today, i had a bad day. really hate it so much! T'T i hate it when i come to school early in the morning and someone came to make me burst into flames! please lar! its just 7am and im already so pissed off! shit! who are these so called friends? is it really my fault? NO! i dont think so! so shitty! why cant you guys just admit its your fault? i was the one who always waited for you guys! not you guys waiting for me! THINK ABOUT IT! who was the one who always gave me the excuse of having alot of homework and didnt want to go down? #3 lar! and who was the one who was always busy and not in class? (i dont blame so much on her as she has more important things *sometimes*) #5 lar! and who was the one who always forgot there was this thing in the first place? the blur #4 lar! oh mai gawd! give me a break! like im not busy myself! after you guys refused to go to dataran for such a long period of time, i also gave up calling you guys to go down. you guys really make me feel so hopeless sometimes! let alone make me feel we had the chance to win. i really feel we are nothing! compare ourselves to the boys and what do you get? a stone being compared to a gem! arghhh!!
and that was just early in the morning! afterwards, than only did i found out that i didnt pack my 'long' note books to school. i left around 5 books at home and 2 of them were dued today! darn it! had to tell the teacher and get a hell-load of scolding! the teacher even said that she will not mark my book even if i handed it in tomorrow! T'T really isnt my day, dont you think?
next, after i came back from recess, i put my file on my table, and who knew, my file 'accidentaly' bumped into my water bottle and SPLASH!, my water for the whole day is gone! all on the floor waiting for the heat to evaporate it. and a girl said to me, "i pity the girls sitting in front of you, poor things, their seats are all wet!" what about me? aint i a poor thing too? i got no water! and i got a little sore throat! T'T
what about that? enough to be considered as a 'genuine' bad day? i hate today! i found a nice saying in my chinese workbook today, it says that being angry is punishing yourself for other peoples' mistakes. although i agree with it, but undeniable, i was really angry today! =(
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