stupidity.

i hate myself so much for this exam. i know, i am not blaming myself for not studying enough, but i am blaming myself for not paying more bloody attention to what the topic wants! D: super frustrated with myself.

in this supposed to be very good exam, 2 of my language papers, BM Karangan Pendek takrif salah, BC essay went out of topic! what am i doing?! aduei. because of this, there flew my As! (A- to be exact) hopefully this does not happen to my english paper or i'll really strangle somebody.

BC essay, i asked the teacher how 'out' was i, and he told me :" if you didnt write this *points*, this *points* and THIS *points again* sentence, you would not have gone right out of topic" and i was stunned. simply because, i added those three sentences right before the teacher collected my paper. omg! *faints* tan zhi han, you couldnt have been more stupid.

BM, lagi stupid. usaha-usaha menggalakkan semangat kejiranan became usaha-usaha pelbagai pihak untuk menggalakkan semangat kejiranan. oooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh iiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i think Puan Ooi is right. (she advised my class' students to get their eye sight checked before SPM -.-) sc and i were laughing about how ridiculous this was. but now, i (sarcastically) need to go for that stupid checkup. if i werent so stupid, i wouldnt have keluar tajuk for 2 essays. DDDDDDD:

* CHOIIII! x infinity * i MUST NOT get the same for english! * CHOOIIIIII! *

Keeping my fingers CROSSED!!!