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in just 3 more weeks, i'm gonna face graduation. my secondary life ends just right there. no more wearing that turquoise pinafore, no more wearing white school shoes, no such thing as tying a black ribbon on my ponytail hence forth. seriously, i'm gonna miss all these.

i still remember, i used to be this kid :

i hated school. especially in primary. i never liked studying, i never liked to work hard. i mixed with boys and became so rude and impolite. i was the worst girl around i suppose. but i never knew why, no matter how little i studied, i was always the top few in my primary school. maybe because the population was very little then. 6 years and i graduated from primary. missed those friends, missed those teachers. especially those who caned me a lot! =P

but i was very keen to attend secondary school. i remember every time i pass by Kwang Hua, i will tell my parents :" I MUST ATTEND THIS SCHOOL IN THE FUTURE!" it was my dream school and the school which all my friends wanted to go too. i also remember that dad said :" if you cant get it to kwang hua, you'll be going to SM (P) Kuen Cheng" i was terrified. it was a private girl school in KL and i'll be staying aboard there if i go. i was praying hard that my application for kwang hua went through and it did. =D

my UPSR results were good. i expect 5As but instead i got straight. when the classes for KH Form 1 was out, i was in the third class. i wasnt really happy. because i was always in the first class and i've never tried falling to the second so let alone third class. i feel its so unfair. =X little did i know there were 17 classes for my form and there were more than 700 students in my form alone. only then, did i feel much better about the class arrangements.

my days in kwang hua were the best days. i still remember my first impression of kwang hua. i remember complaining to my parents after the first day of school, saying :" yerr.. kwang hua very shit one la actually. all in malay, so many xxxxx teachers, only a few chinese teachers. even all my core subjects are thought by xxxxx teachers!" xD xD xD

my first year in secondary proved the worst year i ever had. i was a very bad girl. being the only girl from my primary school, i was seated beside a girl who likes to say all those erm.. fowl language. every day i see her, it would be :" hey! &%#$%^*!!" and as time passed, i became just like her. saying all those rude words from time to time like nobody's business and became so lazy that i never studied for anything. my cousin who was in the same class as me at that time, told his parents what i've become. my parents came to know about it but the funny thing was they didnt do anything about it.

i was thankful to the few girls that changed me. although not completely, but at least i dont say all those fowl language anymore and became more studious. the main three girls were ying jing, huey khim and nyee huey. x) after some time with them i didnt even mix with the fowl language group of people anymore. =] i started studying again and i started to use my time much more wisely. =)

Form 2 was at least something. with my Form 1 results, i managed to get into 2B. we all became close friends and we started going out and stuff. huey khim, i will never forget the outing which turned out to be...? hahaha! i cant believe we were all that childish at the age of 14 xp and idk how, i became the part of the MSSD Merentas Desa team of kh. although i didnt win anything back then, but it was a wonderful experience. =) i worked even harder during Form 2 because my next aim for get in 3A. who knew, i believe i wasnt the only one who thinks that way. i have 9As, just 2Bs and i dropped back to 3C. -.-

Form 3. PMR year. just like SPM year, just that its the easy version of SPM. xD ying jing, huey khim, xin ying and i sat together and the days were never a bore. =DDD ying jing was always funny and huey khim being ever so talkative! xD hey, remember our 'credit card'? ying jing, let's do that again! xD and somewhere around that time, i got my sampat name 'hot'N'spicy' xD i remember counting down those PMR days with ying jing, huey khim and xin ying. 88 days -- HUAT HUAT ar!!! XD XD 8 days -- HUAT ar!!! a few minutes before entering the exam hall, we were still huat-ing! xD 2008 wert! hahaha! those were the first few days where i 'learnt' how to sleep late. xD my whole PMR week, i still remember, i slept for not more than 15 hours in total. studied sejarah, kh and geography till 4am or 5am. that's when my pimples started to pop! before that i was practically pimple-less. -.- but at least the results showed the best. straight As. x) i cried when i saw my results. i never expect it to be straight. i called my parents, crying like anything and my mum thought i failed one or two subjects! xD when i told them it was 8As, i heard my mum scream in the background! xD eh sis, pressure for you! *ngek ngek ngek!*

Form 4. entered the stream i wanted. science. i always have a passion for science and like in my previous post, i wanted to study astrology. but it was just a mere dream and desire. my results in Form 4 definitely dropped. i cant catch up and i cant understand what'e the teacher saying. i dont work hard enough and i can feel that everything went into the bin =( 4 years in high school passed. i grew up with time and i've even finished junior high and starting on senior high. Form 4 was seriously very busy and i really enjoyed the year =) it was tough but meaningful enough. i feel that i've really learnt a lot from this year =)

Form 5. Last year in high school. i remember grace tay counting down the days for us. i remember alfred's notes writing xxx days to go before SPM. it used to be "cheh! i still have 5 years!" "another 2 years lar.." and now, its gonna end in another few more days.

graduation. after graduation, i'm no longer a teenager, i'm not longer a school girl. i'll leave secondary and go for my tertiary studies. no more tuitions, no more procrastination. its gonna be harder and its definitely gonna be a long way. i'm gonna leave the school and all the memories behind. and maybe just maybe, my dear friends behind. who knows how many friends can walk with you till the end of time? how many good friends will still remain as best friends in the future? nobody knows what's coming and nobody can predict the future.

i hope we will all be well.

i hope we are still friends.

i hope that our future is just as bright as any geniuses in the world.

i hope that everyone achieves their dream.

i hope... no one will forget the good old days we had together =D 



wonder what will become of me if i entered kuen cheng instead? xp i know it wouldnt be as fun, wouldnt be so memorable =)