My Life, My Story

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

edited.

added some details into the post titled "thankful" because i feel that i've left a few people out. i should have thanked them as well. =)

i was clearing all the rubbish on my study table [well, clearing stuff is better than studying, a little. ] when i found this 'artwork' and wrapping paper.

hmm.. it has been a long long long time. i totally forgot about this picture. when i first saw it, i still wondered how did it got there. and who was the childish one who did it. when was it done?

then i remembered it was me. i was the childish one. i did it last year on the day of my cousin brother's birthday, 6th April. correction, i did not do this with my cousin brother. lol. i did it in sunway. it has another part. not with me. probably already in the somewhere among the rubbish at alam flora.

as for the wrapping paper, it was my x-mas present. first x-mas present 2 years ago. i dont know why the wrapper of the present is still tucked somewhere between my pass-year exam papers, but good thing i found it, cuz in the bin it goes. =)

2 pieces of papaer can remind me of so many lost details. what about a 20" xxxxx? cant be thrown, cant be destroyed. too obvious. too bad. ==

tagged again =)

1)大名: Tan Zhi Han
2)生日: 28 January.
3)谁传给你的: Shu Ping
4)生日想拿到什么礼物: Anything will do. =) [except plush toys cuz my mum says she'll throw the next plush into the bin. xD too many]
5)最近压力大的事: not able to finish my revision in time for the exam.
6)想做的事: be happy everyday. =)
7)有没有喜欢的人: the whole gang and ysc. =D
8)跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: my pals, my buddies. =)
9)如果你的好朋友吵架了,你会怎么做: do what a friend should do. [copied from sp xP ]
10)最想和别人去那里: somewhere nice, somewhere happy.
11)圣诞节想做什么: party, go out, whatever, as long as i dont have to stay home. ==
12)想跟谁庆祝圣诞节: anybody who means anything to me. =)
13)最近在做什么: shopping, wasting time, online, loitering at home.
14)有几个兄弟姐妹: 2 including me.
15)最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌: as long as its soothing, i'm fine with it. =)
16)喜欢什么颜色: blue, black, white and green.
17)上厕所会不会冲水: sure.
18)喜欢男还是女生: i'm straight. xD
19)最想大大声说什么: i run my life the way i want it! xD [under certain circumstances of course]
20)半夜敢不敢上厕所: depends whether i can get up from my bed. xD
21)你现在最恨谁: dont think i hate anybody. =)
22)现在喜欢做什么: go out and do the things i enjoy.
23)睡相好不好看: very, very, very ugly.
24)现在的时间: 3.17 p.m.
25)是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人: why would i hate her?
26)体重多少: hey, some privacy laa.
27)今天天气: HOT.
28)如果忙完了你最想做什么: go out and have fun. =)
29)失眠后会怎样: emo a lil' but still will do the things i have to do.
30)你晚上睡觉会不会尿床: do i look like i will? ==
31)你晚上睡觉会不会流口水: sometimes. =X
32)你有没有吃过夜宵: always. especially after night tuitions.
33)近期开心的事: i have friends that do care. and i'm grateful to them =)
34)自由对你来说重要吗: very, very important.
35)你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感: erm.. hard question. yj? xDD
36)你觉得你比较笨还是聪明: i am more stupid than clever. never considered myself as clever.
37)你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: love both equally although my dad is fierce-r.
38)你现在最想看到谁: all my friends. =)
39)你爱看戏吗: yes yes yes. =)
40)你敢向你讨厌的人说"我恨你吗?: i dont even hate people i hate, how to tell them?

+附加问题+

你打算几时结婚啊: never thought about it.
你喜欢你的生活吗: yes. i love my life. =D
相信塔罗牌吗: never tried. so i dont know.
睡觉前所做的事情: take off my specs. xD
你的偶像: erm.. dont know?
你喜欢的季节: Spring.
最想去的地方: somewhere nice.
最讨厌怎样的性格的人: sbhb, snobbish, ridiculous, idiotic.
你会抽烟吗: smoke and you are out of my friends list. no offence, but i hate smokers.
你会喝酒吗: tried drinking a little before.
你常哭吗: very, very, seldom.
你常笑吗: happy, of course i'll smile. sad, i'll try my best to smile. =)
想睡到几点: 10 hours will be enough. xDD
朋友和情人你会选谁: depends on the situation. =)
机会+命运你会选谁: depends on the situation as well.
你很自恋吗: still ok gua. haha.
你有穿耳洞吗: yes.
这问卷多不多: quite long.
喜欢吃冰吗: living in M'sia, yes.
现在幸福吗: yes.
最在乎谁: as long as you are my friend, then i'll care about you. =)
房间里最重要的东西是what : my bed.
没有朋友你会怎么做: end of the world.
如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: everybody around me if happy and stress-free. =)
这个问题废吗：apa la.
喜欢那个水果: green apples. =)
最怕人家问你什么: since primary until now, i'm still afraid of this question :"who do you have a crush on?" dang it, i always shut up. ==
喜欢下雪吗: yes. i like the feel of the snowflakes on my hand. icy but still warm. =)
喜欢下辈子要做什么: be who i am. =)
希望再被tag吗: i always enjoy tags. =)
你喜欢等人吗: if i have a choice, dont want laa. T^T

1 。被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷
2 。请老实回答每一问题
3 。不能擅自涂改题目
4 。写完请点10 位小朋友，不可以不点
5 。完后请通知那10 位小朋友TAGGED~ =)

10 位小朋友 =P
1. zhiyin
2. yjing
3. tracy
4. yenyen
5. vivian
6. pjing
7. yokteng
8. wanlin
9. tenghan
10. jingjie

Day 3 & 4

did one thing the whole day for day 3 and day 4.

