weird

feeling weird.
feeling strange.
cant feel myself.
like i've lost it.
i dont know what's coming ahead.
i dont want to know.
because it is not what i wanted.
i'll feel terrible?
hope not.
i want to be myself again.
the me that i lost quite some time ago.
but i think i cant erase everything.
='(((

tomorrow is the first day of the sukan saringan.
i got 2 events.
400m and 4x400m.
wish me luck..