failure~

i thought i'd be good at it.
i thought im able to change them.
to teach them and to help them.
but they never listen.
i was talking in front and they are talking at the back.
let them proceed with practical and they know nothing.
i was teaching with all my heart in front.
my gawd! but i dont want to scold them.
i dont want to say a word.
they are bad enough already.
such a failure. haiz.
i dont think i put hope in them.
no heart at all.
some are willing to learn.
but others just come for fun.
ridiculous.