SHOPPING.

thought i could study but mum said since she's not working, might as well go shopping. supposed to be a happy thing? but i keep thinking about my books at home. lol. but when i reached home at night, i headed for the computer. then my dad kept 'suan siao' saying : 'her revision is the program in the computer. everyday computer computer computer.' but what to do? sorry dad, sorry mum, i love the computer too much. xP

4 days went pass ever so fast. i used $$ faster than the clock ticking. i burnt a large hole in my sweet daddy's pocket on sunday. thank you dad, for letting me burn that big big hole. hehe. i didnt expect you would agree. xP
TQ TQ =)

Monday, September 21, 2009

tagged by sp. =)

你们被点名了,记得copy paste去你們のblog哦~

1. yjing
2. shanci
3. zhiyin
4. esther teh
5. yenyen
6. vivian

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: no.
02-[ 5号是男还是女? ]:: girl.
03-[ 3号的兴趣是? ]:: sampat-ing, ss-ing. =P
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: one brother.
05-[ 6号姓氏? ]:: Lee.
06-[ 2号人缘好吗? ]:: good. =)
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: idk. sorry. xP
08-[ 承上5号呢? ]:: crush i suppose.
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: sorry, im not really sure. xP
10-[ 3号和4号是朋友吗? ]:: yes.
11-[ 5号的生日是? ]:: 8th of May 1993.
12-[ 1号读哪呢? ]:: my class, behind me. xD
13-[ 你怎么认识3号的? ]:: school activities.
14-[ 你跟5号的生日差几个月? ]:: 4+ months.
15-[ 你和2号有出去玩过吗? ]:: not always, but when we did, i enjoyed it a lot. =)
16-[ 你喜欢和4号聊天吗? ]:: sure.
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: not bad. haha. =D
18-[ 你觉得6号人怎么样? ]:: sweet and nice.
19-[ 你觉得2号人怎么样? ]:: another siao po from the gang. xD
20-[ 你爱4号吗? ]:: as a friend, sure.

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: Apple Ping. =)
2. 你们认识多久呢:: since form 1. =D
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: a nice friend. =)
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: consider as good friends ba. xP
5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: nice, sweet and straight-forward. a good friend. =)
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: sleeping? hehe. i'm just guessing. sorry, no offence. =X

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会
答 : scream like crazy and look everywhere for something to cover. ==
問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 : say :'' kesian dia.'' xD
問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : walk with my feet. =)
問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : of course, abo why go to the beach?
問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Nokia.
問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : a nice and warm place. an ideal place to relax and hang out.
問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : depends. xP
問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : yes.
問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : yjing. xP [there goes your reputation, jing] xDD
問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 : depends on who wants to go on diet, if its somebody from the gang :" you sure you can?" or "aiya, no matter how hard you work, you'll still be fat." xP but if they're not from the gang, "good luck, you'll be very slim in no time. " [totally different answers, right? of course laa, because those sentences come from the mouths of the people from the gang who wanted to go on diet. ==]
問 : 自恋適合你吗
答 : dont think so? xP

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Hols : Day 2.

tuition.
used up 3 hours.
just realized, today is day 100.
sampat-ing at home.
used up 3 hours.
but i am glad to tell the world
the whole afternoon, in 1U, shopping.
er-hem! correction, window shopping.
used up 6-7 hours.
that i dont mind anymore if its day 1 or day 100,
in front of the computer, online.
going to use approx. 2 hours.
i can live my own life, my own way.
the rest of the day, in my bed dreaming.
using 9-10 hours.
i will be happy with the way i am now. =)
so this was my 'meaningful' day. =)
you guys have my sincere blessings. =)
proud of it? never. =(

Friday, September 18, 2009

Hols : Day 1.

1st day of the hols and i'm already bored to death. i am so so so lazy to study. haih. somehow i want to believe that i can achieve good grades without studying. [which is impossible of course] must find a way to motivate myself to study. i must must must start studying or i wont be able to achieve my ambition!

i hope to further my studies in the USA. but my parents were thinking about aussie. well, aussie's better than nothing laa. xD but if i keep slacking on my studies like what im doing now, i might not even get to study in malaysia. ==

conclusion, must must must pick up my books and start digging into them!

good luck to everybody! =)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

thankful.

i appreciate it a lot.

i value your giving.

i thank you from the bottom of my heart.

thank you. =)

3 other friends who've helped me.

thank you for smiling and saying its ok.

thank you for encouraging me. =)

thank you for not accompanying me until the end.

thanks for willing to hear me grumble.

thanks for your encouragement as well. =)

thank you for agreeing with me.

thank you for your unexpected call asking how it went.

thank you for your words of advice. =)

i am grateful for the help from you guys.

really grateful. =)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

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*** Connection Lost ***

but never mind. im almost there. =)
im sure to finish loading once i try a few more times.
after all, ' time heals every wound ', right?
i believe i'll get it right eventually.
i wont be like this forever. =)
i will be back to square one.
and when that time comes,
i will never make the same mistakes again. =)

p.s. i am sorry and i want to say thank you. =)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

random-ness.

to get rid of the exam stress for a while, i decided to upload some random pictures [i meant really random pictures xP] taken by my phone while im bored or just for the fun or it. =) i had a good laugh when i saw these few pictures. xD hope you guys can smile a little too. =)

*reminding myself to smile more often* =)