Tuesday, October 19, 2010

tearful.

tears rolled down many students' cheek these few days. an unacceptable A- or just a mere difference of 0.3 points to an A or A+ is the cause for all this.

*tsk tsk tsk* or should it be *Tips Tips Tips*? the advantage of JPS paper is, everyone knows what's coming out the next day. disadvantage, there is no difference between a bad student and a brilliant student. everyone is equally good. and this, i hate!

i should be SUPER PROUD with my exam results for this term. even though i got B/B+ for BM and BC, but the rest improved A LOT! but when i look at the name list for the marks, i want to go hang myself. OMWTH! i am think i have the bottom few placement in class. this is something i am not contented with.

For Those Who Are Super Brilliant,
for chinese, i know many students did not like what the teacher did to our papers. i know tears came down because of this. as a student would got an increase in my marks, i cant say anything but i understand how you guys feel.

for other subjects, i know it feels weird why you guys studied more than everyone else but got the same grades as those who usually dont study but play in class. personally, i am super PISSED even though i am not too studious!

For Those of You Who Are Average,
you go to the teacher, bug the teacher, force the teacher, beg the teacher, make the teacher pissed and you get your A-. yes, it may sound worth it, but hey, when the teacher said that there's no more marks to add, leave lar! must you cling on to the teacher for your dear A-? we went through this exam with tips, imagine what would we be without tips?

there are some people who thinks that this glorious results are from their own effort, can i slap them? 

"zhi han, what did you get for x paper?" 
" (happily saying) * mark" 
"HAR?!!!!! SO LOW AR?! i got what-what-what marks lor!
*i'm thinking, shadup la! i'm supposed to be happy with that mark, now i'm not*

50% of me regretted not paying more attention on the tips. i regretted only flipping through the tips and not focusing much on it. now i got supposing-very-good-marks-but-actually-very-embarrassing marks. =(

but the other 50% of me is at least glad that i finished the whole syllabus and is eager to see how those who only studied the tips struggle to finish their syllabus. and thankfully, i am not the only one thinking like that, there are so many others who would strangle them just to make it fair.

when i got my first clean-from-tips A, i was delighted. nothing can beat my happiness at that moment. 

dont you think its stupid? 
you received the tips, but you want to depend on your own ability to attain the A, on the other hand, all your classmates are studying the tips and you know fairly well that the tips are accurate and if you dont study the tips, you wont be able to fight with those who memorized the tips, studied nothing more than that and can recite the tips backwards at your face. 
studying the tips? sinful. 
not studying the tips? stupid.

*a deep and long sigh* ridiculous. 

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