "mountaineous" homework! dont need so pekchek edi. can online chit-chat. in the class, the teacher always says " now class, stop chit-chatting and do your work! " aiyoyo. so today i did my work, not her work. i was doing add math in math class. haha. the next monthly test is coming, and im not prepared at all. i never tried the add math paper before, so i got no idea how to do the questions. fyi, my add math homework was never doned by me, i just 'photocopied' my friends' papers. unless i like that topic very much then i'll do it. what to do? sports day is next week, rehearsals bla bla bla. sure will eat a lot of time. hope i can finish my homework and get better results in my studies~! =)

humour? ~

why do you think this is dented?

oohh, so you noticed..

who says?

you were saying?

math pro? not me

any thing to complain? haha

nice limo for someone living there

i dont mind the cockroaches getting cancer, do you?

pick, A or B?

please read the sign! =)

a good laugh~

still tired and kept 'fishing' in class today. hk says that we all seem to be suffering from concussion after coming back. and i think i agree with her. we were all blur and our eyes were half-closed. haha =D and i found a way to get rid of the sleepiness. hk and i went to give out the meeting agenda today, and we told a senior about our torturing days. we laughed and laughed at the thought of all the jokes or funny incidents that happened there. both of us laughed our heads off whereas our senior seems to be laughing at the sight of us laughing. xD i laughed till my tears came out. (not exaggerating) and after that, i felt much better, dont feel sleepy anymore. haha. so i think i need to thank my 'ah tao' for letting me give out the agenda and have a good laugh! xD

ATC? ~

my head aches like hell once i came back from camp yesterday. i cant feel my whole body. i cant move my legs, i cant move my fingers. that feeling was so scary. the camp was ATC (Adult Training Camp), held at kwang hua private. no offence, but i'd like to take that camp as A Torturing Camp.

i feel ever so anxious. i was so afraid that i would fail the stations. (note: there were 9 stations in total) so so scary. i think half of the reason why i was so anxious is because no matter which station i go, they'll say : "this is CS de" abo is "you are CS right, can give harder one la ho?" my gawd! give me a break. so tension! i was so relaxed until they said that, i can feel that my heart dropped to my stomach! aduei~ im not so professional. i only know theory i suppose, im not good at practical. = =

and the worse thing, i was too tired on the last day. straight after the VIP finished his speech, i dropped. frankly, i never thought i would drop. i was shocked, and according to my schoolmates, they were all shocked too. hehe. i think im really weak, need more physical training. i mean in sports! not foot drill or what-so-ever. T^T xD

relieved? ~

feeling really weird these few days.
feeling so sick?
feel like sleeping whole day with no worries.
going to camp tomorrow,
homework not done,
things not packed.
[left my homework somewhere else T^T]
[so i finish my homework in time]
i miss those relaxing days in junior high,
senior high is stressing me out.
new subjects, more vocab,
more homework, new lifestyle.
[a new lifestyle as in more work, less sleep]
and my mum is nagging about the activities im participating in.
saying that i participate in too many competitions, bla bla bla.
she just gave me a long lecture yesterday,
and kept comparing me to her friend's daughter who got 7As in PMR
[7 straight As, no BC]
duh! earth-to-mum! its not like i didnt get straight!
i got 8As la. my gawd!
and my dad gave me a quiz to fill in today.
the quiz is from his company's website.
if i pass the 'quiz', i'll be entitled to get the academic excellency award or something.
arghh! my head is exploding.
i thought 2009 is going to be fun.
who knew, 2009 is like a living hell!
max. 1 day out of 10 days, im happy.
the rest is just stressful.

... so tired ...