i feel so confused. i feel so tired. i feel so helpless. i feel so crazy. i feel so speechless. i think the last few days are killing me. i've been thinking, why does everything have to go wrong when it just seems to go right? i thought i got it back on track. i thought it was all under control. and there it goes, right in front of me, passing through me like im totally invisible. feel like a dork. feel that i cant do anything but to see it get away from me and only coming back after who-knows how long. maybe like the last time, about a month or two. i felt like i was dreaming? lol. but that's gone now. i'll just have to wait just yet another time. now is just not the time. maybe the wrong time for me to do anything.
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