Monday, March 23, 2009

ATC? ~

my head aches like hell once i came back from camp yesterday. i cant feel my whole body. i cant move my legs, i cant move my fingers. that feeling was so scary. the camp was ATC (Adult Training Camp), held at kwang hua private. no offence, but i'd like to take that camp as A Torturing Camp.

i feel ever so anxious. i was so afraid that i would fail the stations. (note: there were 9 stations in total) so so scary. i think half of the reason why i was so anxious is because no matter which station i go, they'll say : "this is CS de" abo is "you are CS right, can give harder one la ho?" my gawd! give me a break. so tension! i was so relaxed until they said that, i can feel that my heart dropped to my stomach! aduei~ im not so professional. i only know theory i suppose, im not good at practical. = =

and the worse thing, i was too tired on the last day. straight after the VIP finished his speech, i dropped. frankly, i never thought i would drop. i was shocked, and according to my schoolmates, they were all shocked too. hehe. i think im really weak, need more physical training. i mean in sports! not foot drill or what-so-ever. T^T xD

